Thursday, January 14, 2010
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
the sea
Turqoise all around me...baby blue above me..yellowish white underneath my feeet....!!!.and all i feel can be described as..blank...white..nothingness..void ..free..light..sweet..! What a treat!
Wisdom
"Wisdom is the reward you get for a lifetime of listening when you'd have preferred to talk"!!
A lie is a lie
A lie is a lie..it's blunt..and it punches you in the face..! But covering the truth is worse, it bites..it stabs you in the back..! And there's no difference between the Lie and making up stories to cover the truth! They're both two faces to ONE coin!! All the same, All the same!
Your Own Mind
God created a mind for each one of us, not for others to tell us how to use it!! If everyone managed to make the perfect use of your their own mind "alone"..that would be it! You can't use someone else's mind to get it to comply with what you need! Here is where suppression/rebellion arise!
Knock on the surface
Behind everything you see...there is a "story" ;)! So you ought to search for the story before just judging what you see..! Knock on the surface..
Find yourself
When you know and find yourself, you don't really care if someone else will..if ever someone tried..! You become in good terms with yourself! First --"just find yourself" & tell me if U'd feel the same..;)
Find yourself
When you know and find yourself, you don't really care if someone else will..if ever someone tried..! You become in good terms with yourself! First --"just find yourself" & tell me if U'd feel the same..;)
V for Vendetta
We R told 2 remember the idea, not the man, because a man can fail. He can be caught. He can be killed & forgotten. But 400 years later an idea can still change the world. I've witnessed firsthand the power of ideas. I've seen people kill in the name of them; & die defending them. But you cannot kiss an idea, cannot ...touch it or hold it. Ideas do not bleed, it cannot feel pain, & it does not love" V for Vendetta.Read more
Ah mennek ya Balad
اهٍ من بلد علية القوم فيها أوطاهم..و أتعس الناس فيها أحسنهم .. وأنقى و اطيب الناس فيها أكثرهم تعرضاً للقسوة...اه منك يا بلد...مفكيش ولد يشيلك من تحت الهدد!!
Right
When you think right, you act right, you become right..& then everything around you gets right!!! And it allllll starts right in your head...it just needs some willingness & might ;)
Your Passion
Finding that you're trully passionate about something or just many things, will make life look way different..but the secret lies in the process of finding it....and the process of finding - i think is more rewarding - than the thing you're passionate about, itself..! All in all..life looks way better..it smiles at you. ;)
As I drove back on my way home
as i drove back home i saw the white clouds all painted with warm sunset colors, across the whole violet-blue sky when the blushing full moon was just uncovered..and the autumn breeze blew through the green trees brown branches..shaking off the yellow leaves, good bye...! A delicate piece of music was playing...and i sensed; how easy it is to find peace & beauty in everything around you..!
Solitude
I believe that solitude is not fate..not destiny & It has a price ..so if you decide to make it your choice, just think twice .. ;)
The Glass Half-filled
When you only focus on seeing the half-filled part of the glass you don't care much if you fill it.
So I don't only see it this half filled part but I try filling the remaining half to the fullest..;)
If you want to get phone calls!
If you want to receive many phone calls ..I've a magical solution for u. JUST go str8 to bed and try to sleep..! Everyone will remember you suddenly when u're asleep ..! It happens with me usually..I sleep = 6 to 7 phone calls. I'm in a meeting 9 to 10 phone calls ..I'm totally free = 1 to 2 calls at max! LOL TRUST me on this one. Sleep, or decide to have a meeting with ur boss..!
The Artist
The artist doesn't just see..he observes..! He doesn't only hear..he listens! He doesn't just find things, he searches for them..the artist never walks a beaten path, he picks a different & a new one..! The artist's eyes are the only eyes that sees the beauty even in the very ugly! & the artist can be in each and everyone of us, but you choose to find him/her or not! ;)
Sunday, September 13, 2009
When the Egyptian Yawns
Your hand can do a magical thing Mr. Egybchan ..so, if you put it on your mouth while yawning, it will turn YOU from a MONSTER into a decent human being in just one SEC! Please ya3ny!!
Time
Time is too short for all the people I wana meet, all the books I wana read, all the movies i wana watch, all the places i wana visit, all the sites i wana photograph, the thoughts I wana spell out..! Time is too fast for the good times..too alarming for the hard times..too boring for the empty..too long for the dear people we miss..! ;)
Saturday, September 12, 2009
I go by as I go by!
It’s about you people! It’s about a new approach I’ve decided to adopt with you.
I, the emotional, relatively rash, relatively inexperienced coy girl, that isl!! ;). and because I have disorders just like everyone of you out there, I’m pretty presumptuous! I am a presumptuous person. Sometimes thoughts find a certain path; an unfavorable one, and they tend to exacerbate as I dwell on them! I’m proud to be an open book and I’m not keen on being uncanny in pretence of being the mysterious, all-so-puzzling type!
Now let’s come to you. Well, not you you..i’ll be generally speaking of some types of people I meet in my daily life. The few impressive and the abundant bizarre type! *but that’s only from my point of view*! I may be a bizarre girl to an “emo” person. Thus, it’s relative, so i am subjecting my own judgmental view which can’t be appropriately generalized. But this is my view. Everyone is entitled in a not so free country *LOL*
Back to the approach and sorry for the seemingly huge maze am grabbing you inside.
Recently; I decided to treat some people entirely unlike I used to, when I got annoyed.
So, in the past, I used to be a warm person; pretty much warm that I cared for people too much
now I care a little, and I need NO appreciation from anyone, but if it was unwelcomed, then to “hell”,
in this case, listen to me, if someone obviously took you for granted and didn’t really welcome this care, been inconsiderate in some way or another, just “stop” caring!!! Simple!!! If he/she felt they needed your care they’ll get back to you. If not then you should get a life!
Now we come to the land of those who have clear symptoms of “Borderline personality disorder”!
the I-want-you-so-near-but-also-far kind of people! Those will drive you crazy..the moment you notice this “TRUST ME, you won’t get anywhere with them. Today you’re close.. perhaps the closest and tomorrow you’re an enemy to them! “The main feature of borderline personality disorder (BPD) is a pervasive pattern of instability in interpersonal relationships” Enough said! :D
I used to get upset, I used to cry sometimes, being sensitive is not a nice asset, it’s a double-edged weapon. But we have to evolve..to survive and keep up with the scary change inflicted on people’s attitudes! And as I said before, my HUMBLE eerie promenade in people’s different worlds has taught me that there are no standards..!
People taught me so many things:
Being nice and considerate – is misunderstood!
being nice means you’re either kissing their ass, or want to exploit them!
Trying hard to maintain your bonds with people (if you’re a people’s person like me), is not favored! Trying to maintain bonds will suffocate some- now those some should be out of your life immediately.
I don’t explain myself to people. If they care to understand they’ll ask. If they don’t care to understand, then, they only deserve what they understand! To be clearer, If someone tells you “You’re insane” unreasonably, then OK, accept the fact that they see you as an insane person! If they cared to know why they’d know you’re not, if they weren’t keen enough to know you better then ACT insane! Act upon what they say about you!
If they say you’re a psycho – act upon it! You’re indecent, act upon it! They probably deserve to see the side of you that they only want to see..! *try it..its fun awiii*!
I never ask people “Malek/Malak” because I don’t like interfering with others’ business unless they want to talk about it!
If you called someone once, twice thrice and they don’t answer..in different times and occasions, then don’t call again. After giving the benefit of the doubt ..
Don’t call them again!!
If you learn that someone you really like ..or someone who seemingly likes you, talked behind your back, pretend you knew nothing. First, you are not sure if he/she really did. Secondly, if you were that sure for some reasons, there’s absolutely no use for you to blame them. They’re not worth the blame. Just smile!
I learned that..
If you come across pompous asses, arrogant, hollow-for-nothing characters, “laugh out loud”. If you know a person who talks a lot about himself/herself in a manner that shows he/she are the best human beings on earth, be creative and write a sitcom on it! They’ve a pretty good material for lots of laughter (LOLS) ya3ny!
I learned
If someone makes you feel you’re a burden, then it’s either you are (and you’re not noticing) or they just can’t find something special about you or not interested to.
In this case – Don’t be a burden! Spare yourself the effort that goes to waste!
I learned…
If someone gave you so many promises without really being up to them, don’t make a fool of yourself and take anymore promises from him/her!
I learned…
If someone suddenly goes out of your life – let them goo..open the door for them and the window too! (3al ba77ary) and let them go…unless you see in their eyes a glimpse of willingness on their side to stay..in this case (sheelhom 3ala rasak)!
If you know of someone who will never be nice to you unless you kiss his/her ass,
KICK their ass and trust me, they'll come back to you and kiss your ass..so kick theirs again!
I, the emotional, relatively rash, relatively inexperienced coy girl, that isl!! ;). and because I have disorders just like everyone of you out there, I’m pretty presumptuous! I am a presumptuous person. Sometimes thoughts find a certain path; an unfavorable one, and they tend to exacerbate as I dwell on them! I’m proud to be an open book and I’m not keen on being uncanny in pretence of being the mysterious, all-so-puzzling type!
Now let’s come to you. Well, not you you..i’ll be generally speaking of some types of people I meet in my daily life. The few impressive and the abundant bizarre type! *but that’s only from my point of view*! I may be a bizarre girl to an “emo” person. Thus, it’s relative, so i am subjecting my own judgmental view which can’t be appropriately generalized. But this is my view. Everyone is entitled in a not so free country *LOL*
Back to the approach and sorry for the seemingly huge maze am grabbing you inside.
Recently; I decided to treat some people entirely unlike I used to, when I got annoyed.
So, in the past, I used to be a warm person; pretty much warm that I cared for people too much
now I care a little, and I need NO appreciation from anyone, but if it was unwelcomed, then to “hell”,
in this case, listen to me, if someone obviously took you for granted and didn’t really welcome this care, been inconsiderate in some way or another, just “stop” caring!!! Simple!!! If he/she felt they needed your care they’ll get back to you. If not then you should get a life!
Now we come to the land of those who have clear symptoms of “Borderline personality disorder”!
the I-want-you-so-near-but-also-far kind of people! Those will drive you crazy..the moment you notice this “TRUST ME, you won’t get anywhere with them. Today you’re close.. perhaps the closest and tomorrow you’re an enemy to them! “The main feature of borderline personality disorder (BPD) is a pervasive pattern of instability in interpersonal relationships” Enough said! :D
I used to get upset, I used to cry sometimes, being sensitive is not a nice asset, it’s a double-edged weapon. But we have to evolve..to survive and keep up with the scary change inflicted on people’s attitudes! And as I said before, my HUMBLE eerie promenade in people’s different worlds has taught me that there are no standards..!
People taught me so many things:
Being nice and considerate – is misunderstood!
being nice means you’re either kissing their ass, or want to exploit them!
Trying hard to maintain your bonds with people (if you’re a people’s person like me), is not favored! Trying to maintain bonds will suffocate some- now those some should be out of your life immediately.
I don’t explain myself to people. If they care to understand they’ll ask. If they don’t care to understand, then, they only deserve what they understand! To be clearer, If someone tells you “You’re insane” unreasonably, then OK, accept the fact that they see you as an insane person! If they cared to know why they’d know you’re not, if they weren’t keen enough to know you better then ACT insane! Act upon what they say about you!
If they say you’re a psycho – act upon it! You’re indecent, act upon it! They probably deserve to see the side of you that they only want to see..! *try it..its fun awiii*!
I never ask people “Malek/Malak” because I don’t like interfering with others’ business unless they want to talk about it!
If you called someone once, twice thrice and they don’t answer..in different times and occasions, then don’t call again. After giving the benefit of the doubt ..
Don’t call them again!!
If you learn that someone you really like ..or someone who seemingly likes you, talked behind your back, pretend you knew nothing. First, you are not sure if he/she really did. Secondly, if you were that sure for some reasons, there’s absolutely no use for you to blame them. They’re not worth the blame. Just smile!
I learned that..
If you come across pompous asses, arrogant, hollow-for-nothing characters, “laugh out loud”. If you know a person who talks a lot about himself/herself in a manner that shows he/she are the best human beings on earth, be creative and write a sitcom on it! They’ve a pretty good material for lots of laughter (LOLS) ya3ny!
I learned
If someone makes you feel you’re a burden, then it’s either you are (and you’re not noticing) or they just can’t find something special about you or not interested to.
In this case – Don’t be a burden! Spare yourself the effort that goes to waste!
I learned…
If someone gave you so many promises without really being up to them, don’t make a fool of yourself and take anymore promises from him/her!
I learned…
If someone suddenly goes out of your life – let them goo..open the door for them and the window too! (3al ba77ary) and let them go…unless you see in their eyes a glimpse of willingness on their side to stay..in this case (sheelhom 3ala rasak)!
If you know of someone who will never be nice to you unless you kiss his/her ass,
KICK their ass and trust me, they'll come back to you and kiss your ass..so kick theirs again!
مجانين ولكن..
إذا هايريح الرجال إن الستات مجانين...فا مفيش مشكلة، احنا مجانين
و مطرقعين كمان ..و مندفعين و عاطفيين و ساعات بيبقى عندنا دلع زيادة عن اللزوم و أحياناً نبقى جامدين فالتعامل...و أحياناً نبقى عمليين قوي...أحياناً استسلاميين وانهزاميين و حافظين مش فاهمين..أيوا كمان مش بيعرفوا نسوق زيكو!! خلصنا ..الشكوى الأزلية اللي بتقولوها إن الست محدش قادر يفهمها..!!!
بس مين قال إن هي عايزة حد يفهمها؟!
هي عايزة حد يحسها أكتر!
هو ربنا خلقها كدة .. بتفكر في ميت حاجة و مش بتاخد قشور الكلام ..لأ بتركز و واخدة بالها ديماً من حاجات إنت مش مركز فيها أو عامل نفسك عبيط كالعادة!!
أحياناً الست لما بتركز زيادة بتبقى صعبة و مستفزة..متفقين! بس بردو هي ديماً الأضعف و مفتاحها سهل جداً!
هي عايزك تحتويها أكتر ماتحاول تقومها..يعني تبقى أكبر من الموقف و منها هي شخصياً!
بدل ما تفضل تنتقد فيها..إستحملها..لأن ذي ما إنت أهم حاجة عندك انها تغفرلك وتسامحك و و ...هي أهم حاجة عندها انك تشوفها جميلة و مش قصدي شكلاً بس موضوعاً!
لو نجحت هتيكسبها جداً...عشان كدة الرجل لم بيكون بتاع ستات و بيجيد فن الاشتغالات و لعب على الاحساسات والمجاملات والهدايات....بيشنكل علطول و بيستحوز على احساسها بسرعة البرق!
و يفضل يطبطب و ويدلع على رأي نانسي عشان يطلع أحسن ما فيها..و كل الرجال يحسدوه..(هو بيعرف الحريم دي كلها ازاي..أنا مستغرب د حتى ميتبصش في وشه...إبن المحظوظة)! بس ال-(womanizer)
مش بيبقى جد...هو بس عايز يقضيها بأي طريقة والسلام! لإن لو هو كان جد هتبقى لازم الحياه فيها شد و جزب...هو بيبقى عنده الشد في حالة واحدة، هي لم بتيجي اللحظة إلي هسيشقلبها فيها لما يزهق و تخلص أغنية نانسي عجرم أطبطب و ادلع..!
يعني ماينفعش تعمل كدة إلا لم تكون بتاع ستات؟!! و ماتعرفش تتعامل مع الست بطريقة ناجحة إلا لما تكون عرفت ١٠٠ ست قبلها؟
أنا شايفة إن مش لازم! أصل القوامة اللي راجل ديماً يتكلم عليها مش في انك تقوللها إشتغلي ..متشتغليش...اسمعي كلامي...أنا صاحب القرار..أنا صوتي ديماً أعلى!! إيه اللي بيميزك كا رجل...؟! إن كيانك دايماً يبقى فالمرتبة الأولى؟ (sayz who)؟
كيانك بالنسبة للست إللي بتحبك هيبقى دايماً فعلاً فالمرتبة الأولى لو إنت احترمت كيانها هي كمان! لأن هي بطبعيتها بتتنازل أكتر منك و لو ناسي و حاسس إن كلامي مش صح...بص شوية على والدتك..شوف هي ممكن تكون عملت حاجات أد إيه علشانك و علشان والدك و علشان البيت يفضل قائم!
رجوعاً للست بشكل عام هي عايزك تحبها فهي هتحبك أكتر! وتعاملها باحترام..انسى موضوع أنا الرجل و الامر ليك بقى في كل حاجة...لإن الكلام د صعب ..لازم التفاهم لأن النظرة الفوقية على كل اللي يخص الستات بيكبر المشكلة!
هي طبيعي عالمها بيلف حواليك و دي حاجة إنت مش بتحبها و بتوصفها بالدراما!! بس لو فكرت تهمل فيك شوية حتى لو من غير قصد..بتتخنق بردو عشان ذي ما هي بتحب الدراما شوية..إنت كمان أناني!! طبيعة عادي يعني د مش وصف!
إنت بتقول عليها مجنونة و متغيترة الأحوال..يجوز
بس إنت بردو مش عايز الست العاقلة أوي ...لأنك فالحالة دي بتدور على المجنونة بردو..و لما تزهق تروح للعاقلة...و عايز الاتنين !!
في ست بيبقى عاقلة و مجنونة...تبقى إنت رجل محظوظ..عندك اتنين في واحد..بس بعد كدة بتسيب الستات خالص وتدور على العزوبية تاني!!
معلش يا ستات، تفسير كلمة مجنونة عشان أوضح الصورة..هي كلمة يطلقها الرجل على الست لما يبقى فيها صفات هو مش لاقي ليها إسم..ف- بينجز و يقول مجنونة..بحالات..تربنتينة .. و هكذا!!
كلنا مجانين...نعترض ليه؟
بس كلنا صبورين..و د اللي خلي أي ست ترجع لجوزها بعد ما خانها أو صاحب عليها ..!! تسحمل أو تحب إيه أكتر؟ انها تبقى مجنونة ولا معندهاش صبر و مش بتغفر؟ لازم حاجة تشيل حاجة!!
مفيش ست بتحب تحس انها حق مكتسب...
و هي هتتنازل بس بمزاجها..و هتغفر عشان بتحب..و دي حاجة إنت مش بتقدر تعملها أوي أو النسبة قليلة بالمقارنة بيها..
هي كمان ليها رأي و بتعرف تتكلم و تاخد قرارات
أيوا مندفعين و عاطفيين..عادي..خلقة ربنا.. و إلا كان بقى زمان الستات هما اللي بيطلقوا الرجالة مش العكس...و كان زمان كل واحدة رجعت لجوزها بعد ٩٩ طلقة و محلل كمان (lool)
المفروض إن الرجل مش مندفع..أكيد ربنا ليه حكمة!! بس لولا العاطفة والإندفاع اللي عند الست ماكنتش ترجعلك تاني بعد ما إنت بهدلت الدنيا من وراها!! ما كنتش أصلاً تفكر فارتباط!
متانقدة؟؟ مضطربة ؟؟ بتتوتر بسرعة؟
عرفت إنت تحتوي كل ده يبقى فعلاً تستحق القوامة!!
القوامة مش انك تتجوز أربعة و تصرف عليها...و تدفع الحساب فالخروجات و تعمل فيها عنتر إبن شداد أو انك تبقى أشطر في شغلك...كل د على عينها و راسها كمان..بس مش أهم من انك تكون متفاهم و قيس من وقت للتاني..
ذي ما إنت بتحب من خلال عنيك...و عايزها جميلة..
هي بتحب من خلال ودانها.. و عايزك حاسس بيها!
والمجهود اللي هي هتبزله عشان تبقى جميلة أكتر من المجهود إلي إنت هتبذله عشان تقوللها كلمتين حلوين!!
القوامة مفهوم أعمق بكتير..يتطلب منك فهم عميق لنفسية الستات..أو كفاية واحدة بس..بلاش طمع إبن آدم ده
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
Too much
too much of you will make me fall in love with myself
too much of me will make you hate yourself..
too much of me will make you hate yourself..
Thursday, August 27, 2009
The woman in the IT business!!
A woman writes to the IT Technical support Guy
Dear Tech Support,
Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and I noticed a distinct slowdown in the overall system performance, particularly in the flower and jewellery applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0.
In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, such as
Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5, and then installed undesirable programs such as NEWS 5.0, MONEY 3.0 and CRICKET 4.1.
Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system.
Please note that I have tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail.
What can I do?
Signed,
____________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _________
Reply
DEAR Madam,
First, keep in mind, Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, while Husband 1.0 is an operating system.
Please enter command: ithoughtyoulovedme. Html and try to download Tears 6.2 and do not forget to install the Guilt 3.0 update.
If that application works as designed, Husband1.0should then automatically run the applications Jewellery 2.0 and Flowers 3.5..
However, remember, overuse of the above application can cause Husband 1.0 to default to Silence 2.5 or Beer 6.1.
Please note that Beer 6.1 is a very bad program that will download the Snoring Loudly Beta.
Whatever you do, DO NOT under any circumstances install Mother-In-Law 1.0 (it runs a virus in the background that will eventually seize control of all your system resources.)
In addition, please do not attempt to reinstall the Boyfriend 5.0 program. These are unsupported applications and will crash Husband 1.0.
In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program, but it does have limited memory and cannot learn new applications quickly.
You might consider buying additional software to improve memory and performance.
We recommend: Cooking 3.0 and Good Looks 7.7.
Good Luck Madam!
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Dear Diary
For our friends that we no longer see like we used to but they're still heavy on our minds..
for our friends whom life has taken away from us and dragged us apart..
for our friends that we are hoping to meet again or those we - regrertfully - may never see again.
(some old time friends has inspired me to write that, "thank you"!)
Nostalgic I got,
About my friends and thoughts to reunite
I remembered one perfect night
When everything felt so right
Cheerfulness, joyfulness
So much heart-warming stories to recite
Tender and sweet mixed emotions
Now, are the past's gift for our soul to ignite!
Dear diary..ask my sweet friends..
"Do you remember how it felt?
When you've chosen my mind and heart
a safe haven for you, and dwelt!?"
my friend
"No matter how far you've gone
Or how distant I've flown
No matter how unexpectedly, from my life you've withdrawn
Your memory in my heart, carved and profound..
Have always grown and grown..!
My hope to reunite with you,
Is a dream.. a fantasy, I live on
With every dusk that is born
And every wanning dawn!"
If only I foresaw that you won't be there forever
I'd have intensified all the fun
I'd have never shunned & for any reason run
I wouldn't be thinking now of how it all begun!?
Hey my dear friend,
I am not - like i used to be - always around you
yet I still remember how we talked, walked and laughed
and I visualize us if ever we meet
Hey faraway friend
I dont necessarily see you
But I remember every detail in your captivating face
I've always and always will long for your presence
To relive the moments of conviviality
And once again feel this jovial heartbeat
Oh Good old times
Come back to me
Don't vanish and abandon me
You cant be no more than traces of history
I cannot sustain living among these present shadows of mystery
Good old times
Refresh my memory
It's asking for more..
what you helped become feverish treasured diary
Dear diary..
Bring me back my old time friend
that seconds, minutes, days and years
would never dare suspend
bring me back my friend
With whom I could easily blend
On whom I could blindly depend!
I aspire to see and hear you my friend..
and feel you with all my senses
no matter how high the expenses
Ill break all those aging fences
Can we get hand in hand
and against ticking clocks and distances stand?
Can I go back in time ..
and once again paint my life with a bright lively color?
Can I grab and revive those times of glamour...
I guess I'll take a few steps to the past..
and get back to the future,
not alone, but "together"!
Anonymous
Sunday, 29 March 2009 at 05:46
New horizons to discover
some old pages to fold forever
someone's get to be clever
and seek a fresh endeavor
something feels new
some dust you just blew
shabby yellow leaves flew,
from a place to another
you dont care to
have a clue...
Your soul indulging in harmony,
Excited about this congeniality,
"let us, for sometime,
abandon the unwavering frank reality"!
Smile.. :) Grin..:D
Giggle giggle and giggle
it shows on you..
don't try to make it a riddle
A candle ..a flicker
a faint light..a shimmer
and yet..
you flitter
your eyes glitter
your words twitter
the image gets better
you save a colorful feather
inside a secret letter..
The silly confusing actions;
now,a source of pleasure
You smell an intense scent of a flower..
then experience an hour that passes like a minute
and a minute that passes like the hour..!
You win Yet willingly give up your power!
It's not yours and its not mine
its ours
it grows and glows and like a river, it calmly flows..
It twinkles and snows
The cryptic wounds
Away, it gently blows..!
Do you hear and see it?
Do you hold it or flee it?
if you want to share it..
it's all around you..so sweet, docile
it fools with you when you're vulnerable
and fragile..
Not injurious..
yet painted with uncertainty
They call it a "crush"
yet I think, until now,
it remains anonymous....! ;)
New horizons to discover
some old pages to fold forever
someone's get to be clever
and seek a fresh endeavor
something feels new
some dust you just blew
shabby yellow leaves flew,
from a place to another
you dont care to
have a clue...
Your soul indulging in harmony,
Excited about this congeniality,
"let us, for sometime,
abandon the unwavering frank reality"!
Smile.. :) Grin..:D
Giggle giggle and giggle
it shows on you..
don't try to make it a riddle
A candle ..a flicker
a faint light..a shimmer
and yet..
you flitter
your eyes glitter
your words twitter
the image gets better
you save a colorful feather
inside a secret letter..
The silly confusing actions;
now,a source of pleasure
You smell an intense scent of a flower..
then experience an hour that passes like a minute
and a minute that passes like the hour..!
You win Yet willingly give up your power!
It's not yours and its not mine
its ours
it grows and glows and like a river, it calmly flows..
It twinkles and snows
The cryptic wounds
Away, it gently blows..!
Do you hear and see it?
Do you hold it or flee it?
if you want to share it..
it's all around you..so sweet, docile
it fools with you when you're vulnerable
and fragile..
Not injurious..
yet painted with uncertainty
They call it a "crush"
yet I think, until now,
it remains anonymous....! ;)
My Curiosity
Friday, 13 March 2009 at 16:03
If you don't want to get sad, dont try to read this..it's very frustrating..
it reflects a phase..that only GOD knows when it ends..!
Wandering around
Wondering about
whether you're better with or without?
A gloomy cloud
Dooming throughout
Every vision in doubt
Confusion inside out..!
Unexplained “things”
Fate continuously brings
And when it's time to understand
DInggg....the bell rings..!!
Crooked twisted roads
A spine enduring tons & loads
Striving, treading and tumbling
A mindless mind..that
Every now and then explodes...
Why does everything come in codes?
perhaps a melancholic song with lyric odes..?!
Perplexed publics and one small stage
Waiting for the end of boring repetitive scenes of rage
Comedy and drama in a long play inside a cage..
Too many faces
Dim and luminous places
A present...
Forsaking the past
With deep painful traces
Too many questions
Answered with………………………………………….
"Empty spaces".
Going back and forth
Thoughts thoughts and thoughts
The first, the second or both?
Is it Shattered puzzles &
Sophisticated riddles
Sweeping us in narrow suffocative swirls?
Is it truth covered with a crust of lies?
Is it all about different stations and good byes?
A lifetime of few ups & abundant downs ?
A silly frightening surprise?
An obligation to make a compromise?
Smiling faces with teary eyes?
Preparing gigantic buildings
For a huge demise..?
Hoping to live
Or living to hope?
Coping to struggle
Or struggling to cope
Are we just here to mope?
May be we're meant experience the extraordinary..
The extreme?
Watch for a glamorous dazzling beam?
Seek some vague notions to deem
Or pursue a luring colorful theme?
When it all turns out to be
Nothing but a fraudulent dream!!?
Why does it constantly reverberate in my ears?
The phrase "Nothing is what it seems" ?
It's a total loss of identity
No sense or sincerity
It’s simply called life
And it's killing me brutally yet softly
My restless never ending curiosity!
If you don't want to get sad, dont try to read this..it's very frustrating..
it reflects a phase..that only GOD knows when it ends..!
Wandering around
Wondering about
whether you're better with or without?
A gloomy cloud
Dooming throughout
Every vision in doubt
Confusion inside out..!
Unexplained “things”
Fate continuously brings
And when it's time to understand
DInggg....the bell rings..!!
Crooked twisted roads
A spine enduring tons & loads
Striving, treading and tumbling
A mindless mind..that
Every now and then explodes...
Why does everything come in codes?
perhaps a melancholic song with lyric odes..?!
Perplexed publics and one small stage
Waiting for the end of boring repetitive scenes of rage
Comedy and drama in a long play inside a cage..
Too many faces
Dim and luminous places
A present...
Forsaking the past
With deep painful traces
Too many questions
Answered with………………………………………….
"Empty spaces".
Going back and forth
Thoughts thoughts and thoughts
The first, the second or both?
Is it Shattered puzzles &
Sophisticated riddles
Sweeping us in narrow suffocative swirls?
Is it truth covered with a crust of lies?
Is it all about different stations and good byes?
A lifetime of few ups & abundant downs ?
A silly frightening surprise?
An obligation to make a compromise?
Smiling faces with teary eyes?
Preparing gigantic buildings
For a huge demise..?
Hoping to live
Or living to hope?
Coping to struggle
Or struggling to cope
Are we just here to mope?
May be we're meant experience the extraordinary..
The extreme?
Watch for a glamorous dazzling beam?
Seek some vague notions to deem
Or pursue a luring colorful theme?
When it all turns out to be
Nothing but a fraudulent dream!!?
Why does it constantly reverberate in my ears?
The phrase "Nothing is what it seems" ?
It's a total loss of identity
No sense or sincerity
It’s simply called life
And it's killing me brutally yet softly
My restless never ending curiosity!
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Paradoxes Anyone?!!!
Tuesday, 21 April 2009 at 09:01
This is not literally about me. But Im just talking about myself :D
I tend to forget a lot, I place the keys somewhere and taaaadaaa…I don’t remember where I placed them. I keep rotating round and round in crazy circles and then I find them in my wardrobe! It may not be nice when it’s just NOW that you’ve forgotten the keys, but also just NOW,,, that little kid knocks the door to give you, your ironed garments and I'd stupidly enough, without a minimal amount of concentration locked the door unreasonably!
I search for my eye glasses when actually they’re right above my head!
I put my coffee on the burner and only remember it when I hear this ssssssssssssssssss……!
My mobile phone doesn’t RING for hours when am all free and alone waiting for anyone to just give me a call. When I start to get busy, hang out, or do something important, 3 people call me at the same time. 2 on the mobile phone and one on the land line!
I get the LONGEST phone calls when I’m getting dressed to hang out. And I actually can’t shut up the caller because coincidentally, he/she hasn’t called for such a long time, and it’d be so rude if I tried to be precise.
The most important phone calls I get, when I decide to switch my mobile to rest my skull! :D
I get unnecessary phone calls when I’m around people infront of which I can’t talk and when I can’t cancel that particular caller.
I get like 12 phone calls a day from different people and another day my mobile doesn't ring at all.
When I decide to move on with my life and love a new person, an old lover resurfaces out of the blue and tries to fix my old scars! Where have you been when I waited for you to show up?!
I get promoted at work when I decide to quit my job with ultimate conviction.
I mostly run into people I don’t want to meet.
When I get excited about things and feel like hanging out and having fun, everyone is too busy to share with me this excitement. When I don’t feel like doing anything, everyone I know calls me with a plan on his/her mind to have some fun.
When I go to pray and am all alone at home, the phone and the door bell, ring :D!
I want the day to end, but when the night comes, I don’t sleep because I don’t feel that the day should end ..and that may be there’s still something quite interesting I can do!
I can’t find the skirt I want to wear now..noww..i need it now! But It just disappears when I want it. I find another skirt I was searching for a few days ago but don’t want it now!
I forgot if I took my medicine today?! Have I? Or not?! Should I take it or is it going to be the second time!?
I forget in my prayers, how many times I knelt!
Mum cooks very interesting food at home when I’m coincidentally on a diet. When am not on a diet, I keep opening the fridge several times a day hoping to find something pretty interesting and different to eat.
I get bored from work and from my spare time, as well.
I get a skin-rash only when I’ve a wedding soon.
I look very beautiful only when i'm not soonly meeting anybody
I don't find the black shoe when am late for work.
The right people love/like me but i like/love the wrong ones.(3ama alwan :D)
I wait for something particular for a LOOOONG TIME…and I lose hope. And suddenly TWO THINGS appear and I don’t get either because It takes me a while to choose between them, eventually I choose neither. Although, I’ve supposedly primarily set my mind on something, already. Why do I fail to choose in the end when I had a decision on mind! No idea!
When I quit work, all the horrible bossy arrogant paranoid demanding weirdoes, coincidentally just quit, too!
Failures just come along together simultaneously.
I leave when I feel like staying and I stay when I feel like leaving.
I hate being forced subtly to make decisions.
I wait for just ONE person to fill up my senses, and when he shows up FINALLY, a bunch of others compete to capture my attention..!
When I decide to sacrifice an asset I searched for in the person I love, determine to get used to living without it, lose hope in finding what I’ve always searched for, someone suddenly appears with that exact same asset(s) I’ve always wanted to find in a person!?
God created me a selfish human being who wants everything working for her best..and yet, each and every situation I face, compels me to make compromises I don’t want to make.
Girls like my boyfriend more when I actually declare that he is my boyfriend (that’s not a literal sentence..am just giving an example). When he was just a single guy (in their eyes) nobody cared to even tell him (hi dude)!
Chaos – sometimes – alleviates me! Having to prioritize and bring some order to my life, just gets me sick..because the mental effort it takes to do so, needs a leisure..and for God’s sake, I even forget where I place my keys, so how am i expected to bring order to my life :D?!
I am hung up on you..and when I do, you say good bye. I move on with my life and then you look back?! Aren’t you the one who let me go!? Are you silly?! LOL
(well, that’s not to YOU..again am not speaking literally).
I'm sure it happened with many of you..either done to you..or U were the one who did it to someone.
I think and think and I reach no conclusion. I ask the same questions every time and I never find a satisfactory answer. So why the hell, do I keep asking?!
Most of the stuff I like are harmful..but the good stuff are those we don’t really mmm lean towards.
You only like me more when you feel I can’t be yours.
I ask for the advice, when in fact I know everything! when in fact, I don't need it.
Moreover, people turn to me for advice and I give sound and wise advice, as well..but when it comes to me, I get lost and I see advice :D they're all inside my head but i want someone else to say them
If a person isn’t an interesting conversationalist enough, my attention-span gradually gets smaller until it perishes and all I just do is smile and nod but if you ask me what he or she is saying, I’ll give you the grin and a shrug!
I get dressed for an important meeting 30 minutes earlier..I get ready and everything is JUST perfect. But I go down and get into the car..mm ! Oh a flat tire..! Good Morning.
I’ve ZERO-TOLERANCE for stupidity and nonsensical conversations and judgmental opinions and 90% of those i meet are like that. The remaining 10% i love, had to immigrate! lol
I sometimes do the stuff I hate in others. I yell at you, I ignore you, I’m cold with you- unintentionally due to a bad mood ..I’m rude..and insincere…but when you do the same I get sick of you! Why the hell…(mesh 3eab keda ya jess)!? Lol
I’m too frank and honest – to some extent- to confront myself with my issues and I’ve no troubles confessing and admitting that there’s a silly part about me that I don’t really like..but there’s a silly part in everyone, too.
Have a nice day ;)
try to figure out ur paradoxes :D
This is not literally about me. But Im just talking about myself :D
I tend to forget a lot, I place the keys somewhere and taaaadaaa…I don’t remember where I placed them. I keep rotating round and round in crazy circles and then I find them in my wardrobe! It may not be nice when it’s just NOW that you’ve forgotten the keys, but also just NOW,,, that little kid knocks the door to give you, your ironed garments and I'd stupidly enough, without a minimal amount of concentration locked the door unreasonably!
I search for my eye glasses when actually they’re right above my head!
I put my coffee on the burner and only remember it when I hear this ssssssssssssssssss……!
My mobile phone doesn’t RING for hours when am all free and alone waiting for anyone to just give me a call. When I start to get busy, hang out, or do something important, 3 people call me at the same time. 2 on the mobile phone and one on the land line!
I get the LONGEST phone calls when I’m getting dressed to hang out. And I actually can’t shut up the caller because coincidentally, he/she hasn’t called for such a long time, and it’d be so rude if I tried to be precise.
The most important phone calls I get, when I decide to switch my mobile to rest my skull! :D
I get unnecessary phone calls when I’m around people infront of which I can’t talk and when I can’t cancel that particular caller.
I get like 12 phone calls a day from different people and another day my mobile doesn't ring at all.
When I decide to move on with my life and love a new person, an old lover resurfaces out of the blue and tries to fix my old scars! Where have you been when I waited for you to show up?!
I get promoted at work when I decide to quit my job with ultimate conviction.
I mostly run into people I don’t want to meet.
When I get excited about things and feel like hanging out and having fun, everyone is too busy to share with me this excitement. When I don’t feel like doing anything, everyone I know calls me with a plan on his/her mind to have some fun.
When I go to pray and am all alone at home, the phone and the door bell, ring :D!
I want the day to end, but when the night comes, I don’t sleep because I don’t feel that the day should end ..and that may be there’s still something quite interesting I can do!
I can’t find the skirt I want to wear now..noww..i need it now! But It just disappears when I want it. I find another skirt I was searching for a few days ago but don’t want it now!
I forgot if I took my medicine today?! Have I? Or not?! Should I take it or is it going to be the second time!?
I forget in my prayers, how many times I knelt!
Mum cooks very interesting food at home when I’m coincidentally on a diet. When am not on a diet, I keep opening the fridge several times a day hoping to find something pretty interesting and different to eat.
I get bored from work and from my spare time, as well.
I get a skin-rash only when I’ve a wedding soon.
I look very beautiful only when i'm not soonly meeting anybody
I don't find the black shoe when am late for work.
The right people love/like me but i like/love the wrong ones.(3ama alwan :D)
I wait for something particular for a LOOOONG TIME…and I lose hope. And suddenly TWO THINGS appear and I don’t get either because It takes me a while to choose between them, eventually I choose neither. Although, I’ve supposedly primarily set my mind on something, already. Why do I fail to choose in the end when I had a decision on mind! No idea!
When I quit work, all the horrible bossy arrogant paranoid demanding weirdoes, coincidentally just quit, too!
Failures just come along together simultaneously.
I leave when I feel like staying and I stay when I feel like leaving.
I hate being forced subtly to make decisions.
I wait for just ONE person to fill up my senses, and when he shows up FINALLY, a bunch of others compete to capture my attention..!
When I decide to sacrifice an asset I searched for in the person I love, determine to get used to living without it, lose hope in finding what I’ve always searched for, someone suddenly appears with that exact same asset(s) I’ve always wanted to find in a person!?
God created me a selfish human being who wants everything working for her best..and yet, each and every situation I face, compels me to make compromises I don’t want to make.
Girls like my boyfriend more when I actually declare that he is my boyfriend (that’s not a literal sentence..am just giving an example). When he was just a single guy (in their eyes) nobody cared to even tell him (hi dude)!
Chaos – sometimes – alleviates me! Having to prioritize and bring some order to my life, just gets me sick..because the mental effort it takes to do so, needs a leisure..and for God’s sake, I even forget where I place my keys, so how am i expected to bring order to my life :D?!
I am hung up on you..and when I do, you say good bye. I move on with my life and then you look back?! Aren’t you the one who let me go!? Are you silly?! LOL
(well, that’s not to YOU..again am not speaking literally).
I'm sure it happened with many of you..either done to you..or U were the one who did it to someone.
I think and think and I reach no conclusion. I ask the same questions every time and I never find a satisfactory answer. So why the hell, do I keep asking?!
Most of the stuff I like are harmful..but the good stuff are those we don’t really mmm lean towards.
You only like me more when you feel I can’t be yours.
I ask for the advice, when in fact I know everything! when in fact, I don't need it.
Moreover, people turn to me for advice and I give sound and wise advice, as well..but when it comes to me, I get lost and I see advice :D they're all inside my head but i want someone else to say them
If a person isn’t an interesting conversationalist enough, my attention-span gradually gets smaller until it perishes and all I just do is smile and nod but if you ask me what he or she is saying, I’ll give you the grin and a shrug!
I get dressed for an important meeting 30 minutes earlier..I get ready and everything is JUST perfect. But I go down and get into the car..mm ! Oh a flat tire..! Good Morning.
I’ve ZERO-TOLERANCE for stupidity and nonsensical conversations and judgmental opinions and 90% of those i meet are like that. The remaining 10% i love, had to immigrate! lol
I sometimes do the stuff I hate in others. I yell at you, I ignore you, I’m cold with you- unintentionally due to a bad mood ..I’m rude..and insincere…but when you do the same I get sick of you! Why the hell…(mesh 3eab keda ya jess)!? Lol
I’m too frank and honest – to some extent- to confront myself with my issues and I’ve no troubles confessing and admitting that there’s a silly part about me that I don’t really like..but there’s a silly part in everyone, too.
Have a nice day ;)
try to figure out ur paradoxes :D
Ten Rules for Being Human - by Cherie Carter-Scott
1. You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it's yours to keep for the entire period.
2. You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called, "life."
3. There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of trial, error, and experimentation.
The "failed" experiments are as much a part of the process as the experiments that ultimately "work."
4. Lessons are repeated until they are learned. A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it. When you have learned it, you can go on to the next lesson.
5. Learning lessons does not end. There's no part of life that doesn't contain its lessons. If you're alive, that means there are still lessons to be learned.
6. "There" is no better a place than "here." When your "there" has become a "here", you will simply obtain another "there" that will again look better than "here."
7. Other people are merely mirrors of you. You cannot love or hate something about another person unless it reflects to you something you love or hate about yourself.
8. What you make of your life is up to you. You have all the tools and resources you need. What you do with them is up to you. The choice is yours.
9. Your answers lie within you. The answers to life's questions lie within you. All you need to do is look, listen, and trust.
10. You will forget all this.
2. You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called, "life."
3. There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of trial, error, and experimentation.
The "failed" experiments are as much a part of the process as the experiments that ultimately "work."
4. Lessons are repeated until they are learned. A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it. When you have learned it, you can go on to the next lesson.
5. Learning lessons does not end. There's no part of life that doesn't contain its lessons. If you're alive, that means there are still lessons to be learned.
6. "There" is no better a place than "here." When your "there" has become a "here", you will simply obtain another "there" that will again look better than "here."
7. Other people are merely mirrors of you. You cannot love or hate something about another person unless it reflects to you something you love or hate about yourself.
8. What you make of your life is up to you. You have all the tools and resources you need. What you do with them is up to you. The choice is yours.
9. Your answers lie within you. The answers to life's questions lie within you. All you need to do is look, listen, and trust.
10. You will forget all this.
عند أم التيتى (by my friend Badr)
Thursday, 02 July 2009 at 03:13
أم التيتي , لو ماشوفتوهاش فا أكيد على الأقل سمعتوا عنها , استهوانى و سيطر على تفكيرى انى أدور على أم التيتى بل أوصلها و أتكلم معاها , من هذة المرأة الأسطورة اللى كل الناس بتتكلم عنها , من و احنا صغيرين أوى بنسمع ناس كتير أوى بتقول : " عند أم التيتى" و محدش فينا فكر أم التيتى عايشة فين ولا بتعمل ايه !!
المهم , نزلت و دورت و سألت و ناس طيبين دلونى على بيت أم التيتى , بيت عتيق يشبة البيوت الأثرية مكتوب على بابه يافطة صغيرة بتقول بمية الدهب :
" بيت أم التيتى,حافظة أحلام الأمم "
لم أتردد و دقيت على الباب , فتحلى شاب عرفت بعد كدة انة حفيد أم التيتى , اه نسيت أقول انى عرفت ان المرحوم زوج أم التيتى كان راجل عظيم استشهد فى حرب فلسطين و سابلها ابنهم الوحيد "التيتى" المهم انى دخلت البيت و استنيت يدو أم التيتى خبر انى محتاج اقابلها , أبهرنى المكان اللى متخزن فيه أحلام أمم , كل حاجة اتقال عليها : "عند أم التيتى" اتبعتت و اتخزنت فى المكان ده , بداية من وعود شخصية الى أحلام قومية و بالأخص مصرية ! !
المدخل مبهر و ينقسم المكان الى قاعات عظيمة على جانبى ممر رهيب أسقف عالية و صور لشخصيات قدر لها الزمن أن تولد لتعيش و تموت هناك. تمر عبر المكان فكأنك فى كل زمان , رأيت الكثير و الكثير من الأحلام الضائعة و الامال التاءهة
قسم أهداف قومية قسم امال الديمقراطية قسم احلام اسلامية أحلام مسيحية و ما الى ذلك
دخلت على كل قسم ألقى نظرة و شوفت كتير من مشاهد حية لأحلام و طموح لم يتحقق فى أرض الواقع و بقى حبيس هذا المكان
شوفت مشاهد كتير , شوفت أيمن نور رئيسا بعد انتخابات حرة يخطب فى شعب مصر , و قابلت أول رئيس مصرى سابق , شوفت رئيس وزارة مسيحى فيها وزير اخوانى و وزير بيقدم استقالة بعد قضية فساد , شوفت ابراهيم عيسى نقيبا للصحفيين شوفت مظاهرة فى ميدان التحرير من غير عساكر , شوفت محمد حسنين هيكل على القناة الأولى بيناقش قضايا شائكة و أحداث تاريخية , شوفت أشخاص بتتحاكم بقانون يجرم الواسطة , شوفت اشارة مرور من غير عسكرى و الناس ملتزمة بيها , شوفت شباب محبوس فى قضية عشان خدش حياء واحدة فى الشارع , شوفت موظف فى هيئة حكومية بيبتسم للجمهور و بيعاملهم بمنتهى الحرفية المهنية , تعليم جيد يربى شعوب محترمة, مطافى , اسعاف حقيقيين !!
دخلت على أم التيتى فأحبطتنى بعد جرعة عظيمة من مشاهد تنتعش لها القلوب , لقيت أم التيتى ست بسيطة جميلة لكن تعبانة منهكة فاقدة للامل هى الأخرى , قالتلى يابنى كان حلم حياتى أشوف و لو بعض من الأحلام دى يخرج للنور لكن واضح ان الأحلام بتموت عندى خلاص ملهاش مكان و ان حلم حياتى حيتشال عندى هو كمان . اشتكتلى من التيتى انة بيقولها تعالى نبيع الأحلام للحكومة يمكن تستفيد منها أو تحتكرها أو تنزلها فى مزاد الناس تشتريها للاحتفاظ بيها كتحفة مش أكتر .
قعدت مع التيتى و قلتلة هون على أمك سيبها تموت فى سلام دى تعبت كتير و ياما شالت أحلامنا و أحلام أجدادنا , و عجبى
###### القصة من وحى تخيلى بعد دردشة مع الصديقة ياسمين علاء الدين عن كلمة ام التيتى :)
أم التيتي , لو ماشوفتوهاش فا أكيد على الأقل سمعتوا عنها , استهوانى و سيطر على تفكيرى انى أدور على أم التيتى بل أوصلها و أتكلم معاها , من هذة المرأة الأسطورة اللى كل الناس بتتكلم عنها , من و احنا صغيرين أوى بنسمع ناس كتير أوى بتقول : " عند أم التيتى" و محدش فينا فكر أم التيتى عايشة فين ولا بتعمل ايه !!
المهم , نزلت و دورت و سألت و ناس طيبين دلونى على بيت أم التيتى , بيت عتيق يشبة البيوت الأثرية مكتوب على بابه يافطة صغيرة بتقول بمية الدهب :
" بيت أم التيتى,حافظة أحلام الأمم "
لم أتردد و دقيت على الباب , فتحلى شاب عرفت بعد كدة انة حفيد أم التيتى , اه نسيت أقول انى عرفت ان المرحوم زوج أم التيتى كان راجل عظيم استشهد فى حرب فلسطين و سابلها ابنهم الوحيد "التيتى" المهم انى دخلت البيت و استنيت يدو أم التيتى خبر انى محتاج اقابلها , أبهرنى المكان اللى متخزن فيه أحلام أمم , كل حاجة اتقال عليها : "عند أم التيتى" اتبعتت و اتخزنت فى المكان ده , بداية من وعود شخصية الى أحلام قومية و بالأخص مصرية ! !
المدخل مبهر و ينقسم المكان الى قاعات عظيمة على جانبى ممر رهيب أسقف عالية و صور لشخصيات قدر لها الزمن أن تولد لتعيش و تموت هناك. تمر عبر المكان فكأنك فى كل زمان , رأيت الكثير و الكثير من الأحلام الضائعة و الامال التاءهة
قسم أهداف قومية قسم امال الديمقراطية قسم احلام اسلامية أحلام مسيحية و ما الى ذلك
دخلت على كل قسم ألقى نظرة و شوفت كتير من مشاهد حية لأحلام و طموح لم يتحقق فى أرض الواقع و بقى حبيس هذا المكان
شوفت مشاهد كتير , شوفت أيمن نور رئيسا بعد انتخابات حرة يخطب فى شعب مصر , و قابلت أول رئيس مصرى سابق , شوفت رئيس وزارة مسيحى فيها وزير اخوانى و وزير بيقدم استقالة بعد قضية فساد , شوفت ابراهيم عيسى نقيبا للصحفيين شوفت مظاهرة فى ميدان التحرير من غير عساكر , شوفت محمد حسنين هيكل على القناة الأولى بيناقش قضايا شائكة و أحداث تاريخية , شوفت أشخاص بتتحاكم بقانون يجرم الواسطة , شوفت اشارة مرور من غير عسكرى و الناس ملتزمة بيها , شوفت شباب محبوس فى قضية عشان خدش حياء واحدة فى الشارع , شوفت موظف فى هيئة حكومية بيبتسم للجمهور و بيعاملهم بمنتهى الحرفية المهنية , تعليم جيد يربى شعوب محترمة, مطافى , اسعاف حقيقيين !!
دخلت على أم التيتى فأحبطتنى بعد جرعة عظيمة من مشاهد تنتعش لها القلوب , لقيت أم التيتى ست بسيطة جميلة لكن تعبانة منهكة فاقدة للامل هى الأخرى , قالتلى يابنى كان حلم حياتى أشوف و لو بعض من الأحلام دى يخرج للنور لكن واضح ان الأحلام بتموت عندى خلاص ملهاش مكان و ان حلم حياتى حيتشال عندى هو كمان . اشتكتلى من التيتى انة بيقولها تعالى نبيع الأحلام للحكومة يمكن تستفيد منها أو تحتكرها أو تنزلها فى مزاد الناس تشتريها للاحتفاظ بيها كتحفة مش أكتر .
قعدت مع التيتى و قلتلة هون على أمك سيبها تموت فى سلام دى تعبت كتير و ياما شالت أحلامنا و أحلام أجدادنا , و عجبى
###### القصة من وحى تخيلى بعد دردشة مع الصديقة ياسمين علاء الدين عن كلمة ام التيتى :)
Korombo
Saturday, 18 July 2009 at 08:30
طول عمرنا عندنا في مصر سلسلة من المسابقات الهايفة على التليفزيون ...بس في الوقت الحالي هي مش بس هايفة هي عقيمة و متخلفة و هبلة و تعصب...مش فاهمه موضوع المفتش كرومبو إلي جابلي الضغط بالاسئلة الشاغلين الناس بيها عن عبدو تربنتينة ...شرغوش...(علي هوبا بقى) و (سطلاًن الرول) و (حافظ كله بجنيه) (دخنة الأهوجي)..مش مصدقة ولا عايزة أصدق إن الناس إلي بيعملوا البرامج دي بني أدمين عاديين كدة !! بيجيبوا الأسامي دي من فين؟
بالنسبة لسرحان و نفيسة أنا قلت كل حاجة قبل كده بس إيه موضوع (حقها ولا مش حقها؟ حقها ولا مش حقها؟ حقها ولا مش حقها ...حقها ولا مش حقها )؟! بجد يعني إيه العتة ده؟؟؟؟؟؟؟؟؟؟؟؟؟ أكيد إلي شاف المأساه دي فاهم قصدي...!
بالنسبة لمسابقة بايرة.....لا تعليق
أنا ماعنديش مشكلة لأن باختصار مستحيل هفكر أحل المسابقات بس زعلانة إن نسبة كبيرة من المصريين للأسف بيشغلوا دماغهم بيها وإلا ما كانتش زادت بالشكل المستفز ده ...
و ده بالظبط إلي بيسموه ( رزق الهبل عل مجانين)! يا للعاااار!!!!
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الأفلام العربي ... الإتجاه الحالي - الأفلام الواقعية ...(ال-realism). يعني إيه؟ يعني شتيمة..قلة أدب الشعب المصري تبقى موجودة بشكل أكثر وضوحاً على التليفزيون ...يعني مناطق شعبية و عرض لمشاكل الناس البسيطة إلي فيها...إلي تعبانين من الدنيا فبقى الحشيش وما إلى ذلك هو الحل الأمثل ليهم..فا بما إن الشعب زهقان من مشاكله ...الأفلام دي بتزهقوا منها أكتر و بتضلمها في وشه أكتر و فالأخر المفروض إن بعرض المشكلة الناس تبدأ تفكر فالحل!؟ سؤال بقى؟ الناس إلي بتحشيش ليل نهار عشان يهربوا من همومهم دول...هيفكرو في الحل ازاي!؟ و لو الفيلم الواقعي معمول أساساً عشان نفكر في حل...ليه مش بيعرضوا الحل هما؟ ولا هي مكاسب فاضية والسلام؟!
المشكلة الأكبر ..هي إن لما الناس تتعود تشوف الصورة ظلام علطول ..شتيمة علطول...مخدرات علطول..خلاص هيتعودا إن دي حاجات طبعية و إن وضعهم ده مش غريب...أنا بتكلم على الناس إلي نصهم مش متعلمين واللي قنوات الدش عندهم موجودة بواصلة مسروقة...!
ماينفعش تبقى الصورة قاتمة على طول الخط...لازم شوية نماذج إيجابية في المجتمع عشان الناس تتشجع انها تحاول تبقى أفضل و عندنا ميزة هايلة في المصريين (انهم مش صعب ال تأثير عليهم لأنهم عاطفيين زيادة عن اللازم)...بدل ما العنف يزيد والشتيمة تزيد والتحرش يزيد والتخلف يزيد...في سبيل إن يتقال إن مصر فيها حرية سينما..!
هتعملي إيه حرية السينما في مجتمع فاشل و منهار؟ السينما جميلة ماقلتش اني ضدها...بس أنا طول عمري فاهمة إن الفن وسيلة للإرتقاء بالناس مش العكس! احنا الفن عندنا يا إما الإنحطاط والنزول بالناس لتحت يا إما نشتغل الناس بأفلام القصص بتاعتها مسروقة من أفلام أجنبية ...ماهو أكيد الأغلبية الغير متعلمة..مش هايركذوا الأفلام مسروقة ولا لأ ...أهم حاجة ...نجيب الحشيش ازاي و نعد على أنهي قهوة نشربه؟
بس هو وحيد سيف جاب من الأخر و قال، (يا اخوانا..مفيش حاجة اسمها سينما نظيفة)....
عليه العوض و منه العوض....
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تامر حسني...إنت بتحاول تقلد مايكل جاكسون؟!
طول عمرنا عندنا في مصر سلسلة من المسابقات الهايفة على التليفزيون ...بس في الوقت الحالي هي مش بس هايفة هي عقيمة و متخلفة و هبلة و تعصب...مش فاهمه موضوع المفتش كرومبو إلي جابلي الضغط بالاسئلة الشاغلين الناس بيها عن عبدو تربنتينة ...شرغوش...(علي هوبا بقى) و (سطلاًن الرول) و (حافظ كله بجنيه) (دخنة الأهوجي)..مش مصدقة ولا عايزة أصدق إن الناس إلي بيعملوا البرامج دي بني أدمين عاديين كدة !! بيجيبوا الأسامي دي من فين؟
بالنسبة لسرحان و نفيسة أنا قلت كل حاجة قبل كده بس إيه موضوع (حقها ولا مش حقها؟ حقها ولا مش حقها؟ حقها ولا مش حقها ...حقها ولا مش حقها )؟! بجد يعني إيه العتة ده؟؟؟؟؟؟؟؟؟؟؟؟؟ أكيد إلي شاف المأساه دي فاهم قصدي...!
بالنسبة لمسابقة بايرة.....لا تعليق
أنا ماعنديش مشكلة لأن باختصار مستحيل هفكر أحل المسابقات بس زعلانة إن نسبة كبيرة من المصريين للأسف بيشغلوا دماغهم بيها وإلا ما كانتش زادت بالشكل المستفز ده ...
و ده بالظبط إلي بيسموه ( رزق الهبل عل مجانين)! يا للعاااار!!!!
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الأفلام العربي ... الإتجاه الحالي - الأفلام الواقعية ...(ال-realism). يعني إيه؟ يعني شتيمة..قلة أدب الشعب المصري تبقى موجودة بشكل أكثر وضوحاً على التليفزيون ...يعني مناطق شعبية و عرض لمشاكل الناس البسيطة إلي فيها...إلي تعبانين من الدنيا فبقى الحشيش وما إلى ذلك هو الحل الأمثل ليهم..فا بما إن الشعب زهقان من مشاكله ...الأفلام دي بتزهقوا منها أكتر و بتضلمها في وشه أكتر و فالأخر المفروض إن بعرض المشكلة الناس تبدأ تفكر فالحل!؟ سؤال بقى؟ الناس إلي بتحشيش ليل نهار عشان يهربوا من همومهم دول...هيفكرو في الحل ازاي!؟ و لو الفيلم الواقعي معمول أساساً عشان نفكر في حل...ليه مش بيعرضوا الحل هما؟ ولا هي مكاسب فاضية والسلام؟!
المشكلة الأكبر ..هي إن لما الناس تتعود تشوف الصورة ظلام علطول ..شتيمة علطول...مخدرات علطول..خلاص هيتعودا إن دي حاجات طبعية و إن وضعهم ده مش غريب...أنا بتكلم على الناس إلي نصهم مش متعلمين واللي قنوات الدش عندهم موجودة بواصلة مسروقة...!
ماينفعش تبقى الصورة قاتمة على طول الخط...لازم شوية نماذج إيجابية في المجتمع عشان الناس تتشجع انها تحاول تبقى أفضل و عندنا ميزة هايلة في المصريين (انهم مش صعب ال تأثير عليهم لأنهم عاطفيين زيادة عن اللازم)...بدل ما العنف يزيد والشتيمة تزيد والتحرش يزيد والتخلف يزيد...في سبيل إن يتقال إن مصر فيها حرية سينما..!
هتعملي إيه حرية السينما في مجتمع فاشل و منهار؟ السينما جميلة ماقلتش اني ضدها...بس أنا طول عمري فاهمة إن الفن وسيلة للإرتقاء بالناس مش العكس! احنا الفن عندنا يا إما الإنحطاط والنزول بالناس لتحت يا إما نشتغل الناس بأفلام القصص بتاعتها مسروقة من أفلام أجنبية ...ماهو أكيد الأغلبية الغير متعلمة..مش هايركذوا الأفلام مسروقة ولا لأ ...أهم حاجة ...نجيب الحشيش ازاي و نعد على أنهي قهوة نشربه؟
بس هو وحيد سيف جاب من الأخر و قال، (يا اخوانا..مفيش حاجة اسمها سينما نظيفة)....
عليه العوض و منه العوض....
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تامر حسني...إنت بتحاول تقلد مايكل جاكسون؟!
Everybody's Free - Lyrics
FOLKS, this is a song that has some wise lyrics, named (Everybody's Free - To wear Sunscreen)
Get the song if U couldn't, ask me. Ill direct you.
Here you Go..
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Ladies and gentlemen of the class of '97:
Wear sunscreen.
If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The
long-term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the
rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering
experience. I will dispense this advice now.
Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, never mind. You will not
understand the power and beauty of your youth until they've faded. But trust
me, in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way
you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you
really looked. You are not as fat as you imagine.
Don't worry about the future. Or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind, the kind that blindside you at 4 p.m. on some idle Tuesday.
Do one thing every day that scares you.
Sing.
Don't be reckless with other people's hearts. Don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.
Floss.
Don't waste your time on jealousy. Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're
behind. The race is long and, in the end, it's only with yourself.
Remember compliments you receive. Forget the insults. If you succeed in doing
this, tell me how.
Keep your old love letters. Throw away your old bank statements.
Stretch.
Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life. The
most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with
their lives. Some of the most interesting 40-year-olds I know still don't.
Get plenty of calcium. Be kind to your knees. You'll miss them when they're
gone.
Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll have children, maybe you
won't. Maybe you'll divorce at 40, maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on
your 75th wedding anniversary. Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself
too much, or berate yourself either. Your choices are half chance. So are
everybody else's.
Enjoy your body. Use it every way you can. Don't be afraid of it or of what
other people think of it. It's the greatest instrument you'll ever own.
Dance, even if you have nowhere to do it but your living room.
Read the directions, even if you don't follow them.
Do not read beauty magazines. They will only make you feel ugly.
Get to know your parents. You never know when they'll be gone for good. Be
nice to your siblings. They're your best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.
Understand that friends come and go, but with a precious few you should hold
on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle, because the older you get, the more you need the people who knew you when you were young.
Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard. Live in
Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft. Travel.
Accept certain inalienable truths: Prices will rise. Politicians will
philander. You, too, will get old. And when you do, you'll fantasize that when you were young, prices were reasonable, politicians were noble and children respected their elders.
Respect your elders.
Don't expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund. Maybe
you'll have a wealthy spouse. But you never know when either one might run
out.
Don't mess too much with your hair or by the time you're 40 it will look 85.
Be careful whose advice you buy, but be patient with those who supply it.
Advice is a form of nostalgia. Dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it's worth.
But trust me on the sunscreen.
Get the song if U couldn't, ask me. Ill direct you.
Here you Go..
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Ladies and gentlemen of the class of '97:
Wear sunscreen.
If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The
long-term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the
rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering
experience. I will dispense this advice now.
Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, never mind. You will not
understand the power and beauty of your youth until they've faded. But trust
me, in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way
you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you
really looked. You are not as fat as you imagine.
Don't worry about the future. Or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind, the kind that blindside you at 4 p.m. on some idle Tuesday.
Do one thing every day that scares you.
Sing.
Don't be reckless with other people's hearts. Don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.
Floss.
Don't waste your time on jealousy. Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're
behind. The race is long and, in the end, it's only with yourself.
Remember compliments you receive. Forget the insults. If you succeed in doing
this, tell me how.
Keep your old love letters. Throw away your old bank statements.
Stretch.
Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life. The
most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with
their lives. Some of the most interesting 40-year-olds I know still don't.
Get plenty of calcium. Be kind to your knees. You'll miss them when they're
gone.
Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll have children, maybe you
won't. Maybe you'll divorce at 40, maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on
your 75th wedding anniversary. Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself
too much, or berate yourself either. Your choices are half chance. So are
everybody else's.
Enjoy your body. Use it every way you can. Don't be afraid of it or of what
other people think of it. It's the greatest instrument you'll ever own.
Dance, even if you have nowhere to do it but your living room.
Read the directions, even if you don't follow them.
Do not read beauty magazines. They will only make you feel ugly.
Get to know your parents. You never know when they'll be gone for good. Be
nice to your siblings. They're your best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.
Understand that friends come and go, but with a precious few you should hold
on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle, because the older you get, the more you need the people who knew you when you were young.
Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard. Live in
Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft. Travel.
Accept certain inalienable truths: Prices will rise. Politicians will
philander. You, too, will get old. And when you do, you'll fantasize that when you were young, prices were reasonable, politicians were noble and children respected their elders.
Respect your elders.
Don't expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund. Maybe
you'll have a wealthy spouse. But you never know when either one might run
out.
Don't mess too much with your hair or by the time you're 40 it will look 85.
Be careful whose advice you buy, but be patient with those who supply it.
Advice is a form of nostalgia. Dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it's worth.
But trust me on the sunscreen.
Desiderata by Max Ehrmann
Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons,
they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs;
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment
it is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe,
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.
Max Ehrmann, Desiderata, Copyright 1952.
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons,
they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs;
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment
it is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe,
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.
Max Ehrmann, Desiderata, Copyright 1952.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Untitled
Sunday, 12 April 2009 at 01:30
It feels like a soft summer breeze
a gratifying fleeting moment
a rainbow through the heavy rain
You can't dare abstain
You beg beg begggg it to remain!
This whole ....feels INSANE..
You'll create a different world
of your own..
Go now ..Immensely enjoy,
being alone..
In someone's heart,
you're just declared to the throne!!
Smile for reasons
seemingly unknown!
Sigh..you've just reached
your comfort zone!!
Listen to the song, with your soul's ears
A powerful maestro is directing your every cell,
An enchanting symphony that brings sweet tears
and your hunger for passion, it'll definitely quell..
It becomes the one and only call that your heart hears!
You willingly obey
You're here now but away
It means something now, even the mere cliche
Play....sway..play sway..
lay your head down..
and ask them to stay
passion kidnaps you
to a castle..so faraway
It's bittersweet..
fascination, chemistry
a fair treat
a fear of loss may attack your whole
heat and Cold feet
Their absence leaves you incomplete
The 3 words you want to hear them,
repeat..repeat eternally..just repeat
You can't have enough, they sound so sweet
Your arms and the eyes meet
mixed..doubled now the heartbeat
and nothing in this whole world
to this earthly heaven..
can compete!
Love ?
mm ..that's a simple word!
perhaps its a comfortable silence?
a balance to your life?!
an amazing fragrance?!
passion?! Affection?!
Commitment, compassion?
Rational, irrational?
Transitional?
Supernatural?
Magical
physical?
Insatiable?!
.....?
I rest assured it's gentle, and loyal
it's a precious crystal
it illuminates the darkness in your heart
like a burning candle..
it's planted inside us by a God-sent angel
I guess it's not describable
nor expressible!
I'm baffled and bewildered..
striving to find a definition
for something
better left "Untitled"!
Bang Bang Bang
Saturday, 18 April 2009 at 07:53
As we grow old
lesser are the principles we hold
more stories, waiting to be told
as we grow old
we fail to realize whether we are
weak, warm or cold
shy, or bold
silver or gold
our emotions,
better be loose
or controlled?!
As we grow old
why does life seem more complicated
diversified and exacerbated?
Is it overrated? Exaggerated?
As we grow old
do we get the vision?
are we really more capable of making a decision?!
are we stronger enough now, to avoid any emotional collapse?
the beliefs, do they grow
or resort to a collision?!
As we grow old,
do we learn?!
or are they just scars that we earn!?
Which gains the fairest share?
your Heart or mind?
do you Fast forward or rewind?
clearer now the image or yet undefined?
is your life shaped by your own choices
or is it all formerly designed?
As we grow old
do we make more sense?
or just spoil ourselves in a messier mess?!
As we grow old,
do we receive more
or send?
Should we take matters lightly
should we let go of what we can't have?
or until our last breath, hold them tightly?
Should we genuinely draw or fake the smile?
intend to pretend!?
resist or insist to comprehend?
Do we become more lenient
or do we break as soon as we bend?!
as we grow old
Do we strive to remember or forget
is it a hazy grey? or a sensational violette?
is there something called wrong or right?
is it the sophisticated black or the plain dull white?
what do we prefer more?
the crowded morning
or the lonesome night?!
As we grow old
do we cherish more what we behold?
or do we grab the memories and regretfully remold!?
Are we more relieved or puzzled ?
are we more adapting, less expecting
or constantly
dazzled ?
are we more likely to keep up or give up
keep on or give in?
search for the truth or the same old lies
follow, escape or give the advice?
Do we become more stubborn
or more ready for compromise?
what's more now, our hello's or good-byes?!
As we grow old
Do we rise or fall?
Do we prefer to investigate details?
or just observe everything as a whole whole?
and if we do either..
do we really think we understand anything at all??
Hey little mind inside this head
you've always found a warm home
in the enduring wall...!!!!
why don't you just keep banging instead?!
Bang..Bang..Bang..Bang! :D
As we grow old
lesser are the principles we hold
more stories, waiting to be told
as we grow old
we fail to realize whether we are
weak, warm or cold
shy, or bold
silver or gold
our emotions,
better be loose
or controlled?!
As we grow old
why does life seem more complicated
diversified and exacerbated?
Is it overrated? Exaggerated?
As we grow old
do we get the vision?
are we really more capable of making a decision?!
are we stronger enough now, to avoid any emotional collapse?
the beliefs, do they grow
or resort to a collision?!
As we grow old,
do we learn?!
or are they just scars that we earn!?
Which gains the fairest share?
your Heart or mind?
do you Fast forward or rewind?
clearer now the image or yet undefined?
is your life shaped by your own choices
or is it all formerly designed?
As we grow old
do we make more sense?
or just spoil ourselves in a messier mess?!
As we grow old,
do we receive more
or send?
Should we take matters lightly
should we let go of what we can't have?
or until our last breath, hold them tightly?
Should we genuinely draw or fake the smile?
intend to pretend!?
resist or insist to comprehend?
Do we become more lenient
or do we break as soon as we bend?!
as we grow old
Do we strive to remember or forget
is it a hazy grey? or a sensational violette?
is there something called wrong or right?
is it the sophisticated black or the plain dull white?
what do we prefer more?
the crowded morning
or the lonesome night?!
As we grow old
do we cherish more what we behold?
or do we grab the memories and regretfully remold!?
Are we more relieved or puzzled ?
are we more adapting, less expecting
or constantly
dazzled ?
are we more likely to keep up or give up
keep on or give in?
search for the truth or the same old lies
follow, escape or give the advice?
Do we become more stubborn
or more ready for compromise?
what's more now, our hello's or good-byes?!
As we grow old
Do we rise or fall?
Do we prefer to investigate details?
or just observe everything as a whole whole?
and if we do either..
do we really think we understand anything at all??
Hey little mind inside this head
you've always found a warm home
in the enduring wall...!!!!
why don't you just keep banging instead?!
Bang..Bang..Bang..Bang! :D
There is Something
Wednesday, 06 May 2009 at 12:19
it's a lil bit surreal and weird, but i hope anyone understands it.
There's something
you wish to get
but may be every time,
the time is not rightly set
There is someone
That you when you get,
may help you forget
someone else you once met
There is something,
That when you get,
You don't know,
Whether you really want it
Or not yet..
There is something
You don't seek to get
Because you are still in debt
To someone you made upset
There is something
You never managed to get
And you strive and struggle
And in the end..if in vain
You're only filled with regret
All you just recall
are memories and their silhouette!
There is something you got
someone that may last
someone you just lost
the dice you tossed
your fingers crossed
and you prayed..
the price wouldn't be high
what it "all",
might cost.
it's a lil bit surreal and weird, but i hope anyone understands it.
There's something
you wish to get
but may be every time,
the time is not rightly set
There is someone
That you when you get,
may help you forget
someone else you once met
There is something,
That when you get,
You don't know,
Whether you really want it
Or not yet..
There is something
You don't seek to get
Because you are still in debt
To someone you made upset
There is something
You never managed to get
And you strive and struggle
And in the end..if in vain
You're only filled with regret
All you just recall
are memories and their silhouette!
There is something you got
someone that may last
someone you just lost
the dice you tossed
your fingers crossed
and you prayed..
the price wouldn't be high
what it "all",
might cost.
Sporadic Thoughts,
Friday, 15 May 2009 at 08:08
This is a mix and blend of some of my random thoughts + a few of my Facebook statuses that I used to create instantaneously. They're not edited, though..so if on the way you found a mistake, correct it n notify me
Your mind is the sexiest part of you. It’s the second thing that makes you look your best, after your smile.
It’s amazing how the world leaders spend all the money on wars and destruction, and then face tough times recollecting this money to re-construct! Why the stupidity from the start!?
I believe there's no such thing as a "coincidence". No such thing as a lasting "Fragrance". and having things or people as "priorities" is exactly what's meant to be falsified by divine interventions!!
"Today" holds the signs of how "Tomorrow" would look like..and yet, "Today" may not necessarily look like how it was promised by the signs of "yesterday".
Aristocracy is an attitude, not a social class.
Money can make you chic on the outside but never the inside.
Sex, Politics and religion are three Taboos, and yet, they’re the only three main topics, engaging almost everyone’s mind.
When we don’t know what to say, we talk about the weather..!
There’s always an obstruction in every process of construction.
Some people force themselves on our memories, with our utter willingness to accept this intrusion.
Sometimes your care cup goes empty with the right person but that’s because you’ve been wasting your care on the wrong people before..! So you wait until the right person refills your care cup again and then you take it all out on him/her..! You’re lucky if the right person was patient enough to realize that your care cup needs some tolerance until it’s back to “full”.
It’s amazing how a photo painted with joyfulness can make you come down to tears so easily.
An intangible thought controlling you might be harsher, more manipulative, suffocative and more imprisoning than an actual prison.
Why can’t they just leave you alone..give you a chance to be yourself and to make it on your own..?
TO ME : The cup of coffee to me is more than just a habit, a mood lifter, a tasteful sip or whatever that synchronizes the chemistry of the brain. The cup of coffee is a- never-understood pleasure…!
Achieving nothing particular, counts as an achievement right?! Cause it takes this nothingness to create “something”.
If you win you win. If you fail, you win. It’s all a win-win. Accordingly, I believe, I never failed. I just won through some failures…! :P
I pray to feel secure rather than doing it as an order or out of fear....It feels different to pray for the sake of feeling secure..! Doesn’t it?! Think of it.
…I’ll not rest my case yet.
until then, keep reading ;)
Morning to you..!
This is a mix and blend of some of my random thoughts + a few of my Facebook statuses that I used to create instantaneously. They're not edited, though..so if on the way you found a mistake, correct it n notify me
Your mind is the sexiest part of you. It’s the second thing that makes you look your best, after your smile.
It’s amazing how the world leaders spend all the money on wars and destruction, and then face tough times recollecting this money to re-construct! Why the stupidity from the start!?
I believe there's no such thing as a "coincidence". No such thing as a lasting "Fragrance". and having things or people as "priorities" is exactly what's meant to be falsified by divine interventions!!
"Today" holds the signs of how "Tomorrow" would look like..and yet, "Today" may not necessarily look like how it was promised by the signs of "yesterday".
Aristocracy is an attitude, not a social class.
Money can make you chic on the outside but never the inside.
Sex, Politics and religion are three Taboos, and yet, they’re the only three main topics, engaging almost everyone’s mind.
When we don’t know what to say, we talk about the weather..!
There’s always an obstruction in every process of construction.
Some people force themselves on our memories, with our utter willingness to accept this intrusion.
Sometimes your care cup goes empty with the right person but that’s because you’ve been wasting your care on the wrong people before..! So you wait until the right person refills your care cup again and then you take it all out on him/her..! You’re lucky if the right person was patient enough to realize that your care cup needs some tolerance until it’s back to “full”.
It’s amazing how a photo painted with joyfulness can make you come down to tears so easily.
An intangible thought controlling you might be harsher, more manipulative, suffocative and more imprisoning than an actual prison.
Why can’t they just leave you alone..give you a chance to be yourself and to make it on your own..?
TO ME : The cup of coffee to me is more than just a habit, a mood lifter, a tasteful sip or whatever that synchronizes the chemistry of the brain. The cup of coffee is a- never-understood pleasure…!
Achieving nothing particular, counts as an achievement right?! Cause it takes this nothingness to create “something”.
If you win you win. If you fail, you win. It’s all a win-win. Accordingly, I believe, I never failed. I just won through some failures…! :P
I pray to feel secure rather than doing it as an order or out of fear....It feels different to pray for the sake of feeling secure..! Doesn’t it?! Think of it.
…I’ll not rest my case yet.
until then, keep reading ;)
Morning to you..!
Will Never Run Dry..!!
Monday, 18 May 2009 at 06:47
This is not is mainly for my (3 A's and 2 R's)...they know themselves ;)
They've been amazing enough to make me come up with such words n feelings.
Thy're my only blessing in life..
It feels so (unexplained) to be around you
You've the talent to bring the joy, the thoughts, and the words, out of me.
You shake off the confusion and the pain..
You may be down, yet help me smile again
Oh, my priceless friend..
You complimented my past
And every moment spent with you is a real blast
It’s crazy, happy and it runs so fast..
Yes, my precious friend
You make it all so worthy
You give this mystifying life a true quality
You'd expose yourself to danger for my own safety
You perfume my world,
When we’re together, we can get over all that's absurd
You see for me,
When the image is too blurred
I know for sure, that only with you,
My unspoken words, are heard..
Who else but you can make me laugh out loud!?
Without your existence in my life..
I'd feel so lonely in the most crowded crowd
You can yell at me, shout, and scream
throw your tantrums, hallucinations
or share a dream
swing your mood, eat all my food ;)
I'd willingly endure anything,
cause it's you my friend..
You just come as you are
You take my hand..and we move forward
And leave behind us,
All that's bizarre
It’s fair enough
To turn on our favorite music
And roam around anywhere with the car! ;)
I face an obstacle
at times I may feel terrible
when everyhing surrounding me becomes so unbearable
when darkness falls
and boredom, right into my space, crawls
you can make it all so easy
with a simple sms or a few phone calls!
You own the key to chamber of secrets in my mind
You have your special place in my heart
a place you'll never part!
A place where we’ll always bind
With you, there’s always a way out,
There’s always a new start to find..
you give a meaning to time and place
you're an integral part of my being
that no one can ever simply replace..
So hey..my friend,
I wanna tell you that,
I love your sanity
And adore your insanity
your sense of humor and humanity
your sympathy,
your empathy
your exclusive creation; the harmony
I love your talk and your silence
your frowning, grinning or loony face
I ache for your ache
Your sadness keeps me awake
I'd go to the furthest end
for your sake
come what may be the rules,
I'll break
Your hands I’ll take
And your thirst I’ll slake..
It's only you that I'll never forsake
I'll never make you cry
on me, you can blindly rely
Over you, I’ll always keep an eye
There's this ocean of emotions
that "only" for you,
will NEVER run dry
..
Equations of Love Relations
Sunday, 24 May 2009 at 04:26
I was conversing with a couple of friends around the same issue “why is finding real love such a tough thing!?” and if you find the right kind of love, it is the wrong person, and if it’s the right person, it’s the wrong kind of love!!? If you find the right person and the right love, there is just something out of your hands that will mess things up!? It’s either an internal or an external factor..! Well, I know nothing is meant to be perfect, but that’s even no where close to perfection, it’s just poles apart!
So I’ve been examining the possibilities out of which a love relationship could actually grow. I asked myself, how and why do two people fall in love?!
I don’t believe in the theory that states that love just happens without us understanding why it’s this person particularly and now!?
I believe it actually happens, yes! But there are loud reasons that we know of, or cryptic one that rise out of the unconscious mind. The unconscious mind works in the most mysterious ways; beyond our comprehension –sometimes-, unless someone is really meticulous about digging deep and knowing the reasons.
A one sided admiration/love becomes real
First possibility:(X) had feelings for (Y), so (Y) felt something could grow out of that and in this case, (Y) as a normal human being who loves recognition and appreciation, found that (X) gave this kind of appreciation and accordingly they both decided to give it a shot –unconscious tacit concordance that there’s a possibility. So (Y) was attracted to X through X’s attraction to Y and then, they both gradually start getting used to it, disregarding their basic (principles that guide them), (criteria) and the (images they originally had) in their heads for the one they could love!
One loved the other through himself!
The Sparkle spurs two hearts!
Second possibility. (X) meets (Y) out of the blue, coincidentally, in an occasion, in a party, in an event, at work, you name it. (X) and (Y), happen to have a conversation about anything, work in a project together, engage in a harmonious dialogue in a party, etc, and BIG BANG..the chemistry just intrudes and creates something special. Infatuation, admiration, likeability, attachment, and then love. Both might be different; different backgrounds, different ideas, concepts, or beliefs! However, this mystical mutual positive vibe and chemistry that found for itself a place, was worth overcoming all those differences and all the diverse elements that may halt the relation for a reason or another!
One loved the other because something felt comforting, and forthcoming, smooth easy and encouraging to give more than to take.
“Oh tonight, you killed me with your smile, so beautiful and wild” ;)
The Wana-Make-Believe couple
Third possibility: Two people make-believe they actually are falling for each other because they haven’t experienced love at all, or have been out of love for so long that they’re basically vulnerable to any love relation even if on the horizon the word (end) is as clear as a dawning sun. Their hopes surpass their incompatibilities and they live by the conviction that they can both make things work. Conviction and certainty that the relation may work out- in this situation- counts, to me, as an unconscious State-of-mind asset. Sometimes the relation really works but most of the times, it doesn’t.
They both “climb the stairway to heaven”! LOL
The have-always-been-in front-of-me person:
Fourth possibility: two people have been together for so long under the name of friendship or whichever name, and they have gotten used to each others immeasurably, that they thought “why not try and take it to a higher level ?!”. They’ve both already known each others so well by now to think of the drawbacks that may, as well, terminate the relation. Each one has seen the other through his phases, his ups and downs, his screwed up and happy moments. No one has hided anything. It’s all been clear. And they choose willingly to be together.
Fourth possibility – Rebound folks! One of the worse types.
(X) is just broken…then (X) lets it all out on and to (Y)!
(Y) is quite sympathetic and empathetic now. It goes likes this for until X thoroughly overcomes his scar. Y has already begun to pity X, feels that X is a a victim and that X deserves some kind of emotions, like compassion and care, etc. BINGO there it goesssss! The possibility is high where broken X may fall for Y’s sympathy, and Y falls for X due to X’s miserable state. Sometimes having pity for someone mixes up and blends with love or leads to it. Trust me, it happens :D!
*I love you but you don’t**
Fifth Possibility the worst of all, as simple as that..and as complicated as hell! One starts to feel something for another, and the other one is an a whole different world. It’s not reciprocal as it’s hoped to be, so the lover feels insecure, hurt, confused, demanding and yet aloof in pretense to be cool about it and he either tolerates giving without taking or expecting a thing in return, or just ends it to avoid the ongoing pain of getting nothing in return.
A possibility.. A mean one :D! **I lead you ON !**
It’s pretty hurtful when someone leads another person on for the sake of satisfying something inside him/her at the expense of someone else’s heart, but it happens and a person may not be intentional but the damage is on and there’s no way back to it.
But it’s really horrible when you fake loving someone, knowing deep inside you that you don’t really love him/her or that you don’t really think this person matches with you, but you’re just doing it cause you need someone until you’re with the one who matches! A great deal of harm falls on what-i-call the victim.
A possibilty : X likes Y...but Y doesn't really like X...but he/she will just give it a try. Let's disregard the factors that may cause horrendous fiascoes now. But they decide to try and who knows?!
I actually believe that the psyche of a human being is a combination of complicated elements that has intertwined together to form the “you”. Those elements may be your background, your education, your experience, your home, your environment, your society, your values, your traditions, to name a few. They work together in a sophisticated manner to shape your choices of everything you encounter in your life, starting from your friends, to your lovers, to your spouses, to your pair of shoes, etc.
So you don’t just fall for someone, it’s the zillion of complicated elements at the back of your head working silently and guiding you secretly in your choices of the one you love. You just have an image of this person..it’s based on many reasons to why you wish your lover to be like this or that. And when you find someone matching this image YOU immediately click with him/her (may be at the time when you do, you don’t really understand why it’s him or her specifically) but later you get to know why.
If love was that easy, we could have been falling in love everyday with everyone we meet or with everyone we talk to or with every cute face or a deep mind. But it’s just ALL lying in the bunch of elements working together to guide our unconscious mind to shape our choices. It’s more complicated than you think and it’s all reasonable.
We don’t just love people, but some people just happen to hit the nail right on the head.
What If..
Are you one of those who resent being told what to do !?
Being dictated on how to think how to act? What to say and what not to say, what to choose, what to decide, generally, or in a given situation!?
Join me here then!
I noticed (and it made me sick) that our society has always been instilling in our minds the concepts; (wrong and right). We never really got the chance to figure this out for ourselves, for someone else was doing the job for us. Our society is manifested in our parents, our neighbors, our teachers, professors, relatives and whomever we come across in the course of living.
There were always the “3eab and the 7aram”...but has anyone ever listened to them!? Bet my life, No. Each one of us is born to experience the (same things) differently. We can’t fear taking a certain step because our ancestors had failed to take it. Nonetheless, we can’t dare to take a certain step because our ancestors had succeeded in doing it. The issue has always been different, but has anyone noticed?! We go through similar experiences, and perhaps the exact same ones, but with different drives, different motives, and different stimulants. I once mentioned how complex a human being is. The set of everyone’s drives, the conscious and the unconscious ones are formed in a very complex process--your background, your education, your upbringing and a list of numerous things that have come along together to shape the (you). The (you)—different than the rest of (you’s)--gets to shape your choices and accordingly the outcomes are always different.
For example: There was a man who stepped with his feet on the moon right!?
I am sure, as well as you all are, that it wasn’t a successful-from-the-first-time mission. There must have been incalculable failures preceding the right one! So, if astronauts gathered and decided, there won’t be anyone stepping on the moon, or assumed it’s all a hoax that anyone could reach, moreover, if no one just had enough faith that he could do it, would anyone have done it? No! Bingo! Morale of the story-- no matter what everyone says, it’s got to be you who decide whether things should be done or not!
Hence, depending on previous experiences of our parents, our relatives, our friends or neighbors, should not stop us from doing what we want to do even if we failed, and even if they proved to be right. There’s motto I’ve created for myself and It says, “No one sets a theory for me and for my life. Everything I see or have at hand, is a hypothesis. Am the only one who gets to find the proof”. Using reasons of previous experiences is one sound idea. It may save you a lot of effort, but in the end, you’ve got to do it, and to do it your own way! Win or fail. It’s your life. You’re game. Your area. No one is allowed to trespass it. No one should dictate you. If we are meant to be dictated, then this is – what I find – another facet of “slavery”. Isn’t allowing someone to rule our minds, another type of slavery!? Slavery isn’t just physical, cause the worst, happens to be the “psychological/mental” type!
What’s the use of my own “brain” if someone else gets to decide how it should work?!?
4 outcomes 1 = I lose confidence in my own choices
2 = I don’t trust/ hesitate to make my choices
3 = I actually don’t get to make a choice at all!
4= I’m afraid to make it..cause someone else got me used to an external help.
Don’t let anyone think for you, direct you, manipulate your ideas stealthily. It’s the most dangerous kind of weapons used against anyone. Sometimes we’re not alert enough to realize this kind of manipulation, though.
I love examples – if someone taught you how to drive, will he/she be giving you instructions everytime you drive?! Or at some point you’ll have to drive alone?! If they kept their instructions button on (Watch your left mirror, your right one..etc, watch out..take care..!!!) For God’s sake!, the brain starts becoming lazy, there’s someone else doing the freaking job, so why think!??
Well, you need to scratch your car once to avoid scratching it again. You need to get your legs down in the hot waters! You need to do it wrong, to manage to get it right! Being scared, won’t let you either scratch your car, or drive it at all. You’ll always be in need of the help that you may not necessarily find once you ask for it. Let alone not finding it when you’re in a dire need for it..!
So, speaking, for instance, of the typical overprotective parents, who have passed through ten folds the experiences we’ve gone through (not necessarily though) they keep warning us because they don’t want us to fail, to suffer, to lose or ache…but..have we ever listened to them!? I bet again, that 90% of us, haven’t/hadn’t/wouldn’t listen to them. It happens, as well to be one of the main reasons to why we have eternal clashes with them; clashes that have lasted for entire different generations and generations. They’ve gotten/built their own perspectives through their own wakes/choices and their own different and complex ((you’s)), but we have different wakes/choices, or even if they’re the same, the same can be, also different.
Well, why has GOD created us with different finger prints?! There must have been a reason; a sign that two things can’t be alike in a thorough manner!
Who are the most faithful believers in “Anything” even if it’s just an idea??? (am not tackling this point from a religious aspect) Those, who set themselves on the loose and isolated themselves from all the benchmarks made by those who preceded them. They just searched for their own truth in their own way and later when they became believers, they did it with ultimate conviction!
Who are the most creative people!? Those will accept challenges; have flexible imaginations (nothing is intimidating their ideas or setting illusionary limits to them) and most importantly those who enjoy positive side of “curiosity”!
Who are the most successful people!? Those, who go to the farthest end no matter how far the people, the conditions, or the whole world conspired against them.
If no one believed in you, JUST BELIEVE in yourself. No one believed in Galileo, or Einstein. No one has genuinely appreciated Picasso’s/Van Gogh’s great pieces of art until they died! You don’t need appreciation to move on. Move on whether anyone likes it or not.
We shouldn’t be dependent on anything or anyone, I–personally- would rather be up to it, and just face the music!
I’ll repeat this phrase that most of you know and ill add to it:
It’s better to try and fail than to live your life wondering about what you never got to do..!
I refuse the (What If)..! It keeps you looking back = no progress.
You can learn from your ancestors, I’m not totally holding out on their approaches. We can always learn from the past experiences but tackle things with our own different/more aware approaches, and we can always refine the previous versions of a certain experience!
حظر تجول
Wednesday, 03 June 2009
هو ماينفعش الشوارع تبقي نظيفة فالعادي؟! لازم ييجي لنا حد عشان نبان قدام العالم إن احنا شعب نظيف؟؟؟ طب يعني ها نضحك على مين على أمريكا مثلاً،،،؟ يلا الهول!!!
بقالنا سنة بنتكلم عن زيارة اوباما و الأجندة مفيهاش غيره ولا كأنها حرب مش مجرد زيارة يعني!
ما جالنا رؤساء أمريكا قبل كده ماكانش فيه حالة التأهب القصوى إلي موجودة ...أنا طبعاً فهمه إن الوضع مختلف شوية مع الحج اوباما بس برضو مش كدة يعني
:D :D...
حملة نظافة كاملة..
حملة ترويق المدينة الأليمة الشنيعة المتربة الزحمة
حملة أمنية فريدة من نوعها ..لبش و تلبيش lol
و اجازة قومية حاجة زي الفل بصراحة
he2he2he2he2
ياريت يعيش معانا شوية واللهي و يزور بقي أماكن كتير في القاهرة والجيزة عشان حملة الترويق والتظبيط والحنتفة تستمر لغاية ما الدولة تفلس أكتر ما هي مفلسة و ندفع ضرايب قدام حملة الترويق الجامدة جداً دي
هو بس في مشكلة بسيطة جداً، إن في كل القنوات فالدول الغربية الأخبار بتتكلم عن تنضيف مصر
( العارررر) lol
بس هما ما يعرفوش ان النضافة من الايييييييييييييييييمان
أهم حاجة الهيئة.
احنا بطبيعتنا كا مصريين أهم حاجة عندنا الهيئة والمنظر العام و مش مهم أي حاجة تانية بقى و كله عند العرب صابون :D
..و لو يزور كام مستشفى و يركب المترو والقطر و فلوكة و يشرب من نيلها ...يبقى عمل معروف كبير..عشان إلي يشرب من نيلها ديماً بيرجعلها تاني
عايزين ناس كتير تزورنا لحد ما مصر تبقى نظيفة علطول
عايزين كل الزائرين المهمين دول يروحوا حتة حتة في مصر
دي تبقى أحلى حاجة يعملها الزائرين فينا
د احنا غسلنا جامعة القاهرة يا جماعة! د في حد ذاته عايز اجازة لوحده الموضوع ده..
هاتنورنا شكلاً وموضوعاً
:D :D
و يا انا يا السفارة في قلبببببب العماررررررة
LOOOL .. if u know what i mean :D
To Drive in Cairo
27-- July--20091- You have to enjoy some maneuvering skills
2- Use the honk, aimlessly. Just use it. Everyone else is, why not you!?
3- Leave your decency at home.
4- Learn some obscene words. If you didn’t, the street will definitely teach you a lot, and in any test, you will pass, because you will find yourself using words (men barra el manhag Kaman) and you will be creative *me grinning*. I’m telling you this because the Egyptian people who drive have recorded an unprecedented success in this arena!
5- If you are still decent, see any rude gestures as friendly ones. Meaning, be positive, look at the bright side of the gesture :-D ( mateb2ash combelex …you knaaaaww warra mean?!)
6- If you are an edgy man, I think you will use some gestures! Resist the urge. :D
7- Be courageous. Everyday you drive, is like going to a battlefield. So be courageous. (sela7 el ma3rakka..howa "el berouuuuuuuuuuuuddddddd al motanahay"! Adopt the (beeece-ya-man) attitude.
8- Start leaving home, an hour earlier if you are heading somewhere that is originally 10 minutes away.
9- Focus on the new car numbers, they’re funny.(the gov way of entertaining us while driving :D )
10- If you are going to the right but someone infront of you is on the right too, dont assume he is going to the right, it might just be that he is talking the easy way and then suddenly he will be on the extreme left (nazzareyyet el Mashy Bel 3ard aw bel warb..egyptian-exclusive habit)!
11- Usually have in your car, the following things; pyjamas, in case you got stuck in the streets for hours. Make yourself at home if you can’t go home…! Hypertension pills. Headache pills. Perfume. Water.
12- Sympathize with any (3askary). He wakes up early sometimes to make sure you reach your destination safe and sound. He stands up as if grounded under the burning sun for your security. Sympathize and pity him.
12.1 - If you saw like many (3askary men) standing in raws on both sides of a main street like sala7 salem, dont think it's a war or anything..it's just that "EL Big Boss m3addy keda"! - Beece ya man!
13- No matter how expensive or cheap your car is (hatet5arbesh, ya3ny hatet5arbesh) This is the trade mark of being (mallaky Qahera) !
14- Leave some money in your car for – The beggars, kids who are starying day and night. The guy whose daughter is ill and wants you to pay for his prescription..the tissue seller..the mum breast-feeding her child (lamo a5za)... Until u become a beggar yourself .. :D!
15- If you are of a weak heart..dont be. You have to expect an Egyptian genie aka (Egyptian SAYES) who will pop OUT of nowhere to teach you how to park your car even if you are really good at that.
16- Some people will come near you and say “Kol sana wenta tayeb” even if there is no “3id”..so if he is 3abit enough to imagine the 3id, pretend to be "mesada2" and just reply by saying “Leah howa el 3id arrab walla eah!”? :D??
17- (e7tarresss) from any Mallaky Qalyoubeyya, Mallaky Daqahleyya,…they are really fel molo5eyya!
17.1 - e7taress men The Microbus driver, the bus driver, the truck driver, the anything other than the mallaky driver..they need special undivided attention. The taxi driver, HOP fag2a we2efff yerrakkeb zboun...matdaye2sh nafsak..5ales. Pass near him, look at him and smile. You may add (beece ya man)
17.2- Girls, you can do anything..muck up things...mess them up...and if you were stopped by any police man, just smile and say "ana men Kuala Lampur"! He will let you off the hook. El mohem el EBTESAMA.. ! I paid alot of money because I frown :D!
18- *esma3 el kalam welbes el 7ezam*!
19- Eshara yemeen ya3ny shemal, shemal ya3ny yemin! Hahhh!!!
20- Do you love mountains?! Hills?! There is something more or less similar to them in cairo, they’re called “Mattabbat” .
21- There is a boom ta5 tish voice you may hear quite often. Adapt or buy “saddadda” for your ears.
21.1 - Pedestrians in Egypt are all "suicidal"...they intend to pass the street infront of you slowly, because they want you to ...you know?! They're desperate but they are afraid to suicide - sooo 3ayzenha teegy menak 3ashan kol wa7ed feehhom yemout shahid..! So do them a favour ..kill them ..3ala ra2y mekky "SOOO WHATTT baby!"?!
22- Be patient
23- Be patient
24- Be patient! *grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr*!
25- The chill pill is the first thing you do once you step inside your car.
P.s: log on to the internet from your mobile fe ay Eshara..Rabenna Mettawel feehom awi ya3ny.
You might even want to take a pen and a paper to write something if you got inspired. Rabenna Mwassa3 fel wa2t..! + Traffic lights mean nothing. They're just there so that we appear to be a civilized nation.
Wa Domtom :D
Just as Simple As that..!
- 4- june - 2009
I won’t claim to be politically intellectual or anywhere near that, on the contrary, I don’t give a shit and I couldn’t care less about politics, moreover, I barely check the news. It’s same shit in different days. However, as an average person who’s still extremely interested on the well-being of human conditions, I want to say a simple comment on the speech that most of us watched.
People say he says nothing, he didn’t promise anything, he is influencing us emotionally, he is deceiving us and its all about PR.
Well, first, am not defending him or against him, but he is not responsible for making everything, too. yeah it promises nothing, but he is held responsible for every single intention and word he said in his speech. It's not like he is talking his heart out in a normal conversation with a friend.
He is revealing his intentions out clearly and will never be let of the hook if he opposed them in a way or another; he is smart enough to know that, however, ...smartness alone wont do him any good when he fails to meet his intentions and he will be asked to prove what he said and whether or not he is up to the ideal picture he drew with his words.
He will not be let off the hook if he said something and made another; a point I guess he wouldn’t miss out on. This is a president and he was addressing his speech to entire nations!
And as much as people praised him today they would curse him tomorrow! It's not like it never happened and no one is far from that!
So, what I want to say here, is, he is not stupid to say what he doesn't mean, or mean what he doesn't say. I guess he was st8 and to the point and he supports clarity, which is something i respected very much, apart from his charisma and how easy he reached everyone with simplicity.
So, let's not judge this speech superficially by saying that he is saying this about israel and that about hammas. There are cryptic reasons that public will never know about what's hidden in the world of politics and this will rise his concerns in his the way he addresses the whole world and in the kind of speech he gives. I basically believe he was diplomatic to a very great extent, he gave all parties what they wanted to hear, let alone that certain cults and political systems in his own country do not back him at all, so he must be very careful with his choice of words and he actually was!
However, I still believe we shouldn’t be too emotional in judging the speech. It’s really good, promising and it showcases his mind-set, which is seemingly positive, unlike the previous presidents, except for Kennedy that was, as well, pro-peace.
Analysts in the United States and the whole world, as well as politicians are holding him responsible for every word, and as much as he lifted up spirits today he can be as shocking if he was unable to meet his principles.
Well, let’s at least be positivist realists. Reality and positivity are not at a conflict! Reality sucks, and it's crappy, dark and desperate, nevertheless, Instead of living with no hopes at all, we can still be hopeful. Why not?! It won’t do us any harm!
We shouldn’t really expect that an image would be as ideal as he painted it, but we can just at least aspire to see a slight change to the better.
Ill quote him "I do so recognizing that change cannot happen overnight. No single speech can eradicate years of mistrust, nor can I answer in the time that I have all the complex questions that brought us to this point. But I am convinced that in order to move forward, we must say openly the things we hold in our hearts, and that too often are said only behind closed doors."
And to make this change, it won’t be his responsibility alone, after all, his thorough concern is mainly in favor of the country he rules, but the universal kind of change he had pinpointed implicitly is a result of a collective effort that leaves everyone everywhere, responsible including “you”.
Be good, do good, and it’s all going to be reflected on you and everybody, too.
I believe Obama is A YES MAN :D
I won’t claim to be politically intellectual or anywhere near that, on the contrary, I don’t give a shit and I couldn’t care less about politics, moreover, I barely check the news. It’s same shit in different days. However, as an average person who’s still extremely interested on the well-being of human conditions, I want to say a simple comment on the speech that most of us watched.
People say he says nothing, he didn’t promise anything, he is influencing us emotionally, he is deceiving us and its all about PR.
Well, first, am not defending him or against him, but he is not responsible for making everything, too. yeah it promises nothing, but he is held responsible for every single intention and word he said in his speech. It's not like he is talking his heart out in a normal conversation with a friend.
He is revealing his intentions out clearly and will never be let of the hook if he opposed them in a way or another; he is smart enough to know that, however, ...smartness alone wont do him any good when he fails to meet his intentions and he will be asked to prove what he said and whether or not he is up to the ideal picture he drew with his words.
He will not be let off the hook if he said something and made another; a point I guess he wouldn’t miss out on. This is a president and he was addressing his speech to entire nations!
And as much as people praised him today they would curse him tomorrow! It's not like it never happened and no one is far from that!
So, what I want to say here, is, he is not stupid to say what he doesn't mean, or mean what he doesn't say. I guess he was st8 and to the point and he supports clarity, which is something i respected very much, apart from his charisma and how easy he reached everyone with simplicity.
So, let's not judge this speech superficially by saying that he is saying this about israel and that about hammas. There are cryptic reasons that public will never know about what's hidden in the world of politics and this will rise his concerns in his the way he addresses the whole world and in the kind of speech he gives. I basically believe he was diplomatic to a very great extent, he gave all parties what they wanted to hear, let alone that certain cults and political systems in his own country do not back him at all, so he must be very careful with his choice of words and he actually was!
However, I still believe we shouldn’t be too emotional in judging the speech. It’s really good, promising and it showcases his mind-set, which is seemingly positive, unlike the previous presidents, except for Kennedy that was, as well, pro-peace.
Analysts in the United States and the whole world, as well as politicians are holding him responsible for every word, and as much as he lifted up spirits today he can be as shocking if he was unable to meet his principles.
Well, let’s at least be positivist realists. Reality and positivity are not at a conflict! Reality sucks, and it's crappy, dark and desperate, nevertheless, Instead of living with no hopes at all, we can still be hopeful. Why not?! It won’t do us any harm!
We shouldn’t really expect that an image would be as ideal as he painted it, but we can just at least aspire to see a slight change to the better.
Ill quote him "I do so recognizing that change cannot happen overnight. No single speech can eradicate years of mistrust, nor can I answer in the time that I have all the complex questions that brought us to this point. But I am convinced that in order to move forward, we must say openly the things we hold in our hearts, and that too often are said only behind closed doors."
And to make this change, it won’t be his responsibility alone, after all, his thorough concern is mainly in favor of the country he rules, but the universal kind of change he had pinpointed implicitly is a result of a collective effort that leaves everyone everywhere, responsible including “you”.
Be good, do good, and it’s all going to be reflected on you and everybody, too.
I believe Obama is A YES MAN :D
The Kite
Ill make it short
i believe its not even worth the effort
may be its a fake attempt
a pesky thought to abort
or it's just to way in which to myself, again,
ill resort.
have you, as well, figured out
after battling with doubt
that there is no such thing as faith in people,
in something...and all-out!?!
Does it make any difference,
if you live with it or without!?
or this my own reflection of long years
of drought!?
They are here today
but where are they, tomorrow?
they fight for you this moment
and later bring you sorrow.
right?!
Do I refuse to see the side,
whom everyone claims to see strickingly bright!?
Is it bright!?
Despite how those wounds haunt you and bite?
Faith!? Alright!!
Again.., may be... its our fake attempt
to create a favorable atmosphere
to survive with a belief
when it becomes so suffocating and tight..!
in the end..it's paves a road smooth yet narrow
to disappointment..the loss of might!
and it's not so right....not so right!
It's not bright...not bright..
it's not right and not bright!
wake up
live fearless with no disappointments
not expecting nor waiting,
not relying on faith inside you in something or someone..
invade the sky like the roving kite!!
But may be, am not so right..
may be faith is like the sky, right and bright..
and I'm the kite..
may be it's me who has surpassed the reach
of my height..
may be am not so right..
may be it's bright at the right height!
may be its right.
may be at the end, if i keep wandering,
i find a beam of light..
it would still mean something,
even if it wasn't that bright..!
Faith...alright...!
Faith?! Alright...!
Take Care Gentlemen!!!
I read this somewhere in my cousin's profile and LOVED it..
well...ladies, ur gona love it.
احذر أن تكون سببا في دموع المرأة .. لأن الله يحصي دمعتها
واعلم أن حواء خرجت من ضلع ادم وليس من قدمه حتى لا يداس عليها
كما أنها لم تخرج من رأسه حتى يظن بأنه أعلى منها منزلة ولا ليتعالى عليها
وإنما خرجت من جنبه حتى تكون مساوية له
كما أنها خرجت من تحت ذراعه حتى يدافع عنها ويحميها
وتكون قريبة من قلبه ليحبها
تعلموا كيف تعاملون النساء
قام في احدى مساجد السعودية في جدة في خطبة الجمعة الفائتة حدث غير طبيعي
حيث شكي احد الرجال زوجته للخطيب امام الملأ
فرد عليه الشيخ بأن المراة تتحمل وتصبر اكثر من الرجل مئات المرات فحتى وان كان للرجل الكثير من المصائب فأن صبر الزوجة اعظم واكبر
وقد ارتفعت نبرة صوته عندما قال له :
تحملتك وأطفالك تغسل لك وتقف على رجليها كي تصنع لك قوت وقد أوصى الرسول عليه الصلاة والسلام على بن ابي طالب ان تحترمها ؟ تقدرها ؟ولا تنقص عليها قوتا او حاجة؟
ف والله لو اغضب زوجا زوجته وقفى عنها راحلا تاركا اياها حزينة فان الله يكتب له في كل خطوة لعنة ويبعد عنه رزقه ويقلل من عافيته ويكتب له من كل دمعة من عينيها الف جمرة في كل ليلة نصفها في الدنيا والنصف الاخر في الاخرة
قائلا اعمل بالآتي ولا تستخف به ولا تقل بأني فعلت هذا سابقا لأنك لو فعلت ما سأقول فأنك لن تشتكي من زوجتك :
فصمت الرجل في المسجد فهب فيه الشيخ
انتبهوا لما سأقول لأن هذا ما تعلمته من زوجتي ولم يكلفني الكثير
هذه طرق الرجل التي يجب ان يعامل بها المرأة
كي يبقى الحب موجود لاخر العمر
عندما تمشى مبتعدة عنك (إلحق بها)
عندما تتجاهلك ( أعطها اهتمامك الكامل )
عندما تريد الابتعاد عنك قليلاً ( لاتوافقها الرأي )
عندما تراها في أسوأ حالاتها ( قل لها أنها جميلة )
عندما تراها في أسوأ حالاتها ( قل لها أنها جميلة )
عندما تراها تبكي ( أحضنها ولا تقل شيئاً )
عندما تكون خائفة ( أحميها )
عندما تأخذ منك شيئاً عزيزا ( دعها تأخذه فلن يكون أعز منها )
عندما تمازحك ( مازحها وأضحكها )
عندما لاتجيب الهاتف لفترات طويلة ( أكد لها أن كل شئ على مايرام )
عندما تشك بك ( انسحب قليلا لتعطيها وقتا للتفكير )
عندما تقول أنك تعجبها ( فهي حقا تكن لك مشاعر اكبر مما قالت )
عندما تمسك يديك ( أمسك يديها)
عندما تقول لك سرا ( أحتفظ به ولا تخبر به أحداً )
عندما تنظر إلى عينيك ( لاتلتفت حتى تلتفت هي )
عندما تفتقدك ( فهي تتألم من الداخل )
عندما تحطم قلبها ( الألم لن يزول بل سيستمر )
عندما تقول أن العلاقة انتهت ( فهي لازالت تريدك )
أبق على خط التليفون معها حتى لو لم تقل شيئا
عندما تغضب احضنها ولا تتركها
عندما تكون صامته ( اسألها ما المشكلة )
عندما تقول أن كل شئ على ما يرام لا تصدقها بل تحدث معها عن المشكلة
لأنها بعد عشر سنوات ستظل تتذكرك
أتصل بها في أول ساعة من يوم ميلادها وقل لها أنك تحبها
اتصل بها قبل أن تنام وبعد ماتصحو من النوم
عاملها كأنها كل شئ مهم لك في الحياة
مازحها ودعها تمازحك
ابق معها طوال الليل عندما تكون مريضة
شاهد معها فيلمها المفضل أو برنامجها المفضل حتى لو كنت تعتقد انه غبي
أعطها العالم
عندما تحس بالملل أو متضايقة اخرج معها واجعلها تتسلى
دعها تحس أنها مهمة لديك
عندما تجري لك باكية ، أول سؤال تقوله لها ، مين اللي زعلك حبيبتي
كل هذا لن يكلفكم شيئاً يا شباب
هذا هو الحب الحقيقي
ولا تنسون يا شباب ان اغلاط النساء اقل من اغلاطنا فنحن دوما نحتاج السماح منهن والتعقل
well...ladies, ur gona love it.
احذر أن تكون سببا في دموع المرأة .. لأن الله يحصي دمعتها
واعلم أن حواء خرجت من ضلع ادم وليس من قدمه حتى لا يداس عليها
كما أنها لم تخرج من رأسه حتى يظن بأنه أعلى منها منزلة ولا ليتعالى عليها
وإنما خرجت من جنبه حتى تكون مساوية له
كما أنها خرجت من تحت ذراعه حتى يدافع عنها ويحميها
وتكون قريبة من قلبه ليحبها
تعلموا كيف تعاملون النساء
قام في احدى مساجد السعودية في جدة في خطبة الجمعة الفائتة حدث غير طبيعي
حيث شكي احد الرجال زوجته للخطيب امام الملأ
فرد عليه الشيخ بأن المراة تتحمل وتصبر اكثر من الرجل مئات المرات فحتى وان كان للرجل الكثير من المصائب فأن صبر الزوجة اعظم واكبر
وقد ارتفعت نبرة صوته عندما قال له :
تحملتك وأطفالك تغسل لك وتقف على رجليها كي تصنع لك قوت وقد أوصى الرسول عليه الصلاة والسلام على بن ابي طالب ان تحترمها ؟ تقدرها ؟ولا تنقص عليها قوتا او حاجة؟
ف والله لو اغضب زوجا زوجته وقفى عنها راحلا تاركا اياها حزينة فان الله يكتب له في كل خطوة لعنة ويبعد عنه رزقه ويقلل من عافيته ويكتب له من كل دمعة من عينيها الف جمرة في كل ليلة نصفها في الدنيا والنصف الاخر في الاخرة
قائلا اعمل بالآتي ولا تستخف به ولا تقل بأني فعلت هذا سابقا لأنك لو فعلت ما سأقول فأنك لن تشتكي من زوجتك :
فصمت الرجل في المسجد فهب فيه الشيخ
انتبهوا لما سأقول لأن هذا ما تعلمته من زوجتي ولم يكلفني الكثير
هذه طرق الرجل التي يجب ان يعامل بها المرأة
كي يبقى الحب موجود لاخر العمر
عندما تمشى مبتعدة عنك (إلحق بها)
عندما تتجاهلك ( أعطها اهتمامك الكامل )
عندما تريد الابتعاد عنك قليلاً ( لاتوافقها الرأي )
عندما تراها في أسوأ حالاتها ( قل لها أنها جميلة )
عندما تراها في أسوأ حالاتها ( قل لها أنها جميلة )
عندما تراها تبكي ( أحضنها ولا تقل شيئاً )
عندما تكون خائفة ( أحميها )
عندما تأخذ منك شيئاً عزيزا ( دعها تأخذه فلن يكون أعز منها )
عندما تمازحك ( مازحها وأضحكها )
عندما لاتجيب الهاتف لفترات طويلة ( أكد لها أن كل شئ على مايرام )
عندما تشك بك ( انسحب قليلا لتعطيها وقتا للتفكير )
عندما تقول أنك تعجبها ( فهي حقا تكن لك مشاعر اكبر مما قالت )
عندما تمسك يديك ( أمسك يديها)
عندما تقول لك سرا ( أحتفظ به ولا تخبر به أحداً )
عندما تنظر إلى عينيك ( لاتلتفت حتى تلتفت هي )
عندما تفتقدك ( فهي تتألم من الداخل )
عندما تحطم قلبها ( الألم لن يزول بل سيستمر )
عندما تقول أن العلاقة انتهت ( فهي لازالت تريدك )
أبق على خط التليفون معها حتى لو لم تقل شيئا
عندما تغضب احضنها ولا تتركها
عندما تكون صامته ( اسألها ما المشكلة )
عندما تقول أن كل شئ على ما يرام لا تصدقها بل تحدث معها عن المشكلة
لأنها بعد عشر سنوات ستظل تتذكرك
أتصل بها في أول ساعة من يوم ميلادها وقل لها أنك تحبها
اتصل بها قبل أن تنام وبعد ماتصحو من النوم
عاملها كأنها كل شئ مهم لك في الحياة
مازحها ودعها تمازحك
ابق معها طوال الليل عندما تكون مريضة
شاهد معها فيلمها المفضل أو برنامجها المفضل حتى لو كنت تعتقد انه غبي
أعطها العالم
عندما تحس بالملل أو متضايقة اخرج معها واجعلها تتسلى
دعها تحس أنها مهمة لديك
عندما تجري لك باكية ، أول سؤال تقوله لها ، مين اللي زعلك حبيبتي
كل هذا لن يكلفكم شيئاً يا شباب
هذا هو الحب الحقيقي
ولا تنسون يا شباب ان اغلاط النساء اقل من اغلاطنا فنحن دوما نحتاج السماح منهن والتعقل
Sunday, March 22, 2009
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