I am ME. I am FREE..

If...

2012-01-28T00:42:00.002+05:00

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you
But make allowance for their doubting too,
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:
If you can dream--and not make dreams your master,
If you can think--and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it all on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings--nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much,
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And--which is more--you'll be a Man, my son!

--Rudyard Kipling

رسالة من السماء

2011-12-20T06:33:00.002+05:00

كاجبال الجليد التي يسكنها البراكين أنت ..

و كالثلوج كنت تذوب في أعماقي ..

كا حبات المطر كنت أتناثر علي انحائك حد السيول .

تصمد كالصخور التي سئمت إنتظار الندى

كا منجم الذهب تكبدت العناء في رحلة بداخلك لاكتشفه

كا أوراق الخريف أنا .. كنت انتظر حلولك لأتجدد .

كا زهرة عباد الشمس كنت اشتاق شروقك حتى تتفتح أوراقي ..لأتنفس ..

مللت صمتك و لكنك لا تدري ماذا تقول و لماذا ..

اتفهم صمتك ..

فمنذ متى غيرت الكلمات واقع ..؟

ماذا تقول .. أعرفك جيداً ... ذهبت كل أحاديثك لكهف صغير في قلبك تشكو حالها لحالها ..

لم تكن حبيبي فالأحباء يرحلون

انك جزء من تكوين عالمي .. لا يرحل إلا بإنهيار عالمي ..

لم تكن أبي .. فالأب يترك ابنته ليلة زفافها ..

لم تكن صديقي .. فا في بعض الصديق عدو

و في بعض الصديق خيانة خداع نفاق ..

لكنك كنت خليل روحي .. لم أدرك معناها إلا معك ..
لم نكن معاً أجساداً ... كنا أروحاً يحلق كل منها فوق الأخر ..

خليل الروح لا يذهب .. لا يرحل إلى أي مكان ..

خليل الروح معنا أينما نكون .. و كنا معاً أينما كنا ..

احتسبتك عند الله عندما توقف إكتمال روحي بك

لا تجمعني بك الأرض . و لكن دائماً تجمعني بك أحاديث السماء ..

يقولون عندما تضيق الأرض.. انظروا إلي السماء فإن فيها متسع .. ولكن ما أوسع الأرض..وضيق السماء بدونك

بت فيها تائهة ..ادعو لعلها تضيق الأرض ولو لبعض ثوان وتتسع السماء و تسمع ندائي ..

ذهبت لكل بائعي العطور لابحث عن عطر برائحة أنفاسك ... لم أجد ..

بت أحدث الملائكة فهم يلتفون حولي في نوبات الحزن اللا منتهي .. والشوق إليك الذي تتجدد أشكاله كالقمر طوال الشهر

ولكن منذ أدركت انك خليل روحي اختفت كل المسافات والأزمنة ..

تلاشت ... فا هي لا تعني شيئاً في النهاية ..

تبقت مناجاة روحي لروحك .. أتسمع ؟ أتشعر؟

تعلقت ذاكرتي بالمسافات الخضراء التي كنت أسبح فيها بمرح عندما أنظر في عينيك .

و لمسات الملائكة التي كنت أشعر بها على أطراف أصابعك .. أتذكر؟

و هالات الألوان حولك .. التي لم يعرفها بشر قط

و أحاديثنا المليئة الصامطة الضالة الهادية إلى السلام

أصبحت أنت الداء والدواء ..

أداوي حنيني إليك بحنين أكثر إليك ..

أغوص في دائرة الحرمان منك لأعثر على اطلالة من وجهك ربما انجو .. أو أغرق حتى الموت .. فكلاهما أرحم من البين بين ..من لا يحيى ولا يمت ..

لا أعرف إن كنت أسبح أو أغرق..

أعلم حبيبي أن الله ربما فضلنا سوياً في عالم أخر .. ليس فيه فراق . ولا ندم .. ولا ألم ولا إحتراق ...

ستظل روحي تناجيك .. ساتخاطب الخالق فيك ..

ولكن يا قوة إنكساري

يا جبروت ضعفي ..

عندما تحن نفسي إليك ..

ولكن مهما اصطدمت أحلامي بجدران الواقع ..

سأتذكر انك كنت الواقع وكنت الخيال ساتظل الخليل ..

اتمنى أن تبعث السماء لك برسلاتي فا ما أكثرها ..

I Don't Think About You Anymore But, I Don't Think About You Anyless

2011-12-03T16:47:00.000+05:00

God's Side

2011-11-28T12:03:00.002+05:00

When God is on your side, you are safe, when you are always on God's side you will always be victorious.. (Jessy)

How to find a job online!?

2011-10-22T05:30:00.001+05:00

Coming soon :)

Today's Dawn

2011-10-19T09:53:00.002+05:00

do you smile in the sunshine?
do you hope for rain?

what if i told you
they were both the same?

self-centered is an evil drug
and if you can muster up the strength to love
it is worth it.

communication is underrated
and trust me, i’ve debated
solitude
to avoid the hard parts.

but if there was never rain,
we wouldn’t appreciate the fun.
if there was never sun,
we wouldn’t appreciate the pain.

Listen to this -
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ubTveCihjoQ

-----Today's Dawn - 19 - October - 2011 .. shot from my WINDOW :)

Dr. Helen Fisher's why him/why her personality test

2011-10-16T16:52:00.003+05:00

First, if you need a translation for this, please let me know.

Second, be honest! And make sure you differentiate between what you LIKE TO DO and what you ACTUALLY DO. Some statements ask what you like to do and some ask what you actually do.

Third, let me know if you need help identifying your type after counting your points.

This is Dr Helen Fisher’s Why Him / Why Her Test for your personality type and the types which you fall for. It is very scientific and has been used on the match-making site Chemistry.com by over 7 million users.
Read each statement and choose the number that best describes your agreement by the following scale.

0 = Strongly Disagree
1 = Disagree
2 = Agree
3 = Strongly Agree
Please note the number choices are ZERO to THREE. Put your choice for each statement in front of the statement. Try to answer as honestly as you can for who you are, not who you want to be.
SCALE 1
- I find unpredictable situations exhilarating - 3
- I do things on the spur of the moment - 3
- I get bored when I have to do the same familiar things - 3
- I have a very wide range of interests - 3
- I am more optimistic than most people - 2
- I am more creative than most people - 2
- I am always looking for new experiences - 3
- I am always doing new things - 2
- I am more enthusiastic than most people - 3
- I am willing to take risks to do what I want to do - 3
- I get restless if I have to stay home for any length of time - 3
- My friends would say I am very curious - 3
- I have more energy than most people - 2
- On my time off, I like to be free to do whatever looks fun - 2

SCALE 2
- I think consistent routines keep life orderly and relaxing - 2
- I consider (and reconsider) every option thoroughly before making a plan - 0
- People should behave according to established standards of proper conduct - 0
- I enjoy planning way ahead - 1
- In general, I think it is important to follow rules - 1
- Taking care of my possessions is a high priority for me - 0
- My friends and family would say I have traditional values - 0
- I tend to be meticulous in my duties - 0
- I tend to be cautious, but not fearful - 2
- People should behave in ways that are morally correct - 1
- It is important to respect authority - 0
- I would rather have loyal friends than interesting friends - 0
- Long established customs need to be respected and preserved - 0
- I like to work in a straightforward parth toward completing the task - 2

SCALE 3
- I understand complex machines easily - 1
- I enjoy competitive conversations - 2
- I am intrigued by rules and patterns that govern systems - 2
- I am more analytical and logical than most people - 2
- I pursue intellectual topics thoroughly and regularly - 3
- I am able to solve problems without letting emotion get in the way - 2
- I like to figure out how things work - 2
- I am tough-minded - 1
- Debating is a good way to match my wits with others - 2
- I have no trouble making a choice, even when several alternatives seem equally good at first - 1
- When I buy a new machine (like a camera, computer or car), I want to know all of its technical features - 0
- I like to avoid the nuances and say exactly what I mean - 2
- I think it is important to be direct - 3
- When making a decision, I like to stick to the facts rather than be swayed by people’s feelings - 2

SCALE 4
- I like to get to know my friends’ deepest needs and feelings - 3
- I highly value deep emotional intimacy in my relationships - 3
- Regardless of what is logical, I generally listen to my heart when making important decisions - 1
- I frequently catch myself daydreaming - 3
- I can change my mind easily - 2
- After watching an emotional film, I often still feel moved by it several hours later - 3
- I vividly imagine both wonderful and horrible things happening to me - 2
- I am very sensitive to people’s feelings and needs - 2
- I often find myself getting lost in my thoughts during the day - 3
- I feel emotions more deeply than most people - 3
- I have a vivid imagination - 3
- When I wake up from a vivid dream, it takes me a few seconds to return to reality - 3
- When reading, I enjoy it when the writer takes a sidetrack to say something beautiful or meaningful - 2
- I am very empathetic - 3

Total of your answers for Scale 1 and put it at right: 36
This is how much you have of the Explorer personality type. They are attracted to other Explorers.

Total of your answers for Scale 2 and put it at right:31
This is how much you have of the Builder personality type. They are attracted to other Builders.

Total of your answers for Scale 3 and put it at right:33
This is how much you have of the Director personality type. They are attracted to Negotiators.

Total of your answers for Scale 4 and put it at right: 36
This is how much you have of the Negotiator personality type. They are attracted to Directors.

Identify your highest and second highest totals as your “primary” and “secondary” personality types, respectively. Replace those quoted words in the first of two numbered sentences below (keep caps).

Identify the attractions with your “primary” and “secondary” personality types above. Replace those quoted words in the secondof two numbered sentences below (keep caps).

1. I am a EXPLORER/NEGOTIATOR communication

but i have balanced results which means I can cope with all the types :D

2. I am most attracted to EXPLORER/Director combination, but also those whose personality type is predominantly EXPLORER or Director.

To see an analysis of these types go to this link: http://digitalcitizen.ca/y/

Share and tag friends, this test is an amazing tool for experience and analysis in relationships.

Wake up with the Intention To Be. To Do!

2011-10-14T05:26:00.000+05:00

If you wake up everyday with the intention that your name will be carved among those who made a mark on the planet, you won't have a time to waste on complaining or whining or blaming others .. you will do your best to be someone and to do something! No one has made it to the top except by hurting their knees.

Jess.

Friend or Not!?

2011-10-12T15:39:00.001+05:00

When you think of someone as a friend, expect them to blame you sometimes..
because if they don't blame you it holds some meanings;

1- They were not real friends
2- They were not intending to stay in your life
3- They don't think you are precious enough to blame you and fix the troubles between you and them.
4- It's easier for them to let you go.
5- If you don't act their own way expect them to drop you out of their lives without explaining
6- They are indifferent.
7. You weren't really representing something to them.
8- Your friendship wasn't meaningful.
9- Wake up to the fact number 8
10 - Focus on those who care and on those who love you in all your cases, moods and fluctuations and on those who never give up on you for any reason whatsoever. Focus on those who are not there for a "reason" or a reason, but are there for a "Lifetime". Cherish the one who blamed you.. and blame the one you cherish.. this is all what matters.

Being a "friend" is a very big word , a responsibility that many people fail to carry... some people get tired and just leave the responsibility of friendship, so they are not worthy of it's beautiful moments. That's it. Never look back, never get sad.. never chase them.. Just be real to those who are real to you. and remember that when a friend drops you or ignores you, he/she reminds you of those who deserve your attention.

Jasmine.

To the citizens of USA from Her Sovereign Majesty Queen Elizabeth II

2011-10-12T15:02:00.000+05:00

HILLLLLLLLARIOUS !

To the citizens of the United States of America from Her Sovereign Majesty QueenElizabeth II:

In light of your immediate failure to financially manage yourselves and also in recent years your tendency to elect incompetent Presidents of the USA and therefore not able to govern yourselves, we hereby give notice of the revocation of your independence, effective immediately. (You should look up 'revocation' in the Oxford English Dictionary.)

Her Sovereign Majesty Queen Elizabeth II will resume monarchical duties over all states, commonwealths, and territories (except Kansas , which she does not fancy).

Your new Prime Minister, David Cameron, will appoint a Governor for America without the need for further elections.

Congress and the Senate will be disbanded. A questionnaire may be circulated sometime next year to determine whether any of you noticed.

To aid in the transition to a British Crown dependency, the following rules are introduced with immediate effect:

1. The letter 'U' will be reinstated in words such as 'colour,' 'favour,' 'labour' and 'neighbour.' Likewise, you will learn to spell 'doughnut' without skipping half the letters, and the suffix '-ize' will be replaced by the suffix '-ise.'Generally, you will be expected to raise your vocabulary to acceptable levels. (look up 'vocabulary'). (I love that one)

Using the same twenty-seven words interspersed with filler noises such as ''like' and 'you know' is an unacceptable and inefficient form of communication. There is no such thing as U.S. English. We will let Microsoft know on your behalf. The Microsoft spell-checker will be adjusted to take into account the reinstated letter 'u'' and the elimination of '-ize.' ' (I love that one too)

3. July 4th will no longer be celebrated as a holiday.

4. You will learn to resolve personal issues without using guns, lawyers, or therapists. The fact that you need so many lawyers and therapists shows that you're not quite ready to be independent. Guns should only be used for shooting grouse. If you can't sort things out without suing someone or speaking to a therapist, then you're not ready to shoot grouse.

5. Therefore, you will no longer be allowed to own or carry anything more dangerous than a vegetable peeler. Although a permit will be required if you wish to carry a vegetable peeler in public.

6. All intersections will be replaced with roundabouts, and you will start driving on the left side with immediate effect. At the same time, you will go metric with immediate effect and without the benefit of conversion tables. Both roundabouts and metrication will help you understand the British sense of humour.

7. The former USA will adopt UK prices on petrol (which you have been calling gasoline) of roughly $10/US gallon. Get used to it.)

8.You will learn to make real chips. Those things you call French fries are not real chips, and those things you insist on calling potato chips are properly called crisps. Real chips are thick cut, fried in animal fat, and dressed not with catsup but with vinegar.

9. The cold, tasteless stuff you insist on calling beer is not actually beer at all. Henceforth, only proper British Bitter will be referred to as beer, and European brews of known and accepted provenance will be referred to as Lager. New Zealand beer is also acceptable, as New Zealand is pound for pound the greatest sporting nation on earth and it can only be due to the beer. They are also part of the British Commonwealth - see what it did for them. American brands will be referred to as Near-Frozen Gnat's Urine, so that all can be sold without risk of further confusion.

10. Hollywood will be required occasionally to cast English actors as good guys. Hollywood will also be required to cast English actors to play English characters. Watching Andie Macdowell attempt English dialogue in Four Weddings and a Funeral was an experience akin to having one's ears removed with a cheese grater.

11. You will cease playing American football. There are only two kinds of proper football; one you call soccer, and rugby (dominated by the New Zealanders). Those of you brave enough will, in time, be allowed to play rugby (which has some similarities to American football, but does not involve stopping for a rest every twenty seconds or wearing full kevlar body armour like a bunch of nancies).

12. Further, you will stop playing baseball. It is not reasonable to host an event called the World Series for a game which is not played outside of America . Since only 2.1% of you are aware there is a world beyond your borders, your error is understandable. You will learn cricket, and we will let you face the Australians (World dominators) first to take the sting out of their deliveries.

13. You must tell us who killed JFK. It's been driving us mad.

14. An internal revenue agent (i.e. tax collector) from Her Majesty's Government will be with you shortly to ensure the acquisition of all monies due (backdated to 1776).

15. Daily Tea Time begins promptly at 4 p.m. with proper cups, with saucers, and never mugs, with high quality biscuits (cookies) and cakes; plus strawberries (with cream) when in season.

God Save the Queen!
by: Diana Christova

A message to the Politicians!

2011-10-11T18:28:00.002+05:00

I believe that the world has been transformed into weird codes in favor of Self-interested Self-absorbed unconscionable conceited devilish selfish men in power and the nations all around the world have always been trying to create decoders in an attempt to understand "anything"...just anything..! We human beings, need one "SOLID" message from the politicians everywhere...a message that answers this question : "Why the hell can't you let us live in "PEACE"!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Boundaries and barriers are man-made... I don't believe in them.

Manipulative Techniques of STATE TV

2011-10-11T18:18:00.002+05:00

State TV. this is not the first note I write it about STATE TV and the MEDIA in EGYPT!

Media All around the world, is definitely controlled, but they leave some space for the sound of wisdom to arise in order for them not to drown completely in pits of lies and brain-washing messages that are formulated by the media personnels!

I can't believe that the STATE TV is still controlled with the same archaic ideologies of the previous dark era that was ruled by Mubarak and still slightly ruled by his followers.

I can't believe that this kind of Media is devastating the roots of this society in a manner that could bring matters upside down in a blink of an eye.

I can't believe that just becase a news presenter was a little (Motawatter) he says wrong news and turns everything topsy-turvy between the army and the nation!

I can't believe that another TV presenter named Rasha will fuel the ARMY against the nation in an attempt to save the ARMY from the nation! HOLY ****************!?!!

Shame on this archaic obselete institution called "Mabna el Eza3a wel Television"! Holy Shame

Facebook Changes !

2011-10-10T20:45:00.000+05:00

Facebook new changes are weird. It seems as if facebook has become a STALKING TOOL, where every thing you do is out to everyone, and people are allowed to subscribe to you if you don't want them as friends, and not only this, but the newsfeed is becoming extremely confusing where you find half of your posts on your newsfeed!

How is it interesting to everyone if I liked X's photo or commented on X's post!?
How is it making facebook more interesting if everything becomes too public and the privacy settings keep changing like this!?

There remaining move is to make the inbox messages public too.

Facebook is getting more lame and it's popularity will go down because of this crappy new layouts.

Time is Secondary!

2011-10-09T17:17:00.001+05:00

When it comes to relationships, I realized that time is never the main aspect of bringing people close or healing them in break-ups or in bonding them or separating them. Time is a concept just like anything we create. Speaking of relations so as not to generalize, Kay!? ;)

When someone tells you time will heal you, time will prove to you... time will present to you, time will tell you, show you, crush you, make you.. break you...... it's just an idea... an idea that we hold on to, like any theory that's liable to be refuted. I have came to the conclusion (a personal one) that time isn't the most powerful factor in a world of relationships--particularly.

So let me answer a couple of questions.

1- what heals you in relationships and break-ups!?
---- it's not time. It's a DECISION from you. and (Time is secondary)

2- What makes you befriend someone so quickly without really understand how it happened so fast?
----- Souls connection -- bonding on a metaphysical level --- bonding on an unconscious level; so unconsciously you may be a person who loves calm people, so when you see a calm person you immediately like him/her, but you never really got why you did. It happened on an unconscious level. (Time is secondary)

3- What makes you love someone deeper than another and brings you much closer and closer to someone than another?
---- Situations!!! They are the REAL indicators of how tight or loose the bonds will be (Time is secondary)!

4- What makes you hate someone or something suddenly or repel or resent abruptly !?
---- Situations ---- Words ---- actions --- Those three factors have a tremulous influence on how we "suddenly react with resentment" because those factors could trigger some (previous/unconscious) unfavorable emotions in our heads of some past hateful experiences, or they could just trigger emotions that conflict and mess up with our original basic set-up understandings of our traditions/norms/ethics/ and beliefs..etc! And once this happens, every good emotions gets overrun with unfavorable ones and the sudden reluctance, repulsive feeling occurs (so time is secondary)!

5- What makes people succeed at work?!
---- Hard work + Exposure (time is secondary)
Suppose someone is 24 years old, and another is 30 -- but the 24-year-old guy is managing the 30-year-old guy.. then, time is secondary! If enough hard work and exposure were provided for the 24-year-old guy, time will mean absolutely nothing here. Experience is always associated with time, however, if you look at it, our parents - in our age - didn't have half the experience we have. Experience should not be associated with time. Experience should be associated with how many times a person was exposed to ordeals/adversities on the personal or the professional level and from here I go back to the point that "time" is secondary!

Time is not important as we think. Time is - in my own opinion - a tool of measurement .. a standard bar up to which we compare matters to each others. Time means nothing. Don't hold on yourself to a secondary concept. Your life is all about "Situations" --- They make you, and break you (and its your choice)
"Situations" --- they uncover the true color of people for you, some are bright and some are dark.
"Situations" --- They toughen you up or weaken you.. they teach you or confuse you and you choose...
"Situations" --- They expand your brain to a new dimension... they give you a higher level of exposure..or perplex your understandings
"Situations" --- They Bring you closer to someone or drag you apart.

Time is secondary - Situations are Primary! Time only "Strengthens" a certain emotion either positively or negatively, it emphasizes on it. But TIME is never a crucial aspect.

There is no time. I don't believe in TIME.

:) This is my opinion and I am entitled :)

My friend Amal Ismael Asked How do we deal with the death of Loved ones?!
-
“It's not TIME. It's the NOISE of Life
and the conviction that they won't get back.
It's the "CONVICTION" that we can do absolutely nothing about it.
How many times have you cried for someone you lost
and then the following day you
got too busy at work so you cooled off a
little!? It's amazing how life bottles us ..
life imprisons us in a cycle of sequential actions that are
too intricate and too interrelated
in a manner that could "corner" our sorrows for a while ..
but in a moment of lonliness when the noises are all shut off,
the sorrows re-surface, just like that!
Their faces Haunt us.. their words...a song or a scene in a movie brings it all!
Do you ever forget someone who died or left you by
the so-called “time!?” No. The feelings of agony get faded by the vicious cycle
of "having to live &/or survive" but if agony finds a chance it will
always haunt us and bring us down for the rest of our lives.

A Reason, A Season or a Lifetime

2011-10-08T00:31:00.000+05:00

People come into your life for a reason, a season, or
a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you
will know what to do for each person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON . . . It is
usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have
come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you
with guidance and support, to aid you physically,
emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a
godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason
you need them to be.

Then, without any wrong doing on your part, or at an
inconvenient time, this person will say or do something
to bring the relationship to an end.

Sometimes they die.
Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.

What we must realize is that our need has been met, our
desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you
sent up has been answered. And now it is time to move on.

When people come into your life for a SEASON . . .
Because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace, or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount
of joy. Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons; things
you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional
foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the
person, and put what you have learned to use in all
other relationships and areas of your life. It is said
that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

I got this from a blog called "I choose Love"

A Heart-Warming Story - Sobhan Allah - The Twin Sisters!

2011-10-06T14:24:00.001+05:00

Twin girls, Brielle and Kyrie, were born 12 weeks ahead of their due date. Needing intensive care, they were placed in separate incubators.

Kyrie began to gain weight and her health stabilized. But Brielle, born only 2 lbs, had trouble breathing, heart problems and other complications. She was not expected to live.

Their nurse did everything she could to make Brielle’s health better, but nothing she did was helping her. With nothing else to do, their nurse went against hospital policy and decided to place both babies in the same incubator.

She left the twin girls to sleep and when when she returned she found a sight she could not believe. She called all the nurses and doctors and this is what they saw (refer to the picture above).

As Brielle got closer to her sister, Kyrie put her small little arm around her, as if to hug and support her sister. From that moment on, Brielle’s breathing and heart rate stabilized and her health became normal.

From then on, they decided to keep both babies together, because when they were together they kept each other alive.

The World We Live in!

2011-10-06T13:51:00.000+05:00

Gratitude-Less human Beings

2011-09-27T07:31:00.005+05:00

It always strikes me how human beings love dwelling in the field of complaints about everything in their lives... although GOD has created us with a manual of comfort... God told us that happiness is not one of life's qualities... God said that happiness is meant for the afterlife.. he created us and he knows it and he said it and he knows it... and yet we go blindly searching for happiness while all we need is a simple concept called "Satisfaction"-- satisfaction with what comes from GOD, & (accepting and correcting) the wrongness we have inflicted upon ourselves!

I can't say ever, that it's easy to follow this manual... how precise and articulate it is.. God has not meant us to be righteous angels, else he would have made us angels, but God has created angels and has created us; human beings. Every person is born with a path.. a path that is raw enough so that each paves his path in his and her own way..some people choose to plant their road, some choose to destroy it.. some choose to just pave it.. some choose to put signs to help others..etc. Everyone has a road...and road created by God without a single shred of evil...because God only creates the "right" things... and the wrongness is from us, the cracks in our paths, are from us...the crookedness is from us... the deviations are just tests, remember there is a map ..remember the manual..... the roads with their highs and lows are simply a manifestation of how efficiently or poorly we pave them.......these roads should lead to God.. and should be examples for other roads, too!

I am not acting like a back seat driver, giving instructions .. fact of the matter is, I have - just like everyone - deviated, failed the tests, threw away the manuals, scribbled on the maps.. ! Who hasn't!?

However, I came to realize something very important..I used to think that God was punishing me.. I thought God has left me on an unpaved road, unable to walk properly and to tread it comfortably... then why am I on this road for a start!? The exact nonsensical questions that am sure we have all asked..! Why are we here?!

We are here on a mission.. no matter how many questions arise, that were never answered.. we are here on a mission..the mission is simple...
The mission was -- enjoy life, make mistakes, go in the ups and downs, stop at the stoppers, follow the signs, deviate, muck it up but reach God in the End. Always stand corrected.. ! God has made you a human because the only thing that differentiates you from angels is ONE basic Aspect -- "You make mistakes", they don't. This basically means that God has created in your system the tendency to falter!! It's how "You" personally deal with the fault that GOD will question you for!!!

Do you ever think that you will reach GOD with a ROCKET of virtues and righteousness?! No, we only reach out to GOD in the TRUE manner when we mess up.. the most correct way to reach out for God, is "Messing everything up" yet still have a chance to fix; a sense of awareness that could take your hand again and put you on your path after deviating.

So again, it's not your mistake, its how you handle the mistake.. we are equally sinners in front of God, of course each sin is punished differently (Kol Ebn Adam 5ata2) - (wa La tazer wazzerrattan Wezr Okhra) but who hasn't made mistakes!? NONE. So don't be so ashamed, and instead, waste your time on handling this mistake in a manner that brings you closer on your path to your main "target", your main "destination".

Having deviated in the course of life, is the main reason to why i am writing this. No matter how acute or not my deviation angle was, it is still called "deviation"..! My attempt to handle the mistakes, is the "awareness" that takes my hand back on the right path.. !

We are the all the kid that his parents has left in the garden to play with his games.. yet the curious kid ... always interested in leaving the garden... and going out on the streets to explore a different world.. ! The parents told the kid, on this street you can be killed.. but the curious kid just loves the adventure .. and his parents know it.. so he goes out and a car hits him..the kid wouldn't have known that the streets are harmful except by being injured!

WE ARE THIS KID! In this sense - and am trying to simplify this as much as I could -the parents have placed their warning... but would the kid learn of the danger otherwise?! No. The injury made him understand..! Some kids just love those injuries (stupid kids :D) and some prefer to learn.. some realize it could have been more dangerous..some know that could not make it alive the next time! It's a choice "we make".

P.s: exploring is so much fun... God has created us with the tendency to explore MAINLY, else we wouldn't have made the world out of "Raw materials".. but exploring is not so much fun when it becomes self-devastating..there is a fine line between exploration and self-destruction.

A reminder; we injure ourselves and go weep to our parents .. we brought this injury to ourselves but they pay for the treatment... right?! The treatment from our faults was never easy.. it could demand stitching, bandages, it takes alot of blood..alot of tears to heal the wounds that "WE HAVE BROUGHT" to ourselves.

We will never stop doing mistakes, but at least they should not be the same..we just can't get stuck at one mistake and never learn the SAME lesson, and keep other lessons waiting for us.. remaining at grade one or two while we should go to grade three.. !

The path keeps waiting for us to pave the parts we cracked.. some help us on the road, and some just get on our roads to mess them up, but it doesn't matter who does what, as long as we KNOW our destinations and targets. It's OK to encounter all kinds of deep pits .. blockages and the mirages... is there any road void of them!? No.. even the dirty wells.. dug shafts... it's not about them... it's about HOW we handle them!!

You only reach out TO GOD correctly through a mistake and a second, and a third,... it doesn't mean that am justifying mistakes, but they should teach us what to avoid, so that later on we reach our destination faster and more smoothly! Am I right?! The stronger we stand in the face of our weakness.. the faster we reach...and with more concrete basis.. and with STRONGER conviction!

We envy angels.. but they can't do mistakes.. there is a pleasure in doing mistakes... that they don't have.. God has created the angels to serve you and look at how gratitude-less you are.... what level of gratefulness is this!? Those angels who never make mistakes are actually serving YOU (ebn adam el khatta2)..! Are you actually thinking about this in a profound manner?! What VALUE do you have so that GOD creates Angels to serve you and prophets to help you!? Do you realize what Value you have!?

And Yet in the end you think God is punishing you!? The medicine is sour..either endure it for an hour... or live with a deformative injury for the rest of your life..all we need is acceptance... endurance... patience... always trying to reach our "Best selves"

“I asked God for strength that I might achieve. I was made weak that I might learn humbly to obey. I asked for health that I might do greater things. I was given infirmity that I might do better things. I asked for riches that I might be happy. I was given poverty that I might be wise. I asked for power that I might have the praise of men. I was given weakness that I might feel the need of God. I asked for all things that I might enjoy life. I was given life that I might enjoy all things. I got nothing that I asked for, but everything I hoped for. Almost despite myself, my unspoken prayers were answered. I am, among all men, most richly blessed"

This note is a reminder for me.. whoever wants to find something fruitful about it, can do it and add to my pleasure.. whoever thinks i'm not making sense.. please just keep me fooled. I am enjoying the foolishness if it leads to God and some right answers.

I'm not a strict religious person... I don't care about the names, All I know is that God is in my heart.. forever and always.

God bless you all... May he bestows forgiveness upon you..and compassion.
Go to him, he is always waiting for you..

Inspired by my conversation with my lovely two friends, Amir and Mahmoud..

The Power of You!

2011-09-24T22:59:00.002+05:00

A producer told Elvis Presley after one performance; he’d better go drive the truck and never think of singing again! I won’t talk about Elvis… you know him! He is one of the best selling artists of all times!!

Steven Spielberg was rejected from California school of theater and film and television three times!!! He is currently known as one of the best movie directors in the world, and his name always means, a kick ass and one on-top-of the chart movie!

Van Gogh only sold one painting during his life.. Van Gogh to Van Gogh was a very normal person who is unable to be recognized, but he is Van Gogh to the world..!

Stephen King’s first book got 30 rejections! STEPHEN KING… you know!?

Einstein was thought to be handicapped mentally, slow and anti-social and was expelled from school and his mother taught him by herself. He won the Nobel prize and the whole world is after what he taught!!!

Galileo was said to be insane for believing that the earth rotates around the sun.. the church attacked him non-stop and considered him a non-believer!

Marylyn Monroe was told that she was so unattractive, a failure at acting.. by a producer and modeling agents told her she should be a secretary or something of that sort..! .. mmm Okay!

Thomas Edison was fired from his first two jobs and at school he was said to be too stupid to learn anything… and around a thousand unsuccessful attempts to invent the light bulb! Oh please!

Socrates was thought to be a corrupt youth.. whose ideas are immoral… and corrupt.. and he was sentenced to death and forced to poison himself for that matter, not only that but there is a few written records of his work.. am talking about Socrates here guys!

Walt Disney was fired from a newspaper he worked for because had no ideas and was said to be an unimaginative person.. lacking the creativity!!! He started many businesses and failed at them to the extent of bankruptcy … and I won’t say more!

Nobody Said that life is easy. No one claimed it’s a bed of roses and whoever really tries to convince you that it’s cute and sweet is someone living in denial! My words do not mean that life sucks…because it doesn’t either!!!

We are not the product of our lives by any means.. Our lives, how colorful or dark your life looks, is the product of “You” and “You” alone! Of course we don’t choose our circumstances, and we don’t choose our parents, we don’t choose to be born rich or poor, we don’t choose to be finding ourselves educated in the best schools or the nameless ones. We are all born with “Assets we have” and “Assets we miss”. None is completely responsible for his misfortunes and yet, none is completely off the hook!

Partially, we are the product of our parents, whatever they do in our early childhood is carved in our memories to some extent. We are the product of the surroundings; a person who lived in the slums is not like the one who lived in a palace. In each one of them there are certain attitudes instilled in them at their early stages, early enough to be emphasized on them and to become part of the subconscious minds, and how they behave consequently but not how they “Necessarily” behave.. and ill explain the difference now!

So we would think, normally, the kid born to a rich family, that goes to the best school and the best sport club is more inclined to become successful while the kid who is born in the street who doesn’t go to school or goes to a nameless one is – by every mean- failing! Right!? Now I will have to disagree.

There are NO absolutes in life. A kid who is born in the streets or born to a dysfunctional family is not necessarily going to fail, and a kid who is born to an amazing family is not necessarily going to reach anywhere! It ALLLLLL lies within. Of course at early stages in our lives we are not powerful or aware enough to decide how to choose a path for ourselves but later on, I – personally – hold us responsible for every decision and every choice! Even if our choices and decisions are backed up and only shaped by our – “possibly Disorientated” understanding of life, we still have the ability to decide upon anything we want to decide upon!!!

Abbas el Akkad studied only until the fifth primary only. Does Taha Hussein ring a bell!? It’s not about having the equipment, the money or the capability, it’s about how STRONG your will is, to reach the best with the least. We create what’s around us, not vice versa. Some people say, if I have this and that “like this person” I would have been able to do and be better! Well, again I disagree. A person is capable of making or breaking…a person is capable of looking at what others have to envy them and blame his misfortunes or just focus on what he has and create miracles out of it.

There are three types of people.

1– Someone who has nothing, neither education, money capability or anything but he decides to make EVERYTHING out of this.. he decided to move out of this hole of nothingness or pit and climb to get somewhere, where he feels he is of a huge value to himself and to others..! TOTAL Faith in GOD + self-belief = miracles ! Patience and perseverance, and enduring depressive others, insecure others, those who will bring down, and work hard on fighting this person’s will to “Create” something.

2- There is someone who is dull, stagnant and passive and with sluggish steps when it comes to his life. He leads an OKay life… with an OKay understanding of life.. with an OKay mood, with Okay money, with Okay Everything. He just chose to dwell in the comfort zone of the known stability and decided never to risk anything. This is a person who is VOID of the “Will-power” to change anything to the better!!! By the way, changing anything to the better requires sacrifices and huge risks. Nothing is just a piece of cake. Nothing renders security so sweet as exposure to alarms. God has intended us to feel some pain in the course of achieving anything else we wouldn’t feel immensely happy when we achieve. Reaching a target and the feeling we get when we reach our targets, is “WORTH” the pain of the process.. is “WORTH” the fear of the Risk!

3- There is a person who has everything… money, parents, family, education, a luxurious life.. but chooses to always complain… complain of life and how harsh it is, a person who chose to find someone or some circumstances to blame, I was always like this personally. My life wasn’t easy but I chose to remind myself of how horrible it is and it never got me anywhere other than the hospital! I used to ask God, this silly question that most of us ask “Oh Lord, Why me!”!? I have never found a more stupid question than this one! The moment I changed my attitude towards the misfortunes, everything changed, even the things I THOUGHT were “IMPOSSIBLE” to change.. have changed!! I later, have realized that every misfortune was just a way for God to thicken my skin and promote me to another level and make me more qualified to lead an even more sophisticated life with better understanding and stronger endurance!

Nothing affects a Human being. A human being was created to “make something out of nothing”. We were born with the raw material of everything, good and bad, gardens and forests, and we are the ones who managed to create something out of the RAW materials. A human being like you, was walking and when he looked at the moon he thought it’s possible for him to get up there and you know what? He did it! And you are here whining about your adversities!

I don’t believe in despair.. I don’t believe that life is harsher than us. In fact I have seen people harsher than anything on earth, animals or even nature.. ! We were harsh on ourselves not life.

What’s really bothering you about life?! What’s the harsher thing that could happen to you?!
1- losing your parents!? Losing your sons or daughters? Losing someone you loved?! Divorce!?

The solution is here -à strong faith in GOD and understanding that it was better for you, will hold you together. Your STRONG love to GOD is capable of compensating you emotionally if you show him “acceptance!” !!Do you think I reached this stage easily!? No, it took me a lot of rejection, tenacity and reluctance to reality, to reach where I am now; the total acceptance to everything. Sometimes we please ourselves at the expenses of God..which is the most horrible thing a person can do to himself before he does it to God.

I am not belittling the magnitude of losing someone we loved.. because it could change us forever deep inside and crack something, but it doesn’t mean we live in pain all our lives. The crack inside you is where the light of God comes in. Where there is strong faith in GOD, pain lessens naturally..

Do you have A GOD like ours and fear anything?! Don’t you just look up to him and ask anything freely!? Doesn’t he listen to you!? Isn’t he capable of relieving you!? Aren’t you aware enough of this?! What else do you want?! If you believe in GOD the way he believes in you, you’d see magic in your life. The tougher the hardships you go through, the stronger is God’s belief in you to act and pass through them like A WINNER. God knows exactly what you can endure.. (La Yokkalleff Allaho Nafsan ella Wes3aha). God wants to show you PRACTICALLY “What you are worth”!

2- Second harsher things à Are you poor!? Move your lazy ass and work…. Suffer and work, follow until you lead. Endure your manager, your master, tolerate their ups and downs, their depressive tones, their lack of faith in you.. be self-motivated. You don’t anyone to motivate you. Make GOD your only ENGINE. Wait until you get a grip of things and move on and never look back. And always remember you have to follow in order to lead.

3- If you don’t have a family -à Make one! You can always be nice to everyone and get the best out of everyone and gradually create a family of the people who like you and love you no matter how much or for how long. Don’t be over attached to people so that if they go away, you feel broken and don’t be too detached that they feel you’re not present. Keep it balanced.

4- If you blame life that you have never found a real true friend; learn to be one first. Be a TRUE friend to someone in order to find a true person to you. And learn never to expect anything from people, because whichever good treatment you give away, you give it for the sake of GOD not because you want anything in return. The moment you expect, you will always be disappointed. Don't be nice to others as much as you get from them! Because in this manner you will fail to be nice if they give you nothing in return!

5– If you married a man who turned your life upside down…
first – admit your mistake, because he didn’t do the mistakes alone. No one is totally responsible for your devastated life. SO ADMIT your mistake...you must have done something wrong, too!

Secondly – try to reach a solution if you couldn’t, talk to him, if you couldn’t, try to reach a middle ground. If you couldn’t then BREAK FREE!

Thirdly – If you have kids, that no one will be able to cover their expenses; then let me stop here.. for a while..

Did you admit your mistakes? Did you apologize to God!? Now do you believe in GOD?! If yes, then never fear that your kids will be lost. If you live by the intention that God is there for you and your kids, you will never accept a mediocre life. It’s never too late to fix your life.. it’s never too late to make a U TURN and start over .. and START correctly. This is not an advice for married people to get a divorce if things do not work out. It’s an advice to stop at the things that bother you and never leave them to accumulate to reach the dead end. 1 Endure, 2 – discuss it, 3 – find a solution, 4 try, 5 try, 6 try again. 7 Retry! 8 – Decide – the condition to decide is hanging by your STRONG belief that God will never forget you.

I’d rather advise people to get a divorce than to cheat on their spouses or to lead a dull stagnant boring life! Honesty is always the key! If you were honest with your spouse for the sake of GOD and they chose to be upset with your honesty then at least you know God is pleased. Never lose “both”.

6 – if you are not educated enough, seek education, read.. find ways to get educated in the manner you would have wished to be. It’s not about the name of the school or the university. It’s not about New York university or the Harvard PHD. It’s about YOU. You can be as good as a person who got the PHD from Harvard, if you want. Your character towards matters forces itself.. it’s not what you “have” it’s what you “Are”.

Don’t tell me there are reasons for you to be a desperate lost soul who is complaining non-stop. I used to complain too, I am the NOBODY yet, used to complain and when I figured out it doesn’t get me anywhere, I changed It the way I thought. I worked on myself, I refused the depressive reality and took very hard decisions that I would have never thought I would take! I changed my life dramatically!

I get angry a lot.. I throw a tantrum.. and I get sad but, if I only get sad for one month in the year, it’s ok with me. Anger is rejection… never be submissive and never succumb!

You are never aware what you are up to and what you can do until you refuse the comfortable zone of complaints or acceptance to the passivity that rules your life… or acceptance to let others no matter how close they are, rule your life!

No one should rule your life. No one should rule your emotions… it took me a lot of heartaches to reach this stage of detachment from anything and anyone that will bring me down. It took me a lot of losses, a lot of endurance to work managers that made me believe I am nothing and that I am no one.. it took me a lot of tears and painful nights.. lonely nights to understand that we are the makers of life and that our lives are not waiting for anyone to be set straight and that we should not wait for anyone’s opinion in what we do or what we are..!

You really have to think and be convinced deep inside you that’s it’s very important to reach your best self… and to reach out for God.. Because he loves you and is reaching out for you… Our life is not waiting for anyone… our life is waiting for total FAITH in GOD and a set of self-made decisions based on that faith… and between our faith and those set of decisions there are “our efforts”!

If life is a war, it’s your choice to come out a victim or a warrior. Both of them get injured by the way, but one looks at the injury forever, and someone searches for a new one to “get over”.. and teach others to get over them!

It’s your choice..

It’s not life .. it’s not others… it’s not circumstances… its You.
Believe in you. Wake up with the Faith.. in GOD and believe in yourself and believe that your life could be an example and it will be…. Before you set your life straight, be sure to fix any harm you have inflicted on anyone. Never fix your life at the expense of another person.. never do it. Start over, say sorry to those you hurt… have peace with everything… peace with everyone… smile to everyone from inside you.. may be my words are cheesy to you… but if cheesiness is kind to life, I’d rather be cheesy all my life.

If you are desperate – Hold on to God’s hand.
If you are depressed – Smile to God everyday and be sure he is smiling back.

If you are lost --- search for God and he will find you.
If you are Lonely --- God is your best company
If you are Sad --- make someone happy..
If you are incapable – pray God to teach you..

I don’t think anyone is missing anything… but we leave everything we have… and search for what we don’t have.

Count your blessings.. people and never give up!

I Don't Belong

2011-09-23T19:47:00.000+05:00

I Don't belong to any concept and I don't allow any concepts to control me. Everything is man-made and human beings have rarely been "right" so since whatever they defined is liable to change, I have decided to be free of concepts definitions and man-made beliefs. It makes you listen to everyone and welcome everything, and never argue against persuasion or argue to convince! It's ALOT OF PEACE!!! wana JOIN !? ;)

Awakening

2011-09-23T18:42:00.000+05:00

At times you think your world is collapsing, everyone is mean to you....every gate is closed...and every opportunity is knocked down! But with (faith) you'll get to understand that those who were mean, God had intended them to get out of your life & the gates that were closed were never good 4 your destination & the world you thought is collapsing, was actually another way for you to re-build on new basis..! Misfortunes are mostly the result of our wrong choices and misfortunes happen to teach us how to "refine" our choices! They slap hard for an "awakening"...not to "punish"!

NEVER

2011-09-23T17:34:00.000+05:00

Never allow any1 friend or not, lover or not, 2 stain your spirit! no one ever! I just learnt never to value anyone more than I value myself..because when you value people more than you value yourself, chances that most of them will take you for granted & make you feel valueless completely. & Stupidly you may think you really are valueless, when it's not true. UR responsible for this. Never allow any1 degrade you to how they perceive you! Be Yourself no matter what. Few in the world deserve "Selflessness"..few..

Belief

2011-09-23T17:27:00.000+05:00

I believe in "Belief"

2011-09-23T17:25:00.002+05:00

If he is a womanizer, don't be an energizer

Go Kneel!

2011-09-23T17:15:00.000+05:00

God gives you alot, not just eye sight but vision..not just the ability to talk but to influence with eloquence..not just the ability to walk but to Leap... not just the ability to sense but to feel & you use them all to go against his will & sometimes u're too arrogant to kneel to him but you expect him to stand for you & by you & he STILL DOES!!! How amazing God is!! How poor are you?! Go Pray.. kneel & Pray .. be loyal in giving & loving to God..& you will witness (MAGIC) in Ur life..He is the only that saves what you give to him for you

Diamond & Wood

2011-09-23T17:12:00.002+05:00

The Diamond can never turn into wood... and the dust of time, can never cover it's glory.. the diamond, remains a diamond

Silent Messages

2011-09-23T17:11:00.002+05:00

I will send you silent messages and they are usually the fastest to cross all the distances..

I wish

2011-09-23T17:08:00.002+05:00

I wish I could hold faults of the past put them in a bag and throw them in the sea and I wish I never find this bag ever again while I am sailing somewhere later in a different sea or ocean...I hope it just dies forever and never gets back .. or run into me... Just go away..go away ... leave me to my present..

It didn't make them lesser of Women

2011-09-23T17:06:00.001+05:00

in the past, it didn't make them lesser of women, when they didn't have Oil Of'ulay, Clarins, Nivea, Johnson Lotion, Loreal and all the anti-aging crap .... they were still women, nice and cute and sweet and sexy..! It doesn't mean you shouldn't take care of yourselves, but over doing it will have a temporary effect..no one can fight nature..it turns things upside down. Fighting age could be done by using a soul lotion. It's much better and it's guaranteed to prevent aging.

Stop Questioning!

2011-09-23T17:04:00.002+05:00

Don't question everything much, sometime the course of life and time and people offer you "free" answers without them even knowing that they are...! So Stop wondering why this one has changed, and questioning why this road has ended or why this one has left, why this has come.. why this is not a friend anymore and why this is not your passion...wait for the free answers..! Trust me on this ;)

YOU

2011-09-23T17:02:00.000+05:00

During your life journey, people will make you believe things about yourself that may not necessarily be true..most of the people see you through their own shades, which are very subjective and biased and "based on their limited understanding of things"! Never let anyone shape your belief of yourself..never let anyone limit your definitions of "YOU" to what they have learned. Shape your own belief of yourself and dont give a damn to others.

Decisions

2011-09-23T17:01:00.000+05:00

Decisions are not just life changing catalysts ... they are life testers...they shape the path .. refine the approach... and they could lead us to deviation unless we're shielding ourselves by God Almighty. So even if you made the wrong decision..with GOD you will never go Wrong..!

Magnetic-Like People

2011-09-23T16:56:00.001+05:00

Some people walk in space... and u just feel there is a magnetic field..around them...!!

God is The Rainbow

2011-09-23T16:52:00.002+05:00

God is this colorful rainbow... rising above the flood and the storm... and while you stare at it for a while... You'll forget anything and feel the colors are embracing you..

2011-09-23T16:51:00.002+05:00

Break your doubts and marry your dreams..

Love God

2011-09-23T16:48:00.002+05:00

Don't pray to God because you want something or because you fear him. Pray God because he loves you more than your parents, he gave you alot.. and still does.. he is there for you! Don't necessarily think it goes wrong because he is punishing you, God only tests your skills to promote you to another sophisticated level where you will be more qualified for the tasks you're assigned in life. LOVE GOD not by "words"...and see how your life will be set straight!

Hollow Righteousness

2011-09-23T16:33:00.002+05:00

A person who always sees himself "Right".. who doesn't ever admit he mistakes..who doesn't confront himself with the truth about his wrongness is one of two things "Arrogant" or "Stupid".

Losers

2011-09-23T15:06:00.000+05:00

Sometimes we question ourselves, how has it been too easy for someone to give us up completely & be ok about it! And U think of yourself & of how you felt strangled and unable to digest the idea of their loss! But I have my own explanation; if u're 1 of those who hardly gives up it's because U have the attitude of the winner...but losers are used to losses & have adapted to them, so giving u up won't be of any trouble..u're just another number in the crowd.. a cross on a chart..while you're own chart only has ticks and yes'es! You can't compare, so remain a winner even by their loss.

Questions & Answers

2011-09-23T14:15:00.002+05:00

I believe that Our lives raise questions and time answers them... And we are swinging between phases of confusion and relief ..

Too much Attention to "People"

2011-09-23T14:11:00.001+05:00

Someone that gives too much attention to what people think, What people like, what people judge, what people prefer, wear, say, act.. is someone who willingly, wastes his (own) life for the sake of those "people" who will criticize and make his life harder, in the end. When it comes to "You"... blind yourself to what others will think and do it your way, unless you'll harm sm1!

Stop Wondering

2011-09-19T16:13:00.000+05:00

سقوط

2011-09-17T21:23:00.002+05:00

كان في سقوطك المروع سقوطاً لكل ما كنت أعرفه عن نفسي قبلك .. و ها أنا الأن أعيد تعريف ذاتي بمفاهيم جديدة لم تعد تعرفني بها.....والفضل يعود ... لجرحك الجاحد .. خنجر برودك .. أنانيتك الحارقة ....تذكر أيها الرجل إن اهانة إمرأة أحبتك فيه إهانة لرجولتك أكثر ما فيه إهانة لكيانها ..فامفهوم الرجولة يحترم كل تفاصيل المرأة ...ضعفها قبل قوتها .. يأسها قبل املها .. يتحمل ألمها قبل أن

يشبع نفسه بحنانها ودفء

مشاعرها

تذكر أيها الرجل ... أن كل مرة كنت تهرب فيها من مواجة إمرأة أحبتك .. كنت تهرب فيها من رجولتك أكثر و أكثر .. !
تذكر أن المرأة الحقيقية لا تلتقط شيئاً أبداً قد سقط من نظرها ..
تذكر إنه مثلما بدأت أعيد ترتيب مفاهيمي كأمرأة أحبت بصدق .. أنه ينبعغي عليك أن تعيد ترتيب مفاهيم الرجولة فأنت تجهل عنها الكثير والكثير ..
تذكر كلامي أيها الرجل .. أقصد أيها الذكر .. و إن لم تتذكره الأن .. ستذكرك به
إمرأة غيري
.. تحب نفسها أكثر منك

تذكر أني كنت إمرأة و لم أكن أعرف أبداً انك مجرد ذكراً .. !

Yasmin Alaa.

Forward & Backward

2011-09-14T05:40:00.002+05:00

Don't consume yourself by what others think of you..it doesn't push you forward, in fact it pulls you back

Talking Silence

2011-09-14T05:23:00.001+05:00

Silence doesn't mean you don't talk..I talk alot, and say alot, and think alot.. but there too many matters, my heart is totally mute about..and my silence escapes through those too many words I lay down here every now and then.. or every five to ten minutes to be precise ;) ! Sometimes words are nothing but a mere manifestation of deep silence about matters that can no longer be put into words..! Does anyone agree with me? Do I make any sense..!

ليرُحل من يرحُل *

2011-09-11T23:30:00.000+05:00

ليرُحل من يرحُل *
لنُ ( تهدم ) الدنيآ ولن تغلٌق آبوآب آلسمًآء !!
ف آنآ ، لآ التفتُ آبدآ للورآء ,
فَ آلحب لآ يآتي ب آلُتوسل وآلرجآٌء ,
وغروًر من آمآمي ( زآدني ) كبريآء !
فآن كآن | وجودهم شيئآ .. فأن كرآمتُي آشيآء

Gandhi’s Top 10 Fundamentals for Changing the World

2011-09-11T20:20:00.000+05:00

1. Change
“You must be the change you want to see in the world.”
“As human beings, our greatness lies not so much in being able to remake the world – that is the myth of the atomic age – as in being able to remake ourselves.”

2. Control.
“Nobody can hurt me without my permission.”

3. Forgiveness
“The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong.”
“An eye for eye only ends up making the whole world blind.”

4. Action.
“An ounce of practice is worth more than tons of preaching.”

5. The present moment.
“I do not want to foresee the future. I am concerned with taking care of the present. God has given me no control over the moment following.”

6. Everyone is human.
“I claim to be a simple individual liable to err like any other fellow mortal. I own, however, that I have humility enough to confess my errors and to retrace my steps.”
“It is unwise to be too sure of one’s own wisdom. It is healthy to be reminded that the strongest might weaken and the wisest might err.”

7. Persist.
“First they ignore you, then they laugh at you, then they fight you, then you win.”

8. Goodness.
“I look only to the good qualities of men. Not being faultless myself, I won’t presume to probe into the faults of others.”
“I suppose leadership at one time meant muscles; but today it means getting along with people.”

9. Truth
“Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.”
“Always aim at complete harmony of thought and word and deed. Always aim at purifying your thoughts and everything will be well.”

10. Development.
“Constant development is the law of life, and a man who always tries to maintain his dogmas in order to appear consistent drives himself into a false position.”

The Logical Song

2011-09-08T04:15:00.000+05:00

The Logical Song - Supertramp

When I was young
It seemed that life was so wonderful
A miracle, oh it was beautiful, magical
And all the birds in the trees
Well they'd be singing so happily
Joyfully, playfully watching me

But then they send me away
To teach me how to be sensible
Logical, responsible, practical
And then they showed me a world
Where I could be so dependable
Clinical, intellectual, cynical

There are times when all the world's asleep
The questions run too deep for such a simple man
Won't you please, please tell me what we've learned?
I know it sounds absurd but please tell me who I am

I say, "Now what would you say for they calling you a radical
Liberal, fanatical, criminal?"
Won't you sign up your name? We'd like to feel you're
Acceptable, respectable, presentable, a vegetable
Oh, ch-ch-check it out yeah

At night when all the world's asleep
The questions run so deep for such a simple man
Won't you please, please tell me what we've learned?
I know it sounds absurd but please tell me who I am
Who I am, who I am, who I am

'Coz I'm feeling so illogical
D-d-digital
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Unbelievable
B-b-bloody marvelous

A Music List - Special Dedication ;)

2011-09-08T01:58:00.002+05:00

Your music list for tonite Tweeps!!! ;) Enjoy!

Manic Street preachers - A Song for a departure

exquisite bass guitar performance as it ends.... beyond exquisite!

Radiohead - Weird Fishes - by Tobias Stretch

Muse - time is running out

Andrew Bird - "Imitosis"

the beauty of the violin in this song is out of this world..

Incubus- Love hurts

Reamon -Supergirl

Manic Street Preachers - The Everlasting

Poor Misguided Fool - Starsailor

Everything Fades Away = Poets of the Fall

Greg Laswell - Comes and Goes

Chris Rea - Curse Of The Traveler -- The Voice of all the Voices..!

Hold on My heart – genius track ..genius feelings and words..

Here I stand and face the rain - A-ha

Journey -- Who's Crying Now

Anytime - Michael Schenker Group

The Frames – When you’re mind is made up

Destiny ( I can live on this one alone for days)

Gold – Spandeau Ballet (awesome version)

Sorry Little Sarah - Talking System

A Song For The Lovers – Richard Ashcroft

Umbrellas - The City Lights

Alanis Morissette - Crazy

Dido - Everything to lose

Keane - Sunshine

Angus and Julia stones – Draw your swords -- this song makes me speechless..literally!

Andrew Belle - In My Veins (Single) – his voice is charming!!! You will love this track. I love the part where he says (people say goodbye in their own special way)..

Adele - Set Fire to the Rain Lyrics

Take that - Another Crack in my heart

Bright Eyes - Shell Games

Danger Mouse & Daniele Luppi present Rome - Season's Trees (ft. Norah Jones) (listen to their album if you haven’t.. it’s pretty nice. Its my fav track).

Maxmillian Hecker – Summer days in bloom

Scattered Trees

Pink Martini- Clementine

Jazmine Sullivan - Bust Your Windows

To Build a Home - The Cinematic Orchestra

Jesse Cook- Fall At Your Feet

Asia- Feels Like Love

Robert Palmer- Mercy Mercy Me

Cock Robin - When Your Heart Is Weak

St. Vincent- These Days (DUMBO Session) – she is the most miserable person but the lyrics are well-written

Know How – King Of Convenience -- delicate ! (You and me alone; sheer simplicity)

Joan Baez - Diamonds and Rust joan to bob Dylan.. I love it!

مآ ههُو الأصَعب فِي نظرگ

2011-09-08T01:16:00.002+05:00

مآ ههُو الأصَعب فِي نظرگ ; أن تقوُل شيئاً و تتمنّى أنگ لمْ تقلھ , أمْ ان تصْمت و تتمنّى أنّگ قلتُھ ؟

REAL BLOOD CELLS!!!

2011-09-08T01:14:00.000+05:00

Image description: This photo of red blood cells was taken with a scanning electron micrograph.
Image courtesy of the Quantitative Light Imaging Laboratory at the University of Illinois at Urbana-Champaign. It is part of a research project funded by a National Science Foundation grant to study quantitative phase imaging of cells and tissues.

Half in Love and Half in Hate..

2011-09-05T01:38:00.001+05:00

This is a feeling that attacked me and has been attacking me for a while to write about the changes we all experience.

In the course of life we meet alot of people, some stay and some leave, and some carve their names in our hearts and some just run and slam the doors behind them and some create invincible scars in our souls! This is not a chestnut about a love story. This is about all kinds of people we meet, either friends, lovers, relatives, colleagues..etc... and also from all walks of life.

Everyone says that life is all about stages, and I said that life is train station, a train that keeps going back and forth .. unstoppable... whoever wants to get in will get and whoever will have to get out of it will do. And there are those who are waiting on the platform.. and there are those who join us in the journey until they reach their destination, and there are those who wave us good bye, while we remain in the train looking at them behind the windows with empty eyes.. saying good bye and wondering if we will ever see them again..but there is another passenger sitting next to you and he may open a subject with you or he may prefer to remain detached through out his journey (wiser choice). You will even think this passenger is grumpy and boring, but God knows how many times he has been broken into little pieces from initiating conversations and being forced to end them!

Everyone says nothing will stay the same... oh the very sentence that drives me nuts.. and makes me wonder... why does change of any kind has to be painful...!? Why does it cost you alot to experience a drastic or a gradual change?! Why change!?

I am wise enough to know that the "only constant thing about life is change", but I hate them..hate them HATE them from the bottom of my heart, because unless changes help us fly, they are not changes; they are painful transitions in which we demand alot of courage to get over..and alot of endurance not to be changed into worse people!

I must admit that It's becoming very tough for me to accommodate to changes as I grow up and yes although am relatively young, but my mind has aged a little faster than my heart and biological age! And yes it's hard to be flexible with changes as you go by, even-though you think you have matured enough and gotten used and perhaps adapted to gradual or sudden or unexpected changes, and you think you have developed the capability of adapting to them but fact of the matter is, NO, it's tough.. it's really hard for us to adapt as we grow up and grow older...! A good example to this is how our parents and grand parents mostly refuse new better houses and prefer their old little kitchens and chabby chairs in their old-looking living rooms! Yes changes are not easy, and it takes alot of patience, endurance, wisdom to understand the changes to be able to cope with them and pass peacefully through those horrible transitional periods!

It takes alot of tears and painful moments that seem like they will never ever end...

It takes GOD to remove those melancholic stages that you pass through sometimes, to accept that someone or somethings will never be the same again... will never be back again... and will never give you the morning phone call that resembles sunshine to you; to name a few!

I want to repeat that this is not about a love story, it's about LIFE at large... think outside the box. Notice the amount of changes that have been imposed on you, and the by-product of those changes that have in direct correlation affected your own personality as you moved on and ran on this platform un-noticing that there is alot of luggage that you are now carrying or perhaps; ran to catch the train to move on to another stage leaving everything at the previous station.

It's not easy to carry the luggage.. and it's not easy to give them up for some comfort, either! We want everything. It's in our genes. We want the ultimate comfort and less or absolutely NO exposure to alarms. But this will never happen "Jasmine".

Changes are manipulative in a scary manner.... notice what you feel when you go to a new place, move to another country or meet new people and fall in love with them, or get a new friend..! You don't notice the profound changes that happen to you?? You think you are the same person you were last year, or even last month, but what you don't know is that you are not the same, unless you are severely stupid and one of those who accepted to marginalize their emotions! Other than that, you will be different and it will be noticed every once in a while... !! If you stop to think about you and about the changes that your character has gone through..you will be surprised... Trust me you will be surprised, but stop for a while. You may be confusing people surrounding you... they thought they knew you but now they don't.. but yes they used to know you when you were X but now you are Z! That's because you haven't yet known your new definitions.. that only get more complex yet so simple.. (if you know what i mean)..!

And to perfectly describe my state of mind, I am half in love and half in hate.

Half in love and hate with the people who left me, we are all like this aren't we ? With those who hurt us and created scars in our souls..and paradoxically, am in love with their old images ,their original selves that I hooked up with, but in hate with the amount of pain they have inflicted upon me intentionally or unintentionally. I got the cognitive inconsistency .. turbulent enough swaying me between loving and hating them... love them fiercely and hating them vigorously too..! And when they cross my mind in a stream of memories ..I imagine myself watching those memories as they stream and I find myself reacting like a crazy clown, laughing, smiling frowning and pouting and crying or longing or dissenting and rejecting and refusing with utter reluctance. I name many people in this list ...and i am included in their lists as well!!!

I am equally half in love and half in hate with those who showed up in our lives to give us something beautiful but when their station arrived they had to go..! I am half in love with their beauty .. their kindness .. tenderness .. how they touched me and half in hate with the fact that will remain a fact, that they "LEFT" and may never come back.. like the ones who died.. or like the guy you meet accidentally in the street and passes the street next to you if you are afraid.. or like those who show up to help you do something and then go forever...or like the child that smiles at you and warms your heart for a minute or a couple of minutes !

Whether the one who left created a scar inside you oR planted a flower of hope.. fact remains a fact.. Those people Left and will not come back, unless you are lucky. However, I never realized am too sensitive towards that. How come with all the wisdom to understand that changes occur, i still do not accept them..losing a friend.. losing a lover ... losing a grandmum.. losing... .. Oh yes, i recognized how much I want everything to be ideal.. not just comfortable!? No, i want them Ideal! I realized how much I never give in to such losses.. Oh yes, I recognized that even if things must happen the way they happen, I will get in the way with extreme conviction that I can make them happen in an ideal manner than makes the change less painful to me...yes we struggle to avoid pain and we do crazy things, we cling like babies catching their mum's hand to feel secure..we shrug ..like little kids..and keep listening to the songs that says "everytime you go away you take a piece of me with you"...! no good for you people.. no good!

I think I am hurt. I lost a couple of dear friends in the past six months.. and got detached from a couple other friends too.. and things do not look the same.. and it's this transitional period that you will find yourself facing while you are forced to jump from off cliff to another or accept to adapt to or in the train from a platform to another...with the luggage or without.

Yes I think am refusing the pain... the melancholy.. i wish I could kill the people in my heart forever.. or kill their memories because no matter how life is filled with others who are ten times better, the person who passes in your life has been remarkable enough to be chosen by you to be given the permission to enter it, thus this person will always be irreplaceable. How we can we forget them?!

I am in love with them but in hate too.. why did they go?! Why despite of my wisdom, I refuse the fact that they go!? Why do we all cling to the past so strongly that we feel lost if we give it up?! Why can't we just be a bit loose with with our "previous" selves... and those "previous" selves that we have met?!

Forgetting someone is a big lie.... a very big lie...deception and illusion!

people just fade in the memory... may be the intensity of emotions gradually dissolve into the noise of the present and also dissolve in hopes for a better next moment, but the people we meet whether good or bad are never forgotten. I must stop preaching and advising others to forget the people who passed through the gates of their hearts and minds and left again through the same door ..

It's enough that pain develops into many several other emotions ... like disappointment, low mood, swinging emotions... the clown-face-syndrome... and in my case it could turn into hatred to all that has been related to this person ... yes, hatred is the amount of love in me frustrated.. Hatred is my weakness...... Hatred is weakness because I know am too weak to accept letting go and digest the wisdom that "LIFE will CHANGE" whether I like it or not.. !! So I transform all the love energy and the acceptance to the facts and wisdom of understanding changes into "Hatred" to everything that has to do with "either a person or a situation"... and I avoid and prevent and shun anything that has to do with what I can't reach. It's only the weakness and the inability that makes us hate or lets just not write "hate" as a sole concept ,but also "Avoiding", "running away"..."escaping"............. we escape, hate, run away and avoid and fire up and struggle to move on ..only because "WE REJECT SOMETHING" and yet "Can't do anything about it"...

I have always thought of myself as a very powerful strong person who is capable of facing anything with enough strength...and confront it bravely.. and reach the middle ground, the idealistic conclusion... but You know what?! It doesn't happen with everything... with some aspects in our lives, confrontations are the hardest ... especially in dealing with "changes"... and "comes-and-goes"..

It's like everyone that has left and everyone you left resembles an empty room with a box of treasures on a small carpet. And You keep locking this room .. and you pretend it's dusty, scary and boring, but in the end (FACE IT) you know and you are rest assured the moment you open this locked room, you will demise ... and collapse in a blink of an eye, because the room had so many people that now do not exist... and it has some people now that may not be here tomorrow..

So you keep holding their memories like a naiive kid trying to pack the air in a plastic bag!

But you can't pack the air.. and you can't conserve or reserve anyone...

and the only thing i am getting to learn is the fact that I am falling in love with "detachment"...a matter that will displease the people who love me... but you folks are still stupid, and you think i will last but i won't... and when I go, you would be writing a similar note.. but not about me alone, about all the ones that became as detached as I am becoming..

I used to curse detachment and indifferent people... the ones who used to kill me with their coldness while am firing up with emotions... but they were right.... they were tormented strongly enough to let go of anything and anyone at anytime and never look back... and some of them developed ENOUGH STRENGTH to throw people and things like they are throwing packs of cigarettes.

I learnt that Passion compassion and deep love should only be to Allah, our creator.. he is the One who deserves our strong love.. and Allah would never hurt us if you love him more.. Allah would only add to you, but human beings!? No, they never and will never be up to what you can give. So don't give much... don't waste yourself... because the "self" like anything can be wasted.. and the "amount of giving", you will run out of it. So Keep what you have for yourself... and never let anyone be strongly attached to you if you will go eventually!! .. OR go but go gradually.. don't be a killer.. don't traumatize someone. Learn how to be gradual in your detachment from others..!

I am currently growing up... it will help me become less dramatic, and unwavering towards the peace ... and Only With Allah.

This is not a note of despair... it's a note of great painful lesson... You never test the depth of your attachment to someone unless they go away.....but you will KNOW how to be detached when you figure out that they are leading a normal life... "they are detached and indifferent" and you are the STUPID one still whining and still dramatizing it... ! Why don't you just learn to be detached and indifferent to the passengers who come and go from different stations!?

If you think a passenger will miss his station for you, you are mistaken and still naiive and coy. I stopped believing in the forever..the forever love the forever together and the forever friends... this is bullshit.

Again am not frustrated.. am just growing up.. as if the doctor is stitching a wound in my brain while am awake. This is how I feel. Don't feel pity for me, feel pity for yourselves, and the emotions you have wasted over some people who have gotten detached like I will now and like you eventually should :)

I am half in love and half in hate with those who left.. and with those who will come and leave

and with My old and evolving self!

P.s: -- Whoever says life goes on.. is also stupid. Life doesn't go on... life struggles.. our present fights harshly with our pasts to move on. No!! NO, Life doesn't go on.. life doesn't move on... life is strangled between what has been and what is and what will be.. don't tell me life goes on.. don't be stupid. You don't have to be dramatic but just shut up and stop talking if you won't make sense.

Since when and the sentence "Life goes on" helped anyone feel comfortable?! I wonder..

It's been always said to me and, not for once I felt any comfortable.

I am approaching peace.. but the road to peace costs a very high price..

am not upset.. am in the process of detachment.. am loving less.. caring less.... getting more selfish.. loving myself more than I love you all.. because you will leave.. whether you want it or not, meant it or not... you will leave. I have to stop devoting myself to memories of those who left, passengers or VIP passengers..all the same! A normal passenger could touch your life and a VIP passenger could ruin your journey for a couple of hours. So I am sorry I won't love you as much as you need, because I am not interested in any more scars attached with your departure. Don't expect from me..I say this because I learnt the hard way never to expect..anything! Thank God I am already letting you know in advance. But no one has told me before! Or may be I refused to accept facts that weren't in my favor. We love blinding ourselves!

Don't make me love you.. don't strive to get my attention. Because even if you got it.. it wont last..better not let me hurt you when I leave too! (Am not talking about me in case you thought I am. I am mentioning a part that everyone will relate to, in a way or another)

Listen to the funniest jokes "The people always preach you to love from the bottom of your heart... and when you are hurt from anything, they tell you, why are you whining so much, forget it... move on..."

Then why why did you, silly you, ask us to love deeply from the beginning?! Please shut the duck up while our wounds get better. shut up! And cut us some slack here!

advice if you want to be a selfless giver a selfless lover, someone who loves deeply and is involved profoundly with others, do it.. but don't cry later on!!! If you want to achieve and become successful and not let equally profound scars hold you back and hinder you from seeing what you can do..., "detach"

Don't listen to the songs that say otherwise ... songs and movies are not but mere manifestation of how people strive to escape from the fact that they have to "detach".

Detach from your past, the good and the bad memories altogether.. ! Didn't you hear Morten harket when he said "The good memories hurt more than the bad ones do!"? So if they all hurt, why look back!?

Listen to Yoav when he says " And in a blink of an eye everything you ever knew will change.. and it's a beautiful lie if you think that everything will always be the same".

Be passionate about yourself.. about a hobby... be passionate about work... as much as you will give your job, it will give you back, as much as you will give your hobby, your sport, it will give you back....give anything that will not go away..

definitely not people! Give your name..give your soul.. enrich yourself and yourself only..! When you do, others may feel enriched by you and you may influence others..but without getting involved..!

Don't worry I will love you.. not with my full capability but "deep enough" to keep warm... and shallow enough to keep me safe.

لِمَ البُكاء , ؟

مادام الذين يذهبون يأخذون دائماً مساحة منّا ,

دون أن يدركوا , هناك حيث هم ,

أننا موتاً بعد آخر ,

نُصبح أولى منهم بـ الرثا

يأسك وصبرك بين ايديك وانت حر

تيأس ما تيأس الحياة راح تمر

انا دوقت مندا ودقت مندا

عجبي لاقيت اليأس مر

وبرضك الصبر مر......

I hate it but I have to change..

I have to..!

So as not to read those poems and feel but "nothing".... indifference and laughter, too! Be a thinker.. the world is a comedy for those who think and a tragedy for those who feel!

Attach to God and detach from everything else..

فمنذ رحت.. و عندي عقدة المطر

2011-09-04T02:53:00.001+05:00

أخاف أن تمطر الدنيا، و لست معي

فمنذ رحت.. و عندي عقدة المطر
كان الشتاء يغطيني بمعطفه
فلا أفكر في برد و لا ضجر
و كانت الريح تعوي خلف نافذتي
فتهمسين: تمسك ها هنا شعري
و الآن أجلس .. و الأمطار تجلدني
على ذراعي. على وجهي. على ظهري
فمن يدافع عني.. يا مسافرة
مثل اليمامة، بين العين و البصر
وكيف أمحوك من أوراق ذاكرتي
و أنت في القلب مثل النقش في الحجر
أنا أحبك يا من تسكنين دمي
إن كنت في الصين، أو كنت في القمر
ففيك شيء من المجهول أدخله
و فيك شيء من التاريخ و القدر
نزار قباني

اتدرى ??

2011-09-04T00:57:00.001+05:00

اتدرى احن واجمل حضن فى الوجود
حين تحضن الارض وانت ساجد للودود

الله قدر الأرزاق

2011-09-04T00:38:00.000+05:00

قرأت في تسعين موضعا من القرآن

أن الله قدر الأرزاق و ضمنها لخلقه

وقرأت في موضع واحد

الشيطان يعدكم الفقر

…شككنا في قول الصادق في تسعين موضعاً

صدقنا قول الكاذب في موضع واحد

الحسن البصري *

لنكُن أرواحاً راقيـة

2011-09-03T22:46:00.003+05:00

لنكُن أرواحاً راقيـة
تتسامى عن سفاسِف الأمور وعن كُل مايخدِشُ نقاءنـا
نحترِم ذاتنـَا وَنحترم الغَيْر ..
عِندما نتحدثْ نتحَدثْ بِـعمْق
نطلب بأدب ..
…ونشكر بذوْق ..
ونعتذِر بِصدق ..
نترفّع عن التفاهات والقِيل والقـَالْ ..
نُحِبْ بصمت وَنغَضب بصَمْت
وإنْ أردنـا الرحيل .. نَرحل بصَمْت

God Almighty Vs. Despair - # 2

2011-09-03T03:10:00.002+05:00

God is amazing... God is sensational... God is great, all knowing and omniscient ... God listens to you without speaking, and feels you in your silence and loves it when you go and complain to him... and he always has the solutions... he always has them even if you think you are trapped...!

You are only trapped in your troubles when you don't resort to God. Once you go to God, all your problems end even if they don't seem to end. Just be Patient.

Unlocking my own chains..

2011-09-01T17:33:00.002+05:00

Today I set myself free... of all the strangling emotions, the suffocating spheres, the devotion.. the tight bonds, the real things, the questionable, and the worrying, the tight shoes...I'll run with bare feet and jump to the highest I can reach, i have nothing and no one around me and I want no one by myself. I am free..It's time for some madness... and wonders... am cutting all those ropes of the past... erasing stains in my memory... healing the poisonous gifts of fake love that others have presented me...! I'll never fear the broken roads, I'll rather plant a flower to let them all know I walked on it before and left a mark on it. I set myself free... come only if you wana fly with me... but I won't follow you and you don't have to follow me, for in a blink of a cloud, I know because i learnt exactly how to change directions..

Real Friendship...!

2011-09-01T17:04:00.000+05:00

Problems between friends are nothing more than tests to how strongly bonded they are... Friendship doesn't end in a problem.. or two or ten million problems. Friendship .. real true one, never ends no matter how wrong we go, how far the distances exist between us.. no matter how shit happens in the middle, no matter how emotional gaps could occur in a moment of emptiness ... no matter what or how or when, real friendship never ends.

We humans are capable of Greatness...!

2011-09-01T16:24:00.000+05:00

One of the most inspirational speeches ever...

كما تدين تدان

2011-09-01T16:11:00.000+05:00

ابحث عنها ...

المرأة التي فقدت الثقة في رجال مثلك ...

ابحت عنها .. حاول أن تصلح ما قد أفسده غيرك ..

والذي ربما قد تكون أفسدته أنت في إمرأةً مثلها ....

ابحث عنها في مواني النسيان ...

حاول أن تذكرها بألوان قوس قزح .. بعدما أعماها البكاء على رجل مثلك ...

أمد يداك لها .. حتى ترى ما قد أظلمته أنت لمرأةً مثلها ...

ابحث عنها ... احتضنها .... تحملها ... داوي فيها آلام المرأة الأخرى ..

ابحث عنها .. أعيد لها أمان قد انتزعه رجلاً مثلك..... و أصلح فيها جرم قد ارتكبته أنت في روح إمرأة مثلها ...

ابحث عنها .. و أفعل ما شئت .. فكما تدين تدان ..

ربما يكون في بعض الالأم رحمة ..

2011-09-01T02:26:00.001+05:00

رحمني الله عندما نزع مني حب زائف ..

رحمني عندما جعلني لا اتمناك مرة أخرى

عندما شوهت أنت صورتك في عيني بيداك ..

كم من رحمة في هذا الأم

Jasmine..

ضبطت نفسي متلبسة بحبك

2011-09-01T02:01:00.003+05:00

ضبطت نفسي متلبسة بحبك

مثل لصة صغيرة

تسرق رغيف حنان ..

***

وسط موقد الحمى

رأيت جنوني بك يتلهب

و انتظاري لهبوب رياحك

لا ينتهي ..

***

ضبطت نفسي متلبسة بالهذيان

أمام الأقمار الاصطناعية

ووهم حضورك ..

بينما كنت أنت مشغولا

بقطف رأس امرأة أخرى ..

لم أشعر بالغيرة

بقدر ما وعيت عظمة حماقتي !

غادة السمان

21/1/1985

Decisions

2011-08-25T17:44:00.000+05:00

The decisions we make have two tough parts --- first "deciding" and second "enduring the decision".

Yasmin

Your Experience!

2011-08-25T17:28:00.004+05:00

You can't use your experience as a reference for others .. because no one is like another.. we come from different backgrounds, with different genes & circumstances! Our situations might look the same, but "We" are different. You can't use your dad's experience in Ur own situation/ordeal. Factors surrounding the "seemingly-alike" situation R various. So when you give advice, give advice on common situations with same patterns (10%) .. not on unique different ones (90%).

In the end people ask for advice but not because they will follow it, they just want someone to agree with them or voice out the paralyzed thoughts in their minds.. ! No one ever listens to advice we are meant to want to do what we want to do ..

The people who heed blindly, are normally people with no powerful character... ! Advice in so many cases is some kind of a recommendation on what you could do but not necessarily what you "have" to do. I don't believe in standard thinking and I don't believe in must do and must not do.. Everyone is free to think and act the way that suits him the most.

Someone finds the same obstacle, and removes it, someone jumps, someone kicks it, someone breaks it, someone stands on it, someone cries... ! in the end we all pass it but differently even-though the wise man could have asked you to just remove the obstacle with one hand... but we LOVE to act in the manner that SUITS us and SUITS us alone..and we never learn unless we act our way, or act in someone else's way but with full conviction.

لن تسلم من كلام الناس

2011-08-24T18:29:00.001+05:00

جـــلــس رجــل فــى زاويــة الــمــطـعــم وبـيـده ورقة وقلم
الــعــجــوز … ظنت انه يكتب رساله لأمه والمراهقه … ظنت انه يكتب رساله لحبيبته
الطفل … ظنه يرسم التاجر … ظن انه يتدبر صفقه ..الموظف … ظن انه يحصى ديونه ....كل شخص يفسر تصرفات الاخرين من ” زاوية اهتماماته “ وكل شخص يرى الناس ” بعين طبعه ” فلا تظلموا احد “ افعل ما انت مقتنع به … لانك لن تسلم من كلام الناس على اية حال..

It's not like you think it is.

2011-08-24T17:55:00.002+05:00

Every thought I write doesn't mean it's a situation am facing or my own personal experiences, as you see am too connected with people, observant and I relate to what others feel even if I wasn't exposed to the same situations.. so Am not everything I write to you... I am inspired by everyone around me. So Please stop judging me from what I write its not always "me" and stop thinking that you know me "too well".. although i don't mind that you do unless you "misuse" this.

From Within.

2011-08-24T17:47:00.000+05:00

The change really comes from within you people... not from someone's word to you, not an inspirational quote or a video or a movie or an advice.. you listen to the outside voice until it becomes the voice from inside.. and unless it becomes the voice inside you that guides you, you will always be confused between what you want and what others ask you to do! Harmonize those messages, the outside and the inside to move on smoothly and change to the better!!

Lonliness is a Choice

2011-08-24T17:24:00.000+05:00

Loneliness is a choice, not a destination, despite how much we complain of it, loneliness doesn't really exist. It's a state of mind. Every1 is lonely in a way or another in his thoughts or feelings, therefore, no1 is lonely. But all human beings r meant 2 share parts of them & isolate other parts..(which is the part tht feels lonely). But u can choose 2 always b connected with people if u want..& if it got too dark, go sit with an Orphan..& u will know tht u r not lonely or alone.

Besides, who has GOD, and feels alone?!

Mercedes Brilliant AD!

2011-08-24T14:59:00.001+05:00

Left Brain

I am the left brain.
I am scientist. A mathematician.
I love the familiar. I categorize. I am accurate. Linear
... ...Analytical. Strategic. I am practical.
Always in control. A master of words and Lnaguage.
Realistic. I calculate equations and play with numbers.
I am order. I am Logic.
I know exactly who I am.

Right Brain

I am the right brain.
I am creativity. A free spirit. I am passion.
Yearning. Sensuality. I am the sound of roaring laughter.
I am taste. The feeling of sand beneath bare feet.
I am movement. Vivid colors.
I am the urge to paint on an empty canvas.
I am boundless imagination. Art. Poetry. I sense. I feel.
I am everything I wanted to be

Karma

2011-08-23T16:52:00.001+05:00

I beg you people to remember this photo loooooooooooooooooooooll

Watch your own Steps!

2011-08-23T15:50:00.002+05:00

As you walk on your road, I'd advise you to rather watch your own steps than to focus on others'... because while you focus on them to see how far they have progressed and compare yourself to them, you stumble and they come ahead of you! Keep yourself busy with your own steps.. as if you are driving a race car!

إنت كُل حاجه بتحلم بيها .. إنت أملك الوحيد

2011-08-23T15:37:00.000+05:00

إنت كُل حاجه بتحلم بيها .. إنت أملك الوحيد
وكُل حاجه بتدّور عليها .. جوا منك بالتأكيد !
إفرد جناحك وطير في الهوا .. سقفك بعيد فوق في السما

I believe every word in this song ... every single word..

A River Running in Heaven!

2011-08-23T15:13:00.000+05:00

Have you seen this river before?! I came across this divine piece of art on the internet today. It is said to be the most beautiful river in the world. It's Cristallis. In Colombia near Makaraena City, in South America..

Yes You WILL WANT IT !!! Yes You Will!

2011-08-23T09:05:00.000+05:00

Feel free to "Watch" and "Fall in Love"... and Long for it... but don't keep staring, go and work harder!

OUCH...

Loved the advert... loved the idea... the simplicity .. the elegance... how classy.. glorious... and how "SMART"!

Real Advertising is applied here... AIDA formula at it's best

Before you Criticize - Think Twice!

2011-08-23T08:58:00.000+05:00

Next time you criticize an action, a situation or a person, be sure that in the very same moment you criticized you opened the door to falling into the same action, facing the same situation or acting like that other person you criticized. So next time, "an advice to my lovely friends" -- Don't judge if you don't know how it feels on the other side of the fence.. ! You won't feel/relate to anyone, unless you're in his/her shoes..! Whatever you criticize, you attract to your life.

before you blow the balloon, make sure it doesn't deafen you..

Silence

2011-08-23T08:39:00.000+05:00

Silence is my favorite language.. and it's the only language that everyone will understand in his/her own manner.. it could be misunderstood...but never misused or misjudged.. and it never makes a fool of you.. and chances of regret are lesser compared to saying silly words that you can't get back..!

Winning

2011-08-23T08:35:00.002+05:00

Winning is not everything. It is the only thing!!!
No one has to lose if he or she doesn't win! The mind-set should be "Win and only win".

Social Media is Sky-Rocketing !

2011-08-23T07:57:00.001+05:00

I won't talk much about social media networks and how far they are growing... Ill mention the numbers and they will speak of themselves!!!

SOCIAL MEDIA FACTS:

695 MILLION - Number of Facebook users.
148+ MILLION - Number of Linkedin users.
140 MILLION - Number of tweets created each day.
2.5 BILLION - Number of visits Facebook, Twitter and LinkedIn together received in one month alone.
164 MILLION - Number of active blogs.
335+ THOUSAND - of members of the LinkedIn eMarketing Association Group.

Got this information from Linkedin -

on the 22nd of August!

كان زمان - Part One.

2011-08-22T15:42:00.002+05:00

الأغاني العربي القديمة دي ليها مكانة كدة و مود و إحساس مختلف في كل حاجة .. بسيطة و بتقول كل الكلام و بتوصف الإحساس بمنتهى السهولة ده غير عبقرية الألحان ..و نقاء الأصوات و إختيار الكلمات ... والرقي في الأداء ..و الواحد بيحس مع كل أغنية إنه عايش في مكان جميل و وقت فيه سلام .. حتى لو مدة الأغنية بس .. ! فكرت أعمل قائمة كدة بأكثر الأغاني إلي أنا بحبها .. عشان لما أحب أهرب من الحروب اليومية إللي بنعيش فيها أجي أسمع وانعزل...

click on the songs name to listen ..

محمد عبد الوهاب هان الود

هو افتكرني عشان ينساني ...

سيد درويش أنا هويت

ما دمت أنا بهجره ..بهجره ارتضيت ..

محمد عبد المطلب - يا اهل المحبه

يا أهل المحبة .. ادوني حبة من سعدكم

القريب منك بعيد- نجاة الصغيرة

القريب منك بعيد والبعيد عنك قريب

يالي أمر من بعدك لقاك ..

يالي أمر من هجرك رضاك ..

يا غربتي ونت بعيد عني

يا غربتي وانت قريب مني

محمد عبد الوهاب عاشق الروح

وهبت وجودي عشان عمري ما عشت لوجودي ..

محمد فوزي - طير بينا يا قلبي

ده حبيبي معايا ما تسألنيش رايحين على فين !

كارم محمود - أمانه عليك

يهون العمر عل مشتاق و ساعة القرب ما تهونش

فريد الاطرش قلبي و مفتاحة

كان حبك شمع في يوم عيدي

و طفاه الدمع و تنهيدي

مكسوفة منك شادية

قولها بدالي .. !

سعد عبد الوهاب - قلبي القاسي

مالي بيه و ماله .. حلو يا جماله ..

هو بيشغلني ولا بيحيلني ولا بيبيادلني نظرتي و ظني

ولا حالي حاله .. حرتي ماقسوماله ..

ليلى مراد - ليه خلتنى احبك

اه يا اسمراني-شادية

محرم فؤاد - رمش عينه

محمد قنديل ياحلو صبح ياحلو طل

مكتوب علي أبص لفوق .. واجيب لقلبي شوق على شوق

محمد رشدي - طاير علينا يا هوى

على رمش عيونها - وديع الصافي

محمد عبد المطلب - ما بيسـألش عليـا أبــداً

صباح - عاشقه وغلبانه

انا والعذاب وهواك - محمد عبد الوهاب

بين شطين و مية

وردة لولا الملامه

و كفاية عمري إلي إنقضى وانا بخاف من الملامة و أهل الملامة

يا خلي القلب - عبد الحليم

لو في قلبك قد قلبي حب ..

لو بتقوي النار نهارك

لو بتسهر زي ليلي ..

لو صحيح بتحب ..

كنا نحضن حبنا و نبعد عن كل العيون

كنا نمشي ألف ليلة و ليلة

لما نوصل نجمة ملهاش أي جار

ولا نسكن لؤلؤة في أبعد بحار ..

النداهة - ليلى جمال ..

ناداني من يميني و لسة بيناديني .. بيقولي حصليني على بلد العجايب

ورده - ليالينا

بليغ حمدي الإبداع

و قلنا .. نرسي ... نرسي على مينا .. !

بكرا تعرف-فايزه احمد

بكرا تعرف لما ينسانا الزمان

موعود - عبد الحليم حافظ

ولا بتهدى ولا بترتاح في يوم يا قلب

ماتفوتنيش انا وحدي

و يبقى الحب تايه مش عارف احنا فين

زي المركب ما تبقى محتارة بن شطين

.. لكن لأمتى يا عمري امتى

.. نبقى حبايب و مش حبايب ..

على عودى رياض السنباطى

و لما الدنيا ترميلي سلاح الشوق و تحكيلي

راية الفكر بتجيلي على الأوطار .. تغنيلي

أسيب الناس في دونيتهم ..

واخدني أنا ليه و الحاني

و أبات سهران في حيرتهم ..

أنا والعود و وجداني

سعاد حسني بانو بانو

و عصير العنب العنابي العنابي .. نقطة ورى نقطة يا عذابي يا عذابي ..

يكشفلي حبايبي و أصحابي .. يوحدني وأنا في عز شبابي ..

والقلب على الحب يشابي والحب بعيد عن أوطانه ..

الرصاصه لا تزال في جيبي - عمر خورشيد

عمر خورشيد مصر ما جابتش زيه تاني ..

أم كلثوم - عمر خورشيد - دارت الأيام

ده أكتر و أحلى جزء بحبه من كل أغاني أم كلثوم .. المزيكة فيها إبداع مش طبيعي .. و سبقوا عصرهم بالمزيكا و جيتار عمر خورشيد .. عالمي

وصفولي الصبر .. لقيته خيال و كلام فالحب .. يدوب يدوب ينقال .. !

أهرب من قلبي أروح على فين !؟ ليالينا الحلوة في كل مكان

A Beautiful Thought.. !

2011-08-22T15:38:00.000+05:00

People are often unreasonable and self-centered. Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of ulterior motives. Be kind anyway.
If you are honest, people may cheat you. Be honest anyway.
If you find happiness, people may be jealous. Be happy anyway.
The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have and it may never be enough. Give your best anyway.For you see, in the end, it is between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway. - Mother Teresa

The Good Teacher...!

2011-08-22T15:33:00.002+05:00

This is a bit of a relatively lengthy note of a small story out of which a great lesson is learned. I will try to be as simple as possible. I'll think out loud with you. and tell you a real story.

At school, I used to hate mathematics. Never really enjoyed solving problems or working on reaching their ends. Never even found any kind of fun in that..in fact, I never really found any use of the problems, I usually said "what kind of a subject is that!" Why am i stuck with numbers and equations..this is bullshit! I never really tried to understand why math is important. I wished back then to cut all mathematics books and forget that it existed.

I kept creating some mental barriers that those equations are nothing but "Problems" in a subject that doesn't make any bloody sense. I was such an angry kid-teenager when it came to anything that has "Math". And Until now, i hate numbers (btw).

Always failed at math. I used to get the worst marks in math. I kept convincing myself over and over that math is not my thing, and that I'll never be good at it..hence, I'll never succeed or succeed with good grades.

But is Math is the problem!? No. It was me. Of course by that time, as a young naiive kid, I wasn't aware enough of the fact that I kept building fences and fences between me and the Mathematical problems/equations, and convinced myself of failing willingly, instead of finding any way to succeed (which is simply to lift the mental block I've created and confirmed on).

Moreover; some math teachers never explained the techniques of problem-solving in advance. By that time I said to myself "Why are they being such a pain in the ass?". Not only that, but I hated them; I hated how much I had to go through the mental ordeals for 10 minutes of being stuck with a problem while they could have told us how to use the techniques in advance..! Bottom-line; I constantly dropped math classes. I used to sit like a zombie; waiting for the damn class to end.. I couldn't care less about asking ... I even lost interest (what a serious - determined loser I was) LOOOL

However; I figured out that I learned the most from those specific teachers I hated (the ones who never gave us the techniques in advance); they simply never gave us ready made answers for three reasons

1- They believed I could be such a genius who could figure out a solution or even a much more creative one than the

standard.

2- When I failed to find the solution in my own way; struggling to find the solution had two effective advantages on me: a- It made my mind so eager to know the correct solution/technique b- once I got the right technique of solving the equation/problem; I never forget it...because the solution technique came on the time when I was mentally EAGER and ready to receive it --- to end my dilemma so digesting it was faster and forgetting it was impossible.. because everytime I faced similar problems/equations I remembered the dilemma, and my inner feeling to fight the dilemma of the equation made me always remember the solution.

3- The teacher determined If I was prepared to move on to the next level in my mathematics course or not.

here is an interruption- (another example)

I had the same feelings with another teacher. I learned graphic design. The teacher usually asked us to design something which actually demanded tools that we never even knew of. So; I said -- whats that gibberish?! Why is that silly man asking us to design something that we don't even know how to make!?

Answers: He only wanted us to dig a bit deeper to know how to do it on our own before he could offer help.

He also saw the progress of us in the class when we struggled first then knew the tools.

How I benefited from this!?

Actually; ever-since; I found out that I learned faster and better with this teaching approach; they became my favorite teachers. I only got better marks with this teaching approach that I once thought of to be (silly and tormenting)!

I also figured out how we usually take ready-made answers for granted and how we never remember them because easy answers are easily forgotten...and that only with the only way I improved was proved to happen only when I struggled first with the "Equation/the design" or whatever it is.

How this reflected later on in my academic life?!

In thanaweya Ama; I took math..I was scared that it will be the subject that will actually lead me to "the faculty of losers"

It was such a hard decision but I had to take math; but with my self-motivating sense of reaching the University I need; I started to think that Math could be a life-changing incident. I either go to the faculty of losers or the faculty I wanted.

So I thought it's worth the effort; if I'll have to spend sometime suffering with one equation for half an hour to get the technique correctly than to join the faculty of losers because I wanted ready-made answers. I took it seriously. It's me or mathematics !

Math since then became one of the MOST enjoyable subjects for me; in fact; I found a refugee in solving the equations and escaping other subjects for a while. Math became like a game - even if it was just for one year - but I realized that if it wasn't through the torment, I wouldn't have gotten such a good grade ..I loved challenging myself and never backed down before I could make it to a higher level and a more complicated equation... and because of Math; a couple of marks pushed me to the faculty I wanted to join ... This is a real story; I actually got 50/50 in Thanaweya Amma in Math! It was the main subject that has boosted my GPA big time!

We couldn't have passed at school from one stage to another except by going through some mental/emotional ordeals to be able to take the responsibility of an even more sophisticated level..or else we could have just accepted to remain stuck in primary one with the teacher who gave us ready made answers and never helped us find our inner power; strength or sense of creativity or full ability to solve the problems alone. In short; to qualify us for higher stages.

This was a simple example..but this applies to everything in our life. God is the greatest teacher. God doesn't give you the answers ahead; else; why would there be a "question!"? Learning doesn't take place except when there are questions! We never really learn except when our minds wander and wonder and create questions..and even complicate them on ourselves; and the moment our minds get worn-out; the answers appear either through (conditions/situations/people or even " mere words") like an arrow to the (heart of the mind). We never forget them by then!! You would be amazed how far you learned but never really noticed that what you learned have already become part of your "new personality" and this "new personality" dealt with (what was once a problem in primary one) like it wasn't even a problem.

We really never notice how we evolve and how yesterday's ordeals (equations) became so easy now and rather unnoticed, because solving them has become such an easy game - thanks to the tough teacher who was seemingly tough but was nobly helpful!

We could never notice that we grow up unless we face (more sophisticated equations) -- they tell you (Hellowww..you're about to be promoted)!...and it goes on and on and on..because you can't move to the next stage except when there is an exam to qualify you to bigger responsibilities.. and bigger events... bigger duties and more people! Or let's just keep whining and remaining in primary one. You either choose to struggle a bit or just don't go to school in the first place.

I was inspired by so many events to write this. I hope it could be of any use. I mainly wanted to think out loud. but I would be happier if it could touch anyone; especially some dear friends that i care about so much.

Jess.

The Ant Philosophy - I love it!

2011-08-22T15:32:00.000+05:00

"Ants never quit. That's a good philosophy. If they're headed somewhere and you try to stop them, they'll look for another way. They'll climb over. They'll climb under. They'll climb around. They keep looking for another way. What a neat philosophy-to never quit looking for a way to get where you're supposed to go." - Jim Rohn, The Ant Philosophy

وصفة النسيان ..

2011-08-20T05:36:00.003+05:00

وصفة النسيان ..

خليط من اليأس والحرمان ..

تسرب الشعور بالأمان ..

فراغ موحش يملأ القلب دون إستئزان

صراع بين ماضي و حاضر يرحل بكثير من الآلام

عقل يحاول أن يغفل .. عيون تنام ولا تنام ..

ذاكرة تتمسك بالماضي .. تحارب مستقبل مجهول ..

جروح تترجى الإندمال ..

شموع تحترق .. دموع تجف ..

هجوم بربري لوجوه لم يعد لها ملامح ..

ملامح لم يعد لها وجود ..

شوارع فارغة ..

مشاهد مشوشة

شوق آبي.. عاجز ..

خطوات بطيئة مترددة

ظلال بلا أشخاص

طاولة نجلس عليها بمفردنا

عطور تبخرت كالدخان ..

صقيع النيران

ضجيج الصمت الذي يسكن وحدة الليالي ..

ظمأ الأيام ..

ضوء القمر في الخلاء

حنين .. و حنان .. لم يعد له مكان ..

أيشفينا النسيان من الأوهام .. أم يقتل بدخلنا الأمل !؟

النسيان هو الشبح الوحيد الذي نراه في وضح النهار ..

لم أكن أعرف أن الأصعب من فراق الأحباب هو تحمل نسيانهم ..

النسيان رماد جزء من الذاكرة .. لا تذريه أي رياح تغيير ..

Jasmine Aladdin ..

Hope is God..and God is Hope..

2011-08-17T15:03:00.000+05:00

Hope is your only way out... never lose hope in what you can do or what you can be or how far you can reach ...

العطاء

2011-08-16T13:56:00.003+05:00

يأتي الحزن أحياناً عندما تكون قدرتك على العطاء لا يكاد يشعر بها أحد لأنها أقل من قدرة استيعابهم.. فا تشعر انك لا تجد من يفهمك..و انك تعيش بين أحجار و ليس بشر ..و فالأساس ..قدرتك محدودة..وعطاءك بداخلك أكتر...غير ملحوظ

كا قطرة ماء في محيط...قطرة الماء هي قدرتك على العطاء وربما تكون كل ما لديك من عطاء...لكنها..قطرة..في محيط بعض الاخرين..

لاكن لا تشعر بالألم إذا كانت قدرتك على العطاء تفوق قدرة إستيعاب الاخرين لها..فإن كان عطاءك زائد على من كان استيعابه محدود..ستعتقد انك تفقد كثيراً من العطاء وتلوم من لا يستطيع تحمله وتظن أنه يهدره في حين أن قدرته محدودة..

فهل تستطيع ان تملأ كل ماء إلمطر في كأس صغير

بدلاً من أن تلومه ..ستشفق عليه و تحاول التحكم في عطاءك بالقدر الذي يدركه.. !

و تجد من لا يعرف العطاء (أصلاً)..ابكي عليه...فلا يعرف لماذا يعيش

قد تكون أنت واحد من هؤلاء..وقد تكون إثنين منهم ..أو كلهم..

في عيون الاخرين قد تكون كثير العطاء...قليل إلعطاء ....أو عديم العطاء..

و لاكن الأهم...هو أن تعرف ...من أنت..(فعلاً)..

by Jasmine Aladdin on Tuesday, 23 November 2010 at 02:32

إذهب

2011-08-12T06:58:00.006+05:00

أئسف ..لن يعد لك مكان بقلبي ..

لن أعد أغذي أنانيتك

لن أكون محرابك ..

لن أكون ضحية غرورك ....

لن اركض وراء هروبك ..

لن أمشي في ظلالك ..

لن تحيا بموتي ..

لن اكتب عنك سطراً في مذكراتي

لن اري بعينك ..

لن انتظر صمتك

لن أسمع دوي رحيلك مرة أخرى ..

لن تكون جزءًا من عالمي ..

لن تنام على سهري ..

لن ترتاح مطمئناً أني بجانبك مهما حدث ..

لن تجدني ...

لن أحلم بأوهامك
لن تحرق أحلامي ببرودك ..
لن تغلق قلبي باحساسك المشوهة ..
لن أسكن في سرابك ..
لن أجري وراء لحظاتك..

لن ازرع حبي في أرضك القاحلة
يبدو أنك لم تعرف من أنا! ..

إذهب .. أرجوك لا تعود

Jasmine!

Weakness

2011-08-10T16:33:00.002+05:00

I believe that weakness is the mother of despair..!!

There isn't!

2011-08-10T16:32:00.002+05:00

There is no ugly girl, only a man he couldn't notice her beauty.

مــن الحكمــة

2011-08-10T16:32:00.000+05:00

مــن الحكمــة أن تنسحـــب بهـــدوء حيـــن تــدرك بـــأن دورك قــد إنتهـــى،، ولا تبكـــي علــى مــا يضيـــع ،،فدائمـــاً يأتـــي خيــــراً منــــه

يلزمنا

2011-08-10T16:30:00.003+05:00

يلزمنا أن نعرف متى نصمت و متى نتكلم ، و كيف نصمت و بماذا نتكلم

لبيك عبدى لبيك عبدى

2011-08-10T16:30:00.000+05:00

جاء فى الحديث: إنه إذا رفع العبد يديه للسماء وهو عاصى فيقول يارب فتحجب الملائكة صوته فيكررها يارب فتحجب الملائكة صوته فيكررها يارب فتحجب الملائكة صوته فيكررها فى الرابعة فيقول الله عز وجل الى متى تحجبون صوت عبدى عنى؟؟؟ لبيك عبدى لبيك عبدى لبيك عبدى لبيك عبدى

Killing your love for someone

2011-08-07T00:01:00.002+05:00

the problem with killing your love for someone is that you kill a part of you heart with it.so after that you end up with a dead piece of meat the beats inside

Your Life.

2011-08-06T05:20:00.000+05:00

حدائق الأوهام

2011-08-06T04:16:00.001+05:00

ندرك الكثير من الأشياء .. ندركها ليس لأنها واضحة تمام الوضوح .. ولكنها تجري في صدورنا أولاً و كأن هناك الات تنبيه بداخلنا .....تؤكد لنا أنا ما قمنا بادركه ليس وهماً ..!
و لكن نعطل كل الات التنبيه و نفضل البقاء في حدائق الأوهام !

لآ تخليني بدونڪ

2011-08-06T04:00:00.000+05:00

لآ تخليني بدونڪ ’’ أنهمر طيش موجع
اختنآقآت . .
وَ حنيين !

التجـأتُ لكفـِّكَ

2011-07-25T13:35:00.002+05:00

التجـأتُ لكفـِّكَ
عـَدوًا خلفَ
قمح ِ حـَنـَان ٍ
فاكتشفتُ أنّها
قادرة ٌ
أيضـًا على الصَّـفع

سيدي

2011-07-22T03:38:00.003+05:00

سيدي .. يامن تركني بيني وبين الألم ..
أعاني حتى أرعبني الفشل ..
غادرتك بعد أن أفقدتني كل الأمل ..
فأتمنى للجراح أن تندمل ..

سيسألوك يوماً عنّي !
فقل لهم : سيدتي التي أعشق قد غادرتني بلا عودة .. فقد كُنت رجلاً ضعيفاً , أضعف من الإحتفآظ بـِإمرأه صادقة ..!

قل لهم أنها أحبتني بـجنون .. و أحتملتني بـجنون.. و سآمحتني بـِجنون.. ومع ذلك لم ارحم عشقها وكنت رجلاً مهزوم ..

قُل لهُم غآدرتنيْ تلك الراقية .. غادرتني .. فَقد كُنت رجُلاً شرقياً.. يهوى اللعب بمشاعر إمرأه صادقة بعشقها .. قل لهم انك تمتعت بدمعها وفاخرت برجولتك الواهمة ..
قل لهُم : غآدرتنيْ .. تِلك آلتيْ حين أكون مع سِوآها , تموت ألف مرّه .. و لآ يعلم بـأمر موتِهآ .. سوآهآ .. قل لهُم : غآدرتنيْ حبيبتي .. بعد ان غادرتني الشهامة ..
قل لهم غادرتني تلك الحبيبة التي قامت حين يستكين الكون ليلاً لتصلي لرب العالمين وتردد الهي احفظه لي .. احفظه لي .. والتي كلما صلت صلاة الحاجة كنت انا حاجتها ..

قل لهُم : غآدرتنيْ .. تلك العاشقة التي ما ان بكت السماء حتى تمنت ان تغرق في حضني بحثاً عن الدفء والأمان .. ولم اكن لها سوى أشد قسوة من البرد في الضلوع ..
قل لهُم : غآدرتنيْ !
المرأه آلوحيده آلتيْ , أدمنتنيْ ..

فأنا رجلاً لم أحترم مشاعري ..
يوم سمحت لنفسي أن أدعها تغادرني ..

حبيبتي التي تركتها تمضي ..
وكانت أكبر من أن يمتلكها رجلاً مثلي ..

By the brilliant friend, Kamilia Fawaz

I am ME. I am FREE..

If...

رسالة من السماء

I Don't Think About You Anymore But, I Don't Think About You Anyless

God's Side

How to find a job online!?

Today's Dawn

Dr. Helen Fisher's why him/why her personality test

Wake up with the Intention To Be. To Do!

Friend or Not!?

To the citizens of USA from Her Sovereign Majesty Queen Elizabeth II

A message to the Politicians!

Manipulative Techniques of STATE TV

Facebook Changes !

Time is Secondary!

A Reason, A Season or a Lifetime

A Heart-Warming Story - Sobhan Allah - The Twin Sisters!

The World We Live in!

Gratitude-Less human Beings

The Power of You!

I Don't Belong

Awakening

NEVER

Belief

I believe in "Belief"

I believe in "Belief"

Go Kneel!

Diamond & Wood

Silent Messages

I will send you silent messages and they are usually the fastest to cross all the distances..

I wish

It didn't make them lesser of Women

Stop Questioning!

YOU

Decisions

Magnetic-Like People

God is The Rainbow

Break your doubts and marry your dreams..

Love God

Hollow Righteousness

Losers

Questions & Answers

Too much Attention to "People"

Stop Wondering

سقوط

Forward & Backward

Don't consume yourself by what others think of you..it doesn't push you forward, in fact it pulls you back

Talking Silence

ليرُحل من يرحُل *

Gandhi’s Top 10 Fundamentals for Changing the World

The Logical Song

A Music List - Special Dedication ;)

Joan Baez - Diamonds and Rust joan to bob Dylan.. I love it!

مآ ههُو الأصَعب فِي نظرگ

REAL BLOOD CELLS!!!

Half in Love and Half in Hate..

فمنذ رحت.. و عندي عقدة المطر

أخاف أن تمطر الدنيا، و لست معي

اتدرى ??

اتدرى احن واجمل حضن فى الوجودحين تحضن الارض وانت ساجد للودود

الله قدر الأرزاق

لنكُن أرواحاً راقيـة

God Almighty Vs. Despair - # 2

God is amazing... God is sensational... God is great, all knowing and omniscient ... God listens to you without speaking, and feels you in your silence and loves it when you go and complain to him... and he always has the solutions... he always has them even if you think you are trapped...!

You are only trapped in your troubles when you don't resort to God. Once you go to God, all your problems end even if they don't seem to end. Just be Patient.

Unlocking my own chains..

Real Friendship...!

We humans are capable of Greatness...!

كما تدين تدان

ربما يكون في بعض الالأم رحمة ..

ضبطت نفسي متلبسة بحبك

Decisions

The decisions we make have two tough parts --- first "deciding" and second "enduring the decision".

Yasmin

Your Experience!

In the end people ask for advice but not because they will follow it, they just want someone to agree with them or voice out the paralyzed thoughts in their minds.. ! No one ever listens to advice we are meant to want to do what we want to do ..

لن تسلم من كلام الناس

It's not like you think it is.

From Within.

Lonliness is a Choice

اتدرى احن واجمل حضن فى الوجود
حين تحضن الارض وانت ساجد للودود

إنت كُل حاجه بتحلم بيها .. إنت أملك الوحيد
وكُل حاجه بتدّور عليها .. جوا منك بالتأكيد !
إفرد جناحك وطير في الهوا .. سقفك بعيد فوق في السما

Winning is not everything. It is the only thing!!!
No one has to lose if he or she doesn't win! The mind-set should be "Win and only win".

التجـأتُ لكفـِّكَ
عـَدوًا خلفَ
قمح ِ حـَنـَان ٍ
فاكتشفتُ أنّها
قادرة ٌ
أيضـًا على الصَّـفع